we made pumpkin cheese cake (ok we made two). Been living on them for two days now. must stop. will explode soon.

I confess I feel much better now that I have had this skunk of a mood.

I also came to realize exactly why I have had this snit.

Those of you who know how important synthroid is in your body, will be horrified to know I havent had it since Novemeber 3rd. !!!

I filled all my scripts on that day. They didnt have the Drs ok yet for that one and said they would call her for it. Well, I just forgot. When you take 14 bottles of pills a day, its easy to forget the one. Especially during a holiday month.

While I was sobbing today over accidentally dropping a brand new roll of toilet paper in the toilet bowl (an expensive accident for someone who cant buy it with food stamps) it somehow lit the light bulb over my head that I havent had my synthroid. I traced it back to Novemebr 3rd! I called my pharmacy and got it filled, ran down and picked it up and took my first dose right in the car.

It also explains why I have had tingles in my heels, my fingers, my lips and my tongue, weight gain and these worsening mood swings. Not to mention my insomnia that has gotten much much worse as the days and nights have steadily all become days!

I confess I do this way too frequently with synthroid. I dont take it as seriously as my other drugs because it only cost $10 without insurance, and its to treat something in my neck. Come on. Salt can make it better for goodness sake. Really? I have to take a stupid pills too? But boy oh boy if I dont have that "stupid pill" I am almost institutionalizational (is that a word?)

I am much better now that I know where this is all coming from. I try to be joy based. Yes, yes, it all sucks but my life really is wonderful regardless. Yes yes, I dont have much but Iwill and I just need patience. Its all going to come back to me again. I have been injured. I am not being punished..lol.

I confess I am glad I was able to verbalize my boils and warts here. I couldnt in my real life. Cyberly I was able to let it out. Oh, I did in real too but I couldnt explain it like I did here. I just gnashed my teeth and scared everyone in real. I got cyber hugs and prayers here! I confess I love you all and am so glad I have a safe place to be me..the real me. Funny I can be the real me in cyber but not in my real world...

I confess I am glad the day is over and medicine in in my possession once again...

I confess:

I just ate an entire Panettone in less than 24 hours.

I looooooooooove HowSoonIsNow. For real.

My new favourite hobby is insinuating that Nick is in loooooooooove with all of his Butch-friends and then acting really supportive about it. "Hey, it's cool. I am TOTALLY okay with that and I can see what you like about Ab/Jack/whoever. You kids go out and have a good time, just be sure to bring me back some leftovers or something."

I don't want to go to work today.

I've never read The Great Gatsby.

10 days no smoking and I smoked last night. I thought I could have one bourbon and not smoke. I can't. :(

I confess that I've been having very naughty kinky thoughts with some unknown person in my head. lol- hy's quite hot and has a spankable bum. Its been a long time since I thought about rope that way.

I confess that I've been bad. No will power or self control lately, I figured I'd focus on not smoking and eat what I wanted, for now. I have been eating everything I want.

I confess that I like being a lone and single - a lot! but think its time to date and maybe hook up with a naughty boy or two.

I confess... That I had a few wild and adventurous dreams with a femme here, just by looking at her pic.

I confess, I started taking synthroid several monts, or was it longer, ago :mohawk:. I can relate.

ok I confess too- I kill bugs and spiders. If they have a web out of the way and stay in the web catching flies I'm on with that but the moment they walk on the floor or cruising the house they are history.

OMG!!!!! :rofl: I confess to LMAO a Miss Scarlett

I confess....

.... I cant WAIT to get back to work tomorrow.

peepes....leaves the confessional quietly and goes to hide

I confess I am on a self destructive kick and that I overdid the lights today (hung ONE strand of lights on my INSIDE porch...gawd..what a weakling I am nowadays) and pushed my lungs again and launched myself into a series of full blown lack-of-oxygen attacks

I confess I did take my synthroid and was sheepish about it today

I confess I love fiercefemme!

I confess I got a treadmill from freecycle because I am in denial and think that with my health issues I will be able to work out

I confess I didnt eat anything but a piece of pie today...

Thank you, Dapper! I confess, that's very nice of you to say. :)

I think your deprived childhood had something to do with that skunk smell thing.

Just sayin', I confess.

I confess...

I will giggle for you.
I will protect you from the Boogey Man in the dark.
I'll lay next to you.
I have small hands, but will stand handle your change.
Me too! A little bit. Not hoardy stuff. Piler stuff.

*nods*

Holy Guacamole
 

I confess, Mexican food tastes good after 3 days of turkey.

I confess that I really want the last piece of pumpkin pie, but I might just halves it and make up the difference with butter pecan ice cream.

I confess listening to Christmas music all day at work makes the day a little better.

I confess that our television has been on Christmas movies since Thanksgiving.

I confess that I would keep a tree year-round in the living room - it really makes me happy to see it all multi-colored and bright :)

I confess that, as you can see, I love Christmas! :)

I confess that I need to start knitting again, and continue reading Stephen King's "Under the Dome" that the boi bought me LAST Christmas. I can't believe I haven't read any books this year :|

I confess that I don't miss my family, and that makes me feel like a bad person.

I confess that I love the feeling of coming home to my partner every day / hym coming home to me.

I confess I am not looking forward to hym going away for drill this weekend. I understand it's part of hys job, but it still sucks. *pout*

I confess that Pomegranate 7-Up Antioxidants is yummy, mmm!

Blade is laughing hard while Sweet pulls his left ear off. HEEEELLLLLPPPPPPP!!!!!!!

I confess....

I don't care either way about clowns, but my ex in laws had this clown portrait in their guest bedroom that was painted by a cousin that was a cop. It TOTALLY creeped me out. I don't know if it was the whole, dark emotional journey thing for the painter or that the clown's eyes FOLLOWED you around wherever you went in the room.

I had to sleep under that thing. Ick.

I used to put Cheetos in my bologna sandwiches!

I always make my bed and usually within the first 15-20 minutes of getting up.

A really warm dyke?

We have a can of pumpkin pie filling and soon I'm going to make it. Add some cinnamon and nutmeg and add a dollop of whipped cream and/or topping on top and it's delish!

I love the gas.

Just sayin', I confess.

I confess...

Love the 7 Up!

You feel bad because society tells us that you should feel bad. Enjoy your partner and child and who gives a flip about anyone else?

I used to have 4 Rubbermaid tubs and about 12 boxes full of Christmas stuff. I used to love it so much too. Now, it's kinda 'eh', but I like your enthusiasm. :)

You are dirty. Dirty, Dixie. Dirty Dixie.

I confess I may live vicariously through you tonight. Have a bite for me!

If satellites can't pick your house up with the lights on it, there's not enough. :blink:

I confess that I just put my Mrs. Beasely doll on Ebay and I'm a little sad about it. I've been hauling her around with me for damn near 40 years.