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I am wondering: back in the day when people owned the land they claimed, built homes from the land, lived off the land, no running water or electricity.....
Back Then....what did people freak out about? :sunglass: |
I look at photos of myself prior to the surgery. My body size is so different. I thought back then that I looked like I do now. But I was much larger. Funny how we distort our body image.
I am trying to envision what its going to be like thinner. Someone put in my face that something I did was exploitive of women. Damn I didnt see it then but I had to examine it and didnt like what I had to own. And its rooted in getting thin. I am struggling with it...and all it means to me, as me as a thin person. just more for my next therapy session..... |
My grandfather passed away 11 years ago today....just 6 weeks after my father. Aprils fools? It was a really bad time in my life......
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on my mind. how well will i navigate this very new, very different chapter in my life. considering it started out on really shaky ground, i am beyond grateful to still be standing. does it really get better, or does it only seem better, then fall right back to what you grow used too? kinda like the same pretty words, just carrying new faces. time will tell i reckon. on my mind. i wish i could capture the contentment and peace of a thousand spirits, and hand them to my best friend, so that she can rest her mind. on my mind. chocolate, always. |
What's on my mind right now...
The fabulous blue sky, sunshine 75 degree weather we are having right now. 2 more hours I'll be wearing my big ol' sunglasses, and I'll be sippin a margarita on a patio with my boo. |
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Post stalkers or Thread stalkers... either way you look at it they are always thinking of you :) ..... kinda gives you warm and tingly feeling like pee running down your leg that no one can see :| (f) |
Damn Yaw! It's 90 degrees outside!
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On my mind right at this moment?
This ice cold glass of chocolate milk, made with dark chocolate. :chocolate: |
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And I want a crew cut so bad I can't stand it!!!!!! |
how many kinds of tomatoes I want to grow this year.
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I am thinking I must always work.
I'd be a bad housewife. I can not resist WoW for long. Normally I can justify working all day to not having to do a lot of housework.. but alas.. the boi is away for the weekend and then we have a day off and then will go see my folks.. So I try to tackle the house once a week. Because frankly, I don't have nearly enough motivation to do it daily, even though I am aware it would mean no one-day cleaning sprees. Am I the only super-procrastinating one? I mean, the house isn't like dirty or anything.. just a small home + stuff = you know how it is. So today my goals are: - clear kitchen counters, wipe them down, put away clean dishes and do dishes, mop - vacuum living room - find places for stuff on coffee table (we need room for more books now, lol!) - get laundry downstairs and sorted, at the very least Night shifts as opposed to this early morning and off by evening shifts means I don't touch the house at all. I get up, eat maybe, get ready for work and go, come home and play WoW/watch tv then go to bed. Maybe I just need a 9-5 job like normal people? Hmm. |
SSDI and Cleveland Clinic have succeeded in making necessary appointments for me on the same days and times.
To reach SSDI, it is a nightmare....so Cleveland Clinic must be the one to be rescheduled. I waited 4 years for SSDI to happen and now they are bottlenecking my life process. I have 24 days before my surgery and its going to be interesting... |
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Why in the H..E ... double toothpicks am I still in .PA ? :seeingstars:
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