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I'm done with people asking for donations. Pay for my wedding, pay for my move. Save your money. I need mine. My truck needs new brakes, I don't see anyone offering to pay for it.
Hmmmm maybe I should start a website for it! end//rant/// |
I'm exhausted. My brain is fried from the amount of papers and essays I've written in the last 2 days. I'm at work where I normally can nap if clients are in bed but unfortunately my only current client, well, scares the shit outta me. She claims that she is fine but I can see the unmedicated schizophrenia as clear as day. She is continually hallucinating and is trying to horde things to use as weapons for "protection" against the "people running through the bushes". Not saying she is dangerous, not saying she isn't. I just know the previous experiences we have had in these situations here at work (i.e. a lot of attacks on staff, even one with a screwdriver once, and the one who bit me and tried slamming my head into the ground). I really don't want to fall asleep, just in case. It bothers me that we are not better equipped to deal with persons with mental illness and also persons with addiction issues, because we tend to see both quite often. Usually, if the illness or addiction is severe and untreated, we have ended up in situations where law enforcement has to get involved and they usually still go without help. It's sad, because these ladies have been thru enough, just in getting out of their abusive situations. Also, as much as I love my job I love my sense of peace and (relative)sanity more. I'm tired of looking over my shoulder, whether it be clients or mutinous coworkers. I need to figure out a way to take this position to something or somewhere a little more subdued. I am submitting multiple resumes for various related positions, so we'll see how it goes.
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Everything and nothing.
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My dear mother is on my mind really heavily this morning. Today is her post chemo PET scan, 'remission' is on all our minds and hearts. She has been the epitomy of strength during this most difficult time with her disease and agressive treatments.
Oh to be one third the woman she is!! I love you momma (f) |
This evening i witnessed an incredible outpouring of love and support for the beautiful family of a very special friend...
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...apparently, I am the last person who does not have songs downloaded...into a device?
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There can't be more than one of you, Luddite. |
Don't Judge!
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That's Ms. Luddite to you!! It is all too much for me! |
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for today___
__damn I make the best Coffee in daWorld-chuckles-
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What's on my mind right now...
Staring at the clock and wondering why I didn't just take today off instead of offering to work a half day! |
I just received an email from a peace worker in Ghana with the names of some of the children who will be creating art this year for our program.
Amazes me... The internet and how connected we all are. We are LUCKY! |
My lady is driving me to work because my truck is in ye oulde automobile shoppe.
Hoping the repairs don't cost more than a few pence. I don't know why I'm talking like this. |
I had no idea that the expiration date for organic milk lasts so long.
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I *really* wish I was at the sea side this weekend!
It feels like summer! |
I had ding dongs for dinner.
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- I should be asleep because my friend will wake me in a few hours to go to the gym.
- no idea what I had for dinner at that vegan place tonight - blue ink on my new blouse :( - I need new sunglasses :/ |
The triathlon and the order of my transition gear
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breaking open the Ho Ho's she brought last week
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