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Made a clear list of things I dont want and wont do in relationships next time
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I am letting myself enjoy today without overthinking my age or politely declining people doing things for me. That is rare.
I am going to relax, have a drink and celebrate the way I want later without feeling guilty about it. I am indulging in good food, these gifts and enjoying the company of my friends for the entire evening OR until I get overwhelmed and I decide I need to do a few self care things. |
I let go of something that's been causing me stress... when I let it go, I was able to smile and relax. It was a small something, but the stress it caused was big. When I let it go, I told myself 'if tomorrow holds the news I expect, I will deal with it as it comes...not let the stress win now."
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Exfoliated my whole body. I feel terrific!!:cheer:
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Been to a meeting
Phoned another fellowship member for a little support. |
I did it...I cleaned out the fridge and removed temptation. It felt good to get past my procrastination stage and process a few things.
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I remembered to bring home 24 cheese & jalapeno tamales, and then but them in the freezer so that I don't go hog wild on them, and eat them in a week. Moderation, moderation!!!
At the discount grocery store, I picked up some new shampoo and conditioner that is cruelty-free, 100% organic, made in the U.S.A., smells awesome, and is bottled in recycled plastic. Cheap too!! I patted myself on the back, because despite feeling like doo-doo, I worked 12 hours today, talked to 120 people, and pre-made up time, that I am going to lose tomorrow when I leave early for an appointment with my surgeon. Go me!!! |
Done
Put ear-plugs in my roomate cant sing. She was singing Do you wanna touch me there. She really needs a boyfriend soon. Otherwise im scared what she will do singing that song. (lol) Maybe she should go to local cowboy bar. Save a horse ride a Cowboy. (lol)
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I put on my mismatched pajamas and cozy fleece robe as soon as I got home from work.
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no matter how exhausted I am or how tempting the thought ...
rather than going out to eat as the thought hit on my way home that I'd love a big fat cheeseburger, fries and a loaded appetizer from Friendly's... I came home and lit my grill with mesquite coals to grill lean steak and fresh mushrooms ...instead of fighting traffic and just vegging out on the couch after burger and fries... I'm comfy in my warm pjs, on porch enjoying fresh air ..waiting on the coals and anxious for my yummy dinner that won't make me regret the calories or that bloated feeling ... it's chilly out but sitting by the flames in my own peaceful space can do wonders... |
I'm off to get a mani and a pedi. :D
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I took a bubble bath, relaxed with some movies and had some serious down/self-care time.
Now I am indulging in wnigs and chocolate. |
cuz I deserved it
I had a long soak in a hot bath after I sprinkled two packs of "soothing bath treatment " and stepped out smelling like oatmeal cookies ...
then I had a glass of Raspberry Verde while enjoying a rare movie night with a buddy ... |
I trimmed my bangs, washed my hair and shaved.
Trust me, that's all I was going to be able to do today. |
I took a shower..made myself something to eat...banged my head against the wall...and yeah that was enough for me today
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I allowed myself a little browsing time for artsy stuff at the Goodwill, then created a few pretty things with the spoils!
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I finally ate something after a few days of not being able to.
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Took a nice long bubble bath after a long weekend out of town.
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I'm making the active choice to be passive. I have a ton of stuff to do but I'm choosing, since this week will be crazy, to just relax and 'be'.
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hmm my hot tub is being delivered today so if it warms up enough by this eve ill be in it soaking away any woes
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