Someone once asked me why I abuse myself. I was pretty shocked, but thought about it more, and realized....I guess i kinda do with the amount of work, teaching, schooling I do. SO, i made the decision today on the way home from one of my many jobs that...

It is going to feel so good turning in my two week notice to the least paying (but most reliable) job. It will definitely give me less of a headache and more free time to relax and prepare for praxis.

YEAH! small jump for joy

Accomplished! I got quite a lot done this weekend.

Also, I have an itchy eyeball. I scratched my cornea and it's taking a while to heal. I've done this before, and I can usually only feel it for about a day, but this has been going on for about a week. I got antibiotic drops for it on Wednesday. I also got some really expensive artificial tears that are preservative free that the eye doctor told me about, but I can't tell that they make much difference. Certainly not $17 worth of a difference. And, I am tired of wearing my glasses instead of contacts.

Glad to be done moving, happy to be in the new place. Exhausted, even with help this was hard work. Grateful I had people willing to help me, I could not have done this alone.

Annoyed and a little upset. I zonked out (fell asleep unexpectedly) and missed an arranged chat with my sis as a result! Particularly annoyed as i;d had a lovely day up to that point.

groggy and a bit overwhelmed. I have had to take allergy meds because of the construction I am doing as a precautionary measure to not wanting to wake up with a headache/sinus issues. Yet still keep a tight schedule. BUT my 1pm meeting cancelled so I am very happy I can go back to bed

Anxious and upset. Had a bit of a meltdown at college about something that wasnt explaiend well in a module I would never do voluntarily and feared I wouldnt be able to do because I just dont have the mindset for it. Its been explained better now, but I havennt got over the upset yet.

So sorry you are upset sweet friend! Sending a bucket of love your way!!! xoxoxoxo

Good and relieved. I need to have some dental work done and it’s been stressing me out. My dentist retired a year or so ago and I’ve gotten bad reports on the dentist he recommends. So, I decided to get three quotes from three dentists in my area. So glad I did. I’m going with third dentist I met today. She’s experienced and her rates are reasonable, I like her bed/side or chair/side manner, she’s given me some good options, she quickly identified the problems and even found a problem the other dentists had missed (or they didn’t mention it).

We start work next Thursday.

Ready........

Tired...

Not getting enough actual rest is weighing down on me. I will be glad when I start work again, get back on a real sleep schedule.

Happy. Despite learning I can't measure cupboards and cabinets correctly to save my life so far it's been a pretty good day. These are the type that close almost by themselves and do so quietly. I didn't think I'd like them when a friend showed me hers but after working in the kitchen with them quite a bit today I found I actually really do. I can be forgetful so it's nice they “remember” for me and I'm not running into them during absent minded and/or forgetful moments.

The antibiotics that I have been taking for this past year to save my leg are reaching the max. course. I was in the hospital for 5 months last year with surgery 4 times on my leg. In the hospital, I was on IV strong antibiotics. Medicare wouldn't pay for the IV ones at home. Hence, the oral antibiotics (2 heavy duty) are continuing. I have osteomylitis, diarrhea each time eat and spontaneously (must wear an incontinence brief, if out for awhile)

The package comes with yeast infections in the obvious areas, skin folds, mouth/throat with crusty sides of mouth. So, I also take daily Diflucan (anti-yeast) as well.

Now I face a decision of taking the antibiotics with leaving the hardware in my knee or have them take the hardware out risking the area from the knee down break and splinter with use, due to osteoporosis, and the removal of multiple screws and the supporting plate. The docs give me odds. Percentages that this or that major problem will occur. One or the other is very likely. It's possible that the major infection will ensue, continued.
This is all pretty unnerving and worrysome. :canoworms:

Feeling
 

I feel good. I have two more months of physical therapy but I can tell that my shoulder is healing. I enjoy PT and look forward to it everyday. The therapists are kind and caring to me. Most of all we make it fun and they laugh at my silly jokes. I made good friends there.

:cowboy:

Okay. Am in the office and will probably be here for awhile wrapping up this project, but I have the next three days off and am jack happy about that.

When I go home today I'm gonna try to do most of my chores so I can really relax over the next few days, but that probably ain't gonna happen.

I often have big plans in the morning. Sometime they happen, sometimes they don't. Such is life.

:pursebee:

feeling good, tired from working outdoors all day ... just ate an AMY's vegan burrito with couple glasses soy milk ... will take a nap now with the pups ...

check me out ...

my sciatic right butt and right leg pain has been so reasonable today ... I have not taken any ibuprofen since 6:00 a.m. ... unbelievable to me
because I worked pretty hard today ... just careful about not lifting anything too heavy ... I have really been exercising (PT at home) lots
more to strenthen my core and it seems to be extremely helpful ... maybe those discs are healing themselves ... who could know? I am so so thankful!! :)

Happy Saturday to Everyone! *grin*

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A bit devilish..........

Hey homoe
 

I say go for it!!
:)