Not good!

my mental health is suffering. my finances are a mess after my break up,
not coping well on the breakup, i started a new job doing night security to see if it helps with stuff, im very stressed out..im not coping well at all!

Tired but accomplished. Had a busy morning got a lot done.

I am feeling accomplished today Myself. Though the heat has made it a bit slower in the getting things done -but I basically do a bit - and then take a break.

All in all I take my moments of how I am feeling - on an hourly basis now - versus a whole day or even a week. It just seems better that way for right now. So, so since I woke this morning - at which I slept in until 11am :blink:..I am feeling peaceful and hopeful.

I wish everyone else the same - peace and hope.

Confused. Considering getting back together with an ex who was never able or willing (not sure which) to show up for me/demonstrate care. But doesn't everyone deserve a second chance? I also think mental health struggles were part of the issue, which means it can't be all my ex's fault.

Mental health discussion is very important..

My most recent ex has told people Im narcissitic as well as abusive..

I have been checked my numerous mental health professionals and i do NOT have narcisstic personality disorder!! On paper as well!

Now since my ex has done what she has done, she is now facing harassing, stalking charges, terroristic threat charges for putting out our relationship problems on social media to the public...

Dont get me wrong I wasnt the best partner due to my trust issues and communication skills are crap but no maam, im not gonna allow an ex to ruin my life any further because she is mad that I will no longer help her financially nor do i believe anything she says anymore!

I feel really grounded. I feel grounded as in the needle to My internal compass is pointed in the direction it should be.

In good spirits. A tooth started giving me trouble again but I think I've found a dentist who really knows what he is doing and is very good at what he does. I don't need perfect teeth but I'd like to avoid dentures if possible and he thinks that's a realistic goal. Of course until they get in there and have a closer look, well that could change. So far though, for now things are looking up.

Really good. I’m officially a Michigander again. Got my driver’s license, license plate and tag for car, entry pass to state parks, and voter’s registration card.

It’s good being home.

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I am feeling the love from this post. There is something to be said for feeling at home whether it is where you are originally from or you are a transplant ... there is also something to be said for that feeling of belonging.

You get it. It’s all those things and more.

Lucky me.

:bow:

How are you feeling
 

In this blasted heat I am feeling and that is better than any alternative.

Was sluggish this morning. Took a miscle relaxed before bed. Feeling pretty good now

I might feel to the bone tired - but I feel the a happiness inside of Me that has not been there in awhile. This is a happiness where a smattering of others have added to My own -- some know that they have and others it has just been random. Here is an example - I logged on just now and a friend of Mine (here on the site) left Me a note that simply said "I bet you are dangerous in B&N" - and why did this add to My happiness? Because it shows Me that the person pays attention - that the person has truly taken the time to get to know Me - to see My authenticity - not other's opinions or views of Me - because we call that gossip - and those that spread it about anyone never really know the person they are talking about - they just want to feel better about themselves for a moment - so it is easiest to do that by saying something negative about that person...rather than trying to get to know them.

Oh and I will add an addendum to this - these are My thoughts and Mine alone and are not related to anyone on this site in any negative context. Those words I just typed are how I feel - about people I have met and those I have not had a chance to meet.

Thank you to everyone who has added to My happiness in these last few months - whether you know it or not - somewhere along that path - you likely saved My life.

Feeling
 

I am feeling pretty good as I am rested. Waiting to see what the day brings. Thinking of going to visit my brother but I will have to call him later. IF not, I will probably go to the park.

I am feeling exhausted, confused, annoyed, and emotional.

Today is my self care day (pedi, mani, trim my hair, long bath, long walk, etc).


I feel good. :hk28: