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My lil sis...
thinking about this holiday season.... the importance of every moment with lil sis. I want time to go slow.
When i look ahead the tears come...... but i,m gratefull |
Words can cut deeper into the soul and mind then a knife through the heart. This too shall pass.
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Missing my mom(f)..this is excruciating:candle:
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Anger. I was so angry at one point today that it brought tears to my eyes. So I did some hard manual labor and then settled into a hot bubble bath, complete with candlelight and a book. Much better!
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A bad dream and the feelings it brought on.... (w)
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I cried a few times at work today. We had our Christmas party for clients and it got emotional for me.
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Two horribly traumatic pet abuse stories BUT both with happy outcomes.
A senior Chihuahua was put into a crate, set outside in heat, in a trash barrel and almost was hauled to the dump. She WAS rescued by a passer by moments before truck came to get trash barrels...and will be adopted!!! A pit bull puppy, tied to a truck..and the truck owner wasn't aware...it was dragged 2.5 miles I think it was...had traumatic limb fractures, facial injuries, etc. Arrived at a Pet hospital in critical condition BUT it, too, was able to be saved. It has casts on 3 of 4 legs...and will be adopted. I cried for the babies.......bless the heroes for rescuing these babies... |
EVERY.little.THING
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I am crying from laughing so hard.
I have been watching an Internet troll fight between Arkansans and just read the funniest fucking comment I have ever read on the Internet. I mean, it literally took me 10 minutes to write this post because I keep messing up!! |
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It wasn't today but for 2 solid days and nights I cried with joint and muscle pain from this flu that I've had. I swear I have had car, bike, dirt bike, 4 wheeler and horse accidents that never made me hurt as bad as I have hurt this week.
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enough.......
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This was one of my Dad's favorite songs, about his ancestral home (well, he was everything in the UK) in Northern Ireland. I've thought of him a lot today. |
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Slightly ironic for me that I should find myself in London all these years later and, of course, continually missing my Northern Ireland. |
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Christmas without my Mom, I miss her so much. RIP Mom ! I will put out your favorites Christmas ornaments and decorations just for you. I love you!(f)
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Isabella Bleu
I seldom, very SELDOM, almost NEVER cry. But today I wept in a way I haven't in over 11 years.
6 years ago, I got my ex a surprise puppy for her birthday. I had her convinced we were going to look at Labradoodles, which she realllllly didn't want. When we get to the house and walk to the back door, a big black head looks in. And the ex starts yelling "They're dobies, they're dobies." As we walked outside we were greeted by two of the biggest Dobermans I have ever seen. We went down the stairs of the deck and into the back yard. The litter was playing and kinda shying away. But then this one little red-head came right over and grabbed aholt of the ex's pant leg and tugged. Isabella Bleu came home with us that night. While the marriage didn't last, the friendship did. And I cherished the visits I would get to see Bella. She had a ridge down her nose where her hair grew against the grain that she never out grew and two tiny white spots on her head where her brothers and sisters had bitten her. She had a big red nose that could always make me smile. She was big, her shoulders came to above my waist and solid. She was so smart, and fast. She loved catching squirrels, chipmunks, and even showed up at the back door one day with a deer leg someone had discarded on the property. Convinced it most definetly belonged in the house with her. She loved sticks, they belonged in the house too. LOL And used to pull our sweet ole Mo's bandanas off and eat them. LOL Today, my beautiful, energetic, funny, sweet, Boo Raddly had what we believe was an aneurism and is gone. :bigcry: I knew when this day would come that it was going to hurt like hell. I don't usually get this attached to animals. But I always thought that it would be known. That I would have time to say goodbye to her. To tell her how much I loved her. Although I told her every time I saw her. I hurt for my sweet ex and her partner. Boo was her child. Just waiting here for The Boy to get home. We didn't tell him yet because he is driving home from work in rush hour traffic and didn't want him to be distracted. |
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