|
the strangest thing ever-
|
false intrusion.:training:
|
Having insomnia even though I am dead tired. :|
|
It all comes from being strangely tired tonight...
I'm wondering if it's too early to go to bed and if I go to bed this early, will I be awake at 2:00am? And if I'm awake at 2:00 am will I be forced to purchase non essential items from infomercials?
|
How moving really sucks!! Packing boxes going through old boxes and throwing out old shit!
And in that mix I can't find last year taxes grrrrrrr! |
that i do not need anyone to define who i am or who i will be ..
and i wish i could reconnect with someone who has meant alot to me over the years... |
Quote:
|
Love is not just the romance..
It's the dirty stuff... It's the sweat and tears... It's digging in and doing the work.. Even when it's less painful and easier just to walk away.. Love is telling the truth even when you know it's going to rip someones heart out.. It's talking and talking and talking and talking... It's going over something till everything is clear.. Until you honestly know what is going on with that other person.. What triggered a response, why did that fight happen, why is that a boundry... Love is learning your partner inside in out.. Because Love is about trust... To trust someone fully, you have to know who they are inside.. You have to know.. This is a truth.. I can depend on this.. I can rely on this.. You build love... layer on layer.. the more work you put into it, the deeper, richer it becomes.. Love isn't fantasy land.. It' not a trip to disneyland... That's easy... Love is coming home from that trip to a backed up septic tank, and the furnace not kicking off... Hard work, sometimes ugly.. oh but the reward is so very sweet... |
how is it that he can eat beets this late at night? and love every last bite?
omg. |
life, or something like it.
There are some days that it is not worth getting out of bed, there are situations that scare the heck out of us, and there are things that we would allow ourselves to be derailed from; but in the end, the price we pay for putting things off is higher.
Still i wonder, if the side trip, and experiences acquired were worth the price or not. **sighs** i so miss having that raw attraction to a girl whom i just can not get enough of and who can not get enough of me. Who values sensuality and passion as much as togetherness and a good book!. Oh well... off to bed. |
:weightshock:
...no more chocolate! and no I am not imagining... it's not only in my head... or is it.... :? |
I wanna go back to bed. Im so exhausted. I cant wait for vacation in april...
But it doesnt help me with my exhaustion this morning... Maybe I need to run by Starbucks on the way in??? hmmmm |
heavy on my mind today
.. my best friend i grew up with here, whom has the horses and moved to NC.. well her parents have always been like second parents to me.. i just got word that her mom , is in ICU and may not make it , giving her maybe a day or so.. not sure. she is 90. she has been in my life since i was 14.... wow about 40 yrs.. my heart, thoughts and prayers go out to her today. |
Quote:
|
... that I am in an odd mood today. Of course I am going to let itself play out, but I can't help but wonder what "surprises" come of it.
*thinking about it* Eek. I has a scared now. |
I ache all over. Even my skin hurts.
|
How life is really rather ironic....ohh and how I wish I could be in bed right now
|
I want Einstein's "Everything" bagels. All I gotta do is drive halfway around the lake for them. Yet, I can't get myself in the car. I seem to be experiencing motivational issues these and must snap out of it.
Switching gears, there is an albino shih tzu for sale for 1000.00$. Blossom wants a sibling really bad. This puppy is all white with pink eyes and a pink snout. Adorableeeee. It's the snout that gets me. I battle with calling them because when I think about housebreaking...ughhh. |
Sleep deprivation.
|
odd dreams after a nap
|
i hate that going out for a little while or visiting with someone for the afternoon puts me in bed for hours after. and i hate that right now i'm doing more than i should be- cause at the end of the day i pay for it by feeling like hell. this just doesn't work well for me.
end pity party. |
never was and never will be....
|
How fast someone can ruin their life. In a millisecond.
|
Just wondering, thinking, reflecting, looking forward, planning....have things really changed that much?
Thinking about Daddy coming home, Yes Moma is an amazing woman, I could never forgive lying or cheating Planning my 4 days off this weekend, work, work work, on my property. |
taking some steps to better the quality of our life (me & my children) ..
it feels good, to move forward and to have found strength to get myself out of some bad situations from the past. life has been a struggle, but it's all uphill from here! |
How much I love my job. I finally get to do what I have always wanted to, and what I am really good at. I get to teach. I took the long route to get there, and the journey isn't over yet... back to school for me now. Educational Assistant is but a stepping stone to life long teaching AND LEARNING. see... by teaching I can be the student forever. I learn so much from my students every day.
|
Visitors
Tests Kiddos Piggies |
Pink Lace
Hot Tea |
Approved vacation requests,
trip/s, & Mariners baseball and if they will suck this year or rock! |
It really pisses me off when I see someone displaying an American flag that is all ripped, torn, tattered, shredded and faded. What kind of respect is that??
I seriously want to pound on their door and tell em to take it down, put up a new one and stop being a jackass. :rant: |
Quote:
|
The giant pre-history moth that was in my room for the last hour,and woke me, and the desperate meassures that had to be taken.
|
Quote:
That's a good thought........but.........I read an article about proper display of the flag, and it said that if a flag is worn, torn, faded, shredded, etc, the correct thing to do is to take it down and destroy it or put it away. Never display a worn flag. :wwii-veterans: Unless the artlicle was full of poop. :worried: |
Don't even go there, My poor mind is aching badly from all of the thinking that I have been doing lately ........... too much is on My mind, make it stop for awhile :rant:
|
[IMG]http://i801.photobucket.com/albums/y...jakethecat.jpg[/IMG]
the loss of one of our work kitties yesterday. he had gone to the vet last week and they gave him fluids and didn't know what was wrong with him I called them back mon and they said they could not get him in till wed WTF he wasn't eating or drinking I called a different vet and they got him in tue morning the boss called me at home yesterday Jake was put down feline lukemia (sp) he was 3 years old |
Quote:
Awwww ami that really sucks, I'm very sorry for the loss of Jake :ballcat: |
Nothing. Waiting for coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
My beloved elixir. |
That this week is supposed to be the biggest comission week that I have had since the lay off's.... Excited to say the least....
|
It's such a beautiful day in Minnesota today. The sky is blue and the birds are singing. :farmtree:
|
....can't tell...it's too nasty!..LOL!
|
| All times are GMT -6. The time now is 08:17 AM. |
ButchFemmePlanet.com
All information copyright of BFP 2018