How inefficient it is to grocery shop for one person. That damn butch needs a hair cut too.

Summer storms.

The thunder in the distance, saying here i come.

The trees bowing to submit to the wind.

The taste of the air that is mesmerizing, and intoxicating.

The lightening that touches exactly where it longs to.

The peace before the frenzy.

The stillness after it's spent.

Isn't summer lovely.

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Ole
 

i am wondering if i will enjoy Burlesque as much as i enjoyed the first 2 episodes of true blood season 3...

I have a complicated business trip next week, which ends with me meeting up with my former boss, who is a good friend, so we can visit with a woman whose husband died earlier this year. Her husband was this cranky old dude whom I had to deal with a lot -- and whom I adored and respected greatly. We often visited at their home because he ran a little weekly newspaper that was very influential in my line of work. He was teaching me how to flycast. I miss him a lot. This will be my first visit and he's not there. I will miss our spirited debates over the issues, him teasing me about not having a good woman to bring around to meet him, and his great stories about being a newspaper man in Detroit in the 1950s.

Sleepy
 

I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger.

a lot to think about just now...

... where to live being the most immediate one.

I started back to school, and as my end goals have become more solidified, it has come to my attention that the bachelors programs available in my area will not meet my needs....

... i will have to move from 2 to 6 hours away after this upcoming year...

because of my sons specific special needs, I can't raise my children on my own while attending school and working part time....

... my support system is here.

... SOOOO... my choices are... limited... as to what to do... as usual, I am formulating a to-do list.

- investigate schools further.
- look into support systems in place in those areas
- consider custody transfer to my parents
- consider live in nanny situation
- talk to good friends in those areas
- decline housing... i cant move my children out of my parents home just to give them back and not be there with them... if that's the decision that is made.

so it looks like another year of biting my tongue... but... I just have to remember the end results will be worth it.

So much, I do not know where to begin. Yet the knowing remains.

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