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Sagittarius: You could feel a bit uneasy as the changeable Gemini Moon visits your 7th House of Partnerships. You're not trying to offend anyone, but your need to be honest outweighs any other desires today. If you're not walking your talk now, you'll end up diminishing your spirit. As long as you remember to act compassionately to others, your journey of self-discovery will continue to be a source of inspiration.
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I hope you start feeling better soon too, there's nothing worse than being in chronic pain. |
What's on my mind right now...
D's mom's test results in less than an hour. We will find out if the radiation worked and what the next step is gonna be. Any & all positive thoughts could really be used right now y'all. |
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Warm white light of energy coming your way, Pinkie...and to D's mom...BIG hugs all of you...Clay |
life is full of unexpected surprises.. some good and some not.. but its worth the ride!
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I like thinking that I bought a new home, so I wouldn't be bothered with many of those pesky home repairs. It's just shy of twenty years now, and it's no longer new. The pesky repairs are popping up and I'm not nearly as patient as I used to be.:sunglass: Over the weekend, I decieded to investigate why, periodically, the toilet would run. The rubber flapper was all distorted and needed replaced. While at Home Depot, I bought a two tier flush system to install.
The first step to the installation was to turn of the water supply. No problem. Except, I snapped the valve stem right off! Now that needs replaced. I was so ticked off and calling it nice french names, I some how snapped the bottom of the toilet seat half off. My attempt to remove the rather nice toilet seat (now broken) encountered faux brass bolts that had rusted and the plastic nut is on so tight, the faux brass bolt has to be sawed off with a hack saw blade with barely any room to work....and I really should saw from underneath to avoid scratching the porcelain bowl. Why didn't I just buy the $4.58 rubber flapper and leave everything alone??? I'm afraid to touch anything right now for fear of what it will lead to next. My ego will not permit me hiring a professional for these pesky repairs.. That bathroom is closed until further notice. |
well, this is a really sensitive topic. I have been having a D/s relationship with a male. His name is Christopher. Christopher has his own apartment. Well, he did until recently. He moved in with me to tend to me while I recovered from my shoulder surgery. While I loved him dearly, I would not commit to being in love with him because I had been hurt one too many times. I wanted a tender D/s relationship and that was all. We negotiated the terms and found what suited us both and agreed upon it.
but while he was tending to me this time, something softened inside me. He had helped me during my stumach surgery as well, but he wasnt living with me. I think because he was here around the clock and because we had developed such an intense D/s relationship, which you know is founded in trust, I felt myself release.... part of me is very puzzled because he is a genetic male. But he is also a budding MtF. He charms me like no one ever has, in a feminine way. Which then compounds the puzzlement. And in the mist of this puzzlement, I have admitted to myself, I am falling in love. Well no, I Am in love. Not what I ever expected but hey.... I still consider myself a lesbian. Many will not consider me as such. And many will not approve of me falling for a man. But, I dated FtMs. I as a lesbian when I dated them. I was a lesbian before I ever had a relationship with a female. In my core, I am a lesbian. I just happened to have fallen in love with a man. A man who is a budding MtF...a damn femme MtF too. Everything about me has turned upside down and inside out. Funny thing tho, if you do that to a pair of pants, they are still a pair of pants. They dont become a shirt. So i am still a lesbian no matter how I turn me. so...this is what is on my mind. I softened. I am in love. I probably will marry him. We are both poorer than church mice but its better to be poor together than to be on your own and feel vulnerable and anxious on your own... this too is what I meant when i said my life changed for the better when I turned 55, in a different thread. I have always cared deeply for him but its official now and I can share it with you...I am in love and i am going to get married....but, not in any hurry to do that. Probably not for a few years. Maybe 5. I tend to have cold feet....thats no surprise now is it? |
More things than need to be. :seeingstars:
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Sleep, I really wish I could be asleep ...
Not sure how long I've been awake now, but I've got to hold out for a little longer yet, why do people arrange meetings early in the morning with insomniacs?? |
As of this Friday we will have enough money saved up to move.
What is on my mind is where? Keeping my fingers crossed that a house in my price range either on the outskirts of Cleveland or Akron (preferably in the surrounding country area's) come up for rent around spring time.. If not, I may very well consider a completely different state... |
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Doctors said that the radiation stopped the growth of the tumor on her throat! As for the spots on her lung & liver, they are wanting to wait a couple of weeks for her to build up some more strength, and she will go through a biopsy program to determine what kind of chemo will work best... all options will be in pill form and won't require her to travel to Houston for treatment! **thank you for all the reps, comments, & text messages... we appreciate the thoughts, prayers & well wishes more than y'all will ever know** |
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not a whole lot...but little things.... like how her day was....or what shes thinking.....wonderin if my monster will be out of the bath before dinner gets cold lol....how much i love my family.....how bad i want to visit....knowing im going in the right direction.....your hand in mine....forever...and still being in awe of ow things came together....the intense ...but calm....and completely comfortable nature of our relationship
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My mind is fried and I am so. burnt. out. but ohhh so close! :blink:
Calgon take me away!! |
How is it a 19 month old can have us all doing silly dances? So much laughter and love...
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my poor puppy Delilah... she has been missing for 2 nights now and it snowed and is still snowing.. is she cold I wish she would come home.. my daughter is crying so hard and I cant stop worrying that the pup is cold and hungry.. what if someone finds her that fights dogs.. she is a pit bull and very big for her lil 6 months of age. everything is going thru my mind im so upset over the pup
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Right now finding a place to move seems to be on the forefront of my mind. I want to thank those of you from the bottom of my heart who PMed me or repped me with some really awesome suggestions. Ya'll rock!
Although we do want to stick close to where we are now just now IN town anymore (School and work reasons) Definitely will keep options open if something doesn't pop up around the time that we want to move. In a way, kind of wanting to start over, Things are so much more positive now then they were last year, and I am looking forward to what the rest of the year brings :) |
Sagittarius: You know where you stand in the world today now that the Moon is in your 10th House of Public Responsibility. You have more confidence about what you're doing at work, but this doesn't mean you should hide any feelings of uncertainty. In fact, sharing your vulnerability now might open a doorway to a beautiful experience with someone very special. Don't let an opportunity get away from you; tell a friend or loved one how important he or she is to you when you have the chance.
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Just tired from the day. Going to relax and watch tv. Hang with my pets.
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