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My final paper, which is due tomorrow, but I really want to finish TODAY so I can enjoy the rest of the weekend!
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Today is a very hard day for the family and I can tell that its gonna take its toll on us in the future. My parents have been struggling with their floral shop, they are not making the kind of money that they should be and neither of them are getting a paycheck from the company (they are only making enough to pay their full time employee and the bills). They are barely making ends meet; the bills, rent etc are being paid out of my father's pension from his 36 year job and yet we are still living paycheck to paycheck. Well tonight my dad did something very hard, and I know its gonna be hard on all of us in the end ~ he had to sell his motorcycle. My mom was the one who cried not my dad, but I know how much he loved his Harley and its gonna hit him soon I just know it. This will help us pay some bills and stuff which is good, but I know its not gonna be easy for him to see to see his baby go.
I'm SO glad that I will be working now, that way I can help to contribute to the house :blink: |
watching a movie and I am pretty dumbfounded. thank goodness it isn't real.
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Thinking over some things I've learned this past week. And looking forward to learning more
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Five hours of shopping is bad for my feet... I need to wear better shoes next time.
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Sex... or lack there of.
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I'm frustrated that, at 38, I'm still trying to find where I fit in this world. Shouldn't I have discovered that by now?
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A possible event next week
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What if the hokey pokey is REALLY what it's all about.....?
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Quote:
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Then that makes life much simpler. Maybe I'm just complicating things.
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My families shallowness
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Scaring myself silly, standing outside in the dark, hearing a loud, harsh cough, one of those 40-a-day old man coughs, turning around and no-one's there ...
:blink: Then remembering there's a field full of sheep the street over from mine and feeling like a proper eejit.:doh: |
Everything. I doubt I will sleep tonight.
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a girl i was friends with growing up her son<20+yo> has been missing and they just found a body in the sacramento river..part of me hopes its not him..part of me does so she will have closer
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What's on my mind?
Sometimes I'm too hard on myself. When something not so positive happens, instead of panicking, I should bring on the calm and step back from the situation.:)
Duchess |
That i dom't like when Syr is away. The house goes upside down.
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Step work - finishing step one.
Friends World domination :| |
All you can eat sushi.
and... visiting a great friend to spend hours eating sushi with her. and... that I will see my granddaughter and daughter tonight. and... that I will miss the little man's birthday party and that makes me a bit sad. |
Two years ago at this very moment i was brought to the farm by Syr. i was a mental case and physical wreck. With her love and guidance i am back on my feet and learning to like myself again. i am worthy and i hope not to ever forget that.
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