I feel good :hangloose:

A little more in control, a little less overwhelmed.

I'm feeling wide awake. I'm too old to want to spend a lot of time sleeping. "Tempus fugit".

A bit more confident, the learning module/test to follow I worried about/dreaded most, actually took me the least amount of time to complete, and I scored very well on it. So, I think if I periodically review my notes, pay close attention when shadowing, I should do fine on the skills check off :)

Nostalgic and a little :watereyes::watereyes:
Today is my daughters last day at our homeschool coop that we've been members of since she, and many of her friends, were wee. She and three others "graduate" today. It will be a big shift in our regular weekly community social time. All of the graduates are shifting over to our local community college while they figure out their "what's next" and I'm excited for them to expand their social circles and explore their independence. So for that I'm feeling :cheer:

Feeling
 

Sad, today I lost my best friend. My oldest kitty lost her brave fight. She was my friend and travel companion. I have rarely felt so alone.

Not to bad, took my walker and went to the mailbox and back. Thats about 100 yards, I'm nt hurting so that is a plus

I feel...okay. Not good and not bad, just...okay. I am a little off today as I feel very fatigued and my day seems a bit off. But really, I am just fine.

This was definitely the most emotionally draining semester I have ever had. Classes over, need to grade, need to place students internships. But for now I feel sick and can't get out of bed

Tired. Working too much has me slowly draining myself out of energy.

feeling like it is okay to give myself permission to rest now

just got back from storage room, swallowed a couple Big Macs practically whole ... there was an incident at the storage place ... I did nothing and was nothing but a bystander to the incident ... police came and I could sense they were glad I was there in "peace-keeper" role

cutting work short tonight, had planned to go strong until around 2:00 a.m. ... going to bed ... thinking I will be asleep 3 seconds after my head hits the pillow ...

now to find enough real estate on the bed to crawl in ... Kevin is such the BED HOG!!!! :(

chad
 

Sending heartfelt warm hugs your way ... I am so sorry about you losing your precious kitty-baby ... it is so difficult to have to let go ... man, I sure so feel for you. I really, really do!!

Like what I do doesn't matter. Like to certain people it doesn't matter how hard I try and how fucking nice I am nothing changes. Actions speak hell of a lot louder than words. And I'm shown every single day how unimportant I am. How what I say doesn't matter or what I do. Why do I even bother....

Exhausted but wide awake. My ankle/feet muscles keep locking up. :(

Also how they even rub it in your face..


I'm feeling done...with everything.

Awake! :deepthoughts:

Annoyed at myself.
Turning it around... shake it off...

Good but my joints are aching a bit. Hopefully the kinks will work out as I do some chores.

Happy, at peace with myself and life in general.

Actually, pretty good ... up until I realized I goofed up. Now I am kind of "skeered" to go to sleep

I let the dogs go out one last time at 11:00 p.m. ... I wasn't thinking when I grabbed a large piece of cold pizza out of the fridge at 11:00 p.m. after I let them out the back door ... stood right there in the kitchen and gobbled it up rather quickly ... then remembered spicy food tends to give me horrific nightmares if I eat it late.

If you don't hear anything from me after tonight, the werewolves got me. :(
Or alligators. I watched alligator attacks on youtube for almost an hour earlier.

Sleepy, whiny, and really missing my sister.

Tired...

I'm still sick but gotta go back to work...

Meh

Amused........

I'm so heartbroken and devastated that I'm shaking. Brandy had another stroke. My spouse and I have decided it's time to end her suffering. We made an agreement that we would not let her suffer, and now she is and that breaks my heart. I made the mistake with our first Boston, Billy. He had cancer and I just couldn't put him to sleep. I couldn't do it. And despite his pain meds, I know he suffered those last two days before he died in my arms. I realize my mistake and I won't do that to Brandy Rebecca. Spouse and I are in agreement that she has a poor quality of life now and she is tired. The vet says her heart is so bad that she might have a massive stroke and be paralyzed. So I set it up for Thursday, my day off. My step son is going to drive us to the vet because I don't think I will be able to drive and handle my spouse in her wheelchair. Afterward we are bringing Brandy back home and our handy man is going to bury her out in the back yard under the big tree. My step son just had back surgery so he can't dig her grave, and my arthritis is too bad to do it myself. I'm taking off work tomorrow so I can have the whole day with my dog one last time. The only thing that helps is knowing that when Brandy crosses the rainbow bridge, Billy and our cat Ink, will be there to welcome her. Please pray for her and my spouse, who is really falling apart. I'm dying inside but I have to keep it together for her and our other 3 dogs. Goddess give me strength. Sorry this is such a long post.

I am so sorry my friend, I will keep you and your spouse in my thoughts.

I am here whenever you need me.
Chad

Feeling pretty chipper today. Little tired from sitdown garden work this morning

[QUOTE=Gayandgray;1067738]I'm so heartbroken and devastated that I'm shaking. Brandy had another stroke. My spouse and I have decided it's time to end her suffering. We made an agreement that we would not let her suffer, and now she is and that breaks my heart. QUOTE]

Gentle hugs G&G and family! I walk silently but solidly with your path. You are doing the humane thing for Brandy!!

This is NOT an easy decision or path but know others walk it with you....be kind to yourself!!!!

Sorry to Hear Your Pet Isn't Well
 

And angels too (((Brandy))) My thought are with you and your family at this difficult time.

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Feeling
 

I feel tired and worn out. I need a vacation.

I feel like I will never breath normally ever again

curious


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Stressed and exhausted, but at least there is a 3-day weekend on the horizon. :sigh:

Good and grateful.

:pursebee:

I'm feeling reasonably ok given I drank a Coke Zero just before bedtime.