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I wonder how Mare is doing at work today... I know she dreaded going in ...
The day is dreary and kinda blue.... I find Maxwell arguing with a bird amusing.... I wonder where that beautiful bengal cat that has been lingering around our yard came from .... There's far too much pollen on my car and I am wondering if I should hose it down or wait for the rain that's supposed to come .... I think I'm hungry, but I'm not sure .... I could use a nap .... |
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dat i really need to re-stock da glucosamine now dat cold weatha is hea...
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That I really like making new friends on this site. That's why I'm here. :)
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whats on my mind !!! space and time, knowing...
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Having fun in the chatroom, getting to know many cool members of the Planet :)
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Old age creeps up like a bad set of fucked up undies.
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How amazing my butch is, She fought the fires all day and still made my birthday so very special. :fireman:
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I am taking high doses of pain meds to deal with the tooth infection I have. I am seeing the dentist on Weds. But while I am waiting, the razor sharp pain in my mouth is wearing me down. I cant even put my tongue on that tooth. Thus, the pain meds.
Pain medication does a number on my personality. I am not so much fun to be around. I have to give it to chrissy for understanding how to deal with me. he darts in and out of the room, bringing me items, checking on me, then giving me space. I hate being fussed over when I am in pain. I am likely to chew someone's arm off. I remembered today, some of my exes and how they dealt with me when I was in pain. Some did rather good. And a few, deserved Worst Partner of the Century awards. Glad those days are over. Glad the one here is a good person, and reads me well. Weds is just a day and a half away...we can do this... |
WOW that was a hell of a lot easier than Ebay.. people coming a little later to pick it up all done and free for me to sell :blink:
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how sweet hy is and how hy worries when he hasn't heard from me. I am blessed to have two special people in my life.
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What's on my mind.... wishing this horrible headache would go away. It's a throbbing pain at the base of my head... OUCH :(
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waiting ..... waiting ........
what will it be ? what will we need to do ? will we have to go on defense ? will we be able to breath easy ? I guess the answer is not the point it is not knowing ......
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How to help one of my co-workers? :seeingstars:
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Wednesday Night Baseball
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a long chat with my old boss and friend, he sounded like he did the last time i talked to him, burnt out and tired. i worry about him.
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I'm relieved that my financial aid for fall and next spring came through. I'm happy to have only one class this summer rather than a full load, because it will allow me to have more time with my honey. I miss her something fierce. (f)
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What great men i raised, who are pro women and respectful and stand up for our rights.
I had wanted girls, honestly, but was given boys. I thought OMG what do i do with them, how do i teach them, how do i relate to them. Somehow along the way they turned out pretty dad gum wonderful. Now, that they are men, they are so in tune to the gay world, our struggles, our daily fight with prejudice, and they recognize the misogyny and will stand up for our rights. I am just so darn proud i could bust. :) |
I've had so much on my mind lately. Enough that it's kept me tossing and turning the last two nights. But today, some of it got resolved. Some of it money, some of it logistics, and some of it relationship.
And while I knew it would come, and I knew it would be painful for Her. I still hate to see Her go through it. I love this community that gives me an outlet and a support system. |
What isn't on my mind????
Just wishing like hell that I wasn't so internally torn when it comes to what is best for everyone versus what's best for me.
Ever since I've been able to think for myself, I've had no issues with going down paths less used by those like me. I always tried to put the good of others in front of my own selfish wants/needs. Yet here I sit now struggling because of what I've learned in the past few hours. Why can't I just have it my way and their way? It's not like I can just ignore the facts and do what I feel like I want. Just doesn't work that way anymore. Maybe I'm evolving. Maybe I'm just getting cranky with each passing year. Maybe I just need to sleep on it. Maybe I just need to realize that it'll never be easy to decide which will take priority. Damned if I do, damned if I don't. It's just so hard to understand. Having one foot in one part of this world because of my beliefs and the other foot in the other part of the world because of who I am. That makes it so much harder. One side judges me because of where my left foot is planted and the other judges me because of where my right foot is planted. Why can't everyone else just come out of the dark ages so EVERYONE can be happy and feel like they belong. Bleh, Brute. |
What's on my mind...
a long overdo vacation. Daydreams about someplace tropical, floating in a pool, shutting the whole world off for awhile. And a cabana boy & girl wouldn't hurt either :) |
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