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what is on my mind: all of the doctors appointments that i am going to have coming up..
i am sure my anxiety will kick in for a couple of the tests..i will breathe thru them hopefully that works.. in the long run it is so going to be worth it..i am worth it.. what is also on my mind: knowing that money is so squeeky tight and my dotter is needing fall and winter clothes. What is also on my mind: is my body still mad at me for sitting <driving9+hrs > and sitting in the docs office waiting over an hour for my appt.my lower back is mush im old :vigil: :peacelove: |
Just read an Ann Coulter article on Yahoo News. Sometimes I do not understand me at all. Guess I will have to chalk Coulter up as being like a train wreck. To me, she is horrible but like the train wreck, I cannot look away.
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On my mind is the weird phone call I just had; my ex of 2 years ago just called me out of the blue! He tried earlier today and I looked at the number thinking wait I recognize this phone number, dawned on me it could be him but I thought nahhhhhhhhhhhh yeah right it can't be ~ but when he called back a second time and actually left a message, it was exactly who I thought it was! Talk about a shock; he wanted to see how I was doing and it was nice but I was surely reminded why we broke up. He wants to one day meet up for coffee but isn't comfortable doing it yet; I left the ball in his court and told him if he ever wants to meet up I'll leave that choice upto him. Weird to get that blast from the past, but the conversation closed up a few holes that were left gaping when things ended ~ finally a chance to close that chapter of my life and truly move on :) |
I'm hoping I don't have to turn around and make an emergency trip to Texas. I'm worried. And sad. And hating my training, knowing what to expect. I don't want her to have to watch this again.
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thinking about how sometimes I can do something or say something in a frustrated moment that really hurts someone I care about and how it really sucks that you can't take it back.
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People from the past coming back into my life & wondering why.
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How much I miss asking..Drakar, Polo, Axe, or just me to that special someone when this guy just can not make up his mind. So which should it be... decisions decisions....
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Alix ~ I'd say Drakkar, its my favorite men's cologne besides old spice so I think that's the one You should wear :)
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Saying something that I should have kept to myself...Not like me...and I hope I don't live to regret it.
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on my mind right now is wishing i had less to do for other peeps and more time to do for myself. also on my mind is whether or not that makes me selfish? and also also on my mind is the idea that i should get back on the road somehow. i cant shake the pressing urge to cut and run before i can establish any roots. i dont feel at home here. i wasnt even supposed to come to Massachusetts. i was supposed to be in Maine. i keep kicking myself for getting off track. Oregon to Maine, Nomad. Portland to Portland, remember?! what a schlemiel!
i feel like a shark: keep swimming or you run out of air. |
No it doesnt make you selfish, maybe its time to start saying no and put yourself first. always here to listen if you need
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my interview for the personal training position is next week tuesday.
this enables me to save~not only for moving out of state up north~but also for the reunion of 2013. |
A letter that I missed a court date over my toll violation (which was 50 cents, and there was no where to pay it!!) back in 2009... ummm.... does this mean I am wanted in the state of Colorado!? LMAO.
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How tired I am, and it's only Monday!(w)
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Kidding but hope you'll be there Tazz :) |
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