Exhausted but wide awake thanks to my brain. I'm lucky to get 3 hours of sleep nightly.

Good and really tired. I woke up wanting to drive. Far. Like Sedona. Would be nice to get in the car and drive across the California desert for a day or so. Arrive in Sedona and spend the day in a spa. Well, that ain't happenin' today. At least I can dream for now.

Better. More smiling about the memories, less crying about the gone. Thankful for the people who love me in all their varied ways.

Also, annoyed at one of the cats, no idea which one, but someone is being a naughty shoe pee-er, which made me have to wear flip flops to a thing where I shouldn't have worn flip flops, but somehow I pulled it off!

some relief.....
 

not good at all.... I called off work which I never do.... :confused:

I've been doing Physical Therapy for the past month or so, and I must say, I'm feeling a bit stronger in the arms, legs, and my back. I still have low level pain at times, but NOTHING like the pain I was coping with daily for the last 8 1/2 yrs before my back surgery this past June. OMG what a huge relief and I feel better about myself too. I know I still can't work but it's a relief knowing I'm not in pain like I was everyday of my life for that many years and it's a relief to feel stronger. I still can't bend, stoop, lift, do ladders, or twisting motions, but I can live with that. I just have to keep reminding myself that just because I'm feeling better physically doesn't mean I'm FIXED to go back to work, I still have to remind myself NOT to do the things I could do before I got injured so many years ago. I'm just glad I am able to not live in that kinda pain any longer.

good...content

Amazing. .. I spent my day with my 90 yr old client at the rehab he's in for the next week. We laughed and he told me stories.

Feel terrific! Went to bed early. I have a lot of hauling to do all weekend. I rented a storage room which is only 2 blocks away. I have too much stuff. I want to downsize but no time to detail what goes and what stays. Preparing myself now for a move to the country with a couple of acres. I am tired of this city life - mostly the crime. I am not going to rush into the first place I see. Taking time to be selective and find the perfact place. Want something sorta hilly so I can build my dogs an underground storm shelter ... want them to be safe while I am at work.

I feel a little scared... there will be nine 13 year olds at my house tonight... the girls birthday party should be a success... the house is filled with balloons, there will be pizza... and a movie... and lots of laughing I'm sure.

response to JustLovelyJenn
 

Hi JustLovelyJenn,

I would be afraid too. Nine 13 year olds!!! *blinking eyes*

Did you survive?

Just joking around!
Bet everyone including you had a blast!
:)

Not sure.... angry, upset? How do you feel when an ex texts you 68 times just to cut you down?

Sleep sounds good.

Incredibly happy and excited about things to come.

happy and tired...

Tired, but good. Hoping I can take tomorrow off.

Content.

I had stuff to do today, but I'm postponing it in favor of staying home and drinking up the sound of rainfall and intermittent birdsong. I :stillheart: Sunday.

I am feeling great and sore after a 5 k

Super nervous. Tomorrow is the big interview for the job I have been waiting a long time for. I haven't been on a "real interview" in over ten years. I really want to get this job :nailbitin:

Really good. Got a lot of work done this weekend and am ahead of the game. Tomorrow starts the end game and it will be non-stop till the weekend. Didnt drive on the freeway this weekend, but will go out again soon. Think I'm gonna set a long-term goal to drive to Sedona.

excited...happy.....content...peaceful......a whole plethora of them