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Life can be so complicated sometimes, it has its up and downs and can throw curve balls that you not only miss but can smack you right in the face and knock you flat on your arse, but, I truly believe everthing happens for a reason, we may not like where it takes us or what happens along the way, but it's ultimate goal is always a lesson we need to learn in this lifetime.
So, I'm trying not to sweat the small stuff, keeping my chin up, loving who I love, whether other people get it or like it or not, because this is my life, I want happiness for me and mine and anyone trying to stop that will find out just what kind of person I am when you push me too far. I know I am blessed by the Goddess, I know that no matter what I will be content with what I get given, so in return I choose to pass this on to my friends, family, both bio and chosen, and to those who have my heart, passing it on is the only way I know of of truly thanking the Goddess for what I have had, have now and will have in the future... |
Plate spinning.
The fact that I always forget that when life gets shitty, my family and friends always make things better.
One of these days I'll get this homeostasis thing figured out. |
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.....but I don't want to go to the grocery store!!!
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Trouble, getting into lots of evil and naughty trouble :sado: :bedfuck: :spank: :whip:
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The Pack, first day of school, a friend, Nike...
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This song, which is tied to My post just above :D
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I'm scared/excited and all those other descriptive words, about going back to college again, but I'm looking forward to teaching others about the whole butch-femme dynamic and leather lifestyle but also learning more about the hetero world.
Psychology has always been something that's fascinated me, now I've started on the path that I've always meant to be on ... :| It's going to be one hell of a ride :cheesy: |
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Reflective Thoughts
I am at a loss to figure out how to deal with so many deaths in my life. In the last three weeks I have attended three funerals & missed two. And even tho' the NDP leader had NOTHING to do with me, for some reason his death has touched me very deeply. I am sad. I cried when I heard it on the Radio early Monday AM.
He penned a two page letter the day before he died and this is how he ended it: "My friends, love is better than anger. Hope is better than fear. Optimism is better than despair. So let us be loving, hopeful and optimistic. And we'll change the world." So many changes. So many losses. So many new roads. So many doors closing. Breathe in grief, breathe out gratitude. :praying: |
That I want crackers and milk, but I won't do it!
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So that's what an earthquake feels like. :|
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It Is Move-In day at SU and for the first time in 10 years I am not there it is very strange to me not to be with my guys today for us is long hot exausting and sometimes frustrating, we work this after working our normal shifts and it makes for a long day your feet hurt ya get sunburnd and tired most of the time all you are is a traffic cop.. but to the partents leaving the precious cargo you are a welcome sight so they know yu will keep their young adults safe as best you can.. SO carry on "A" Watch guys make me proud I am there in speirt if not flesh..
Oh and I guess Michael Jorden's daughter will be attending SU this year and living in Flint hall THATS goint to be fun for us |
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This makes me highly uncomfortable. You just told any potential would be stalker/kidnapper/weirdo where the young daughter of a celebrity lives.... |
How easy it is to be hard on myself, and how HARD it is to find forgiveness for myself. To an extent, i can find forgiveness and love others and share joy and happiness with them, but when it comes down to me, i am very quick to suffer within... And so today, i take a new stance in finding ways to be easier on myself..
Because i am learning, in being easier and lighter on myself, i can find more self love and joy within, which in turn will allow me to spread love & joy unto others..paying it forward - finding ways to make others smile and finding ways to deal with situations in a more positive, light and joyful way... How self-gratifying & wonderful that feels.. |
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and the young lady has been twittering exactly where she will be residing |
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I was up at 3:20 with a blood sugar of 61. Shaking, sweating and hallucinating...oh the joys of Diabetes.
I am grateful that I wake up and can do something about it....but it's going to be a looooooooooooog day. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ |
On My mind are text messages, getting to know more people on the Planet and having a blast just being Myself :-)
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being productive and getting things done today. :bolt:
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