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I'm very slouched down in my office chair...
it's been a longgggggggggg day, time to say Sweet Dreams, Night Night!!! |
Why did Brian Austin Green (from the old 90210) just pop into my head? My mind is wackadoo.
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Having my feet x-rayed tomorrow.
Getting the bags finished with my bash donations. Adjusting to my new hair color which went from black to red with blonde highlights. Making cupcakes before Easter. That Easter is almost here. That tomorrow is Good Friday. That I hope I sleep well tonight I was up all night last night. |
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Getting out of work early today and joining the others along the creek.
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grrrrr.............lol
I have been awake since 7:00 am...The first time in months I don't have to work :hammer: Along with working 6 days a week 10-12 hr days and I can't sleep in !!! :explode: Just a tad pissed off ...lol PLEASEEEEE someone come and occupy my tiimeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!
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I suddenly feel like I need a nap... just got back from lunch, Joann's Fabric store, and the farmer's market with Mom... she's very sick again, weak, was limping bad and coughed so bad she could barely eat in peace... her lips were so blue...but she's stubborn as a MULE!!! I worry so much! I was afraid of her driving home alone. After seriously nearly loosing her to Stage 4 Lymphoma a year ago, she's come so far since then... today was the worst I've seen her in a while. And it's ALL MY FAULT!!! I KNEW and told her she'd get sick if she went to Indiana with me for dad's funeral!! But she insisted on helping me drive and she wanted to see her side of the family. I TOLD her if she stayed at her sister's where they chain smoke and have all been sick with upper-respiratory stuff that she'd get sick in a heart beat. It's ALL MY FAULT!! I should have insisted she stay with me at my brother's or put her up in a hotel. But I gave into her when she said "no, don't worry"... I know she's missed her family a lot since she was battling the cancer...and they only came out once to see her. ........... I am exhausted, time for a nap.... But I felt good and saw the happiness in her face when she said "Honey, I really enjoyed my day with ya, it's such a beautiful day out and lunch was DELICIOUS [at our favorite little Greek place], and thanks for the Easter Flowers!! I LOVE YA!!" and she gave me a good strong hug. But I still worry.... |
My daughter, and how life can change on a moments notice.
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that it might be time to renew my eyeglass RX...read "Shift + Enter", and thought it said "Shit + Enter"... :|
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Sitting here feeling gratitude for the peace of mind I have at this moment. Thinking how blessed I am to be able to simply sit here and write my book. And to be able to connect with so many gifted people. ~*~ Peace Of Mind ~*~ http://www.mandalas.com/images/Lrg_i..._of_mind_8.jpg |
Nothing I should reveal, that's for certain. :blink:
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inquiring minds want to know. tellmetellmetellme. *poke* I have treats. |
a little of this and a lot of that.
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I have whatever kind you want, peaches. |
I'm worn out, tired, sleepy and goin to bed, at least for a few hours. Good night John Boy!
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Not peaches! :blink: *grin* Come over and we'll go grab something gooey and good and torment the normals while we are at it. |
~*~ Dare To Be Unique~*~ I am a toss up between: Mommy,Grandma,Hippie chick, Biker babe,Dancer,etc. I dance to the beat of my own drum. "Of which I made..lol" Today I was told , "You really shouldn't be doing that!" The woman had a horrible look on her face. And her tone was mean. BTW, all I was doing was dancing around in the parking lot. I thought it was fun first of all. Second of all, I was dancing with the kids. Ohhh ...And it was an empty parking lot btw...smiles I replied: Wanna join! You would have thought I committed harry carry..lol Anyways, It brought me alot of thought about being unique. So to whoever she was... THANK YOU FOR REMINDING ME HOW IMPORTANT BEING ME IS! ~*~ SMILES ~*~ http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_1zGI45V5Qm...alize.us-5.jpg |
I must be doing something wrong.
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Grief and my son is on my mind...and heavy on my heart
my son...
the house is so quiet without his laughter, his wit, his "I know Mom"...oh how I miss when he would mimic the "Cowardly Lion" on Wizard of Oz, so perfect that he even had the funny tail "swish" down to a T... he was so funny that he would have me laughing in stitches and holding my ribs! "Here Mom, I'll hand ya a tissue... but you gotta wait to pee your pants till I'm done!"... I have never in my life met someone that had such a WILD and really wacked out sense of humor. Our favorite comedians were Robin Williams and Whoopy... they were his mentors. But I SWEAR he could give them a running for their money!! Sitting here tonight, I really wish I could turn back time.... and stay there... just keep replaying some amazing times with my boy. I Love you baby. I love you with all my heart. Come back to me some day, please? One of my favorite times with him was when a little old lady said "He doesn't have eyes in the back of his head." and he promptly said "But my Momma does!" Ohhh how time changes everything... and how Internet Predators and Pedophiles can destroy your life and your loved ones. "Ed" (who is NOT a member of BFP)... you took my son from me, my beautiful, bright, talented first-born... you destroyed my family and have caused such horrendous grief unimaginable. I had to sit at the Christmas dinner table, the same day as my birthday, with you... after you took my son and "disappeared" for nearly a year and a half... just so I could see my son again. I felt like you were Hitler and Dr. Mengele all wrapped up, sitting there with a cocky smile on your face acting all innocent and "lovey dovey" to my Mom... who was literally DIEING of Stage 4 cancer and I had to spoon feed her Christmas dinner. This whole time you have just skirted the law and you think you know your way around things.... but I promise you, there is Justice for EVIL devils like you. And I will be there on your judgment day. I will be standing next to Saint Peter at the Pearly Gates... I PROMISE you, the day you come to meet your maker, I will give up my place in Heaven with both my sons, my Great Gramma, Mom and other dear family members to make sure you PAY!! I WILL have a Mother's Justice... even if I have to wait 60 more years (my gramma lived to see 94!), and kiss both my boys good-bye forever and see them in my Great Gramma's loving arms for the last time. There is a special place for Predators like you. It's far worse then Hell. And I promise you, that your actions and destruction has NOT made me weak and frail...I am FAR from weak...your plan backfired buddy. I may have been weak at first, but I am my Great Gramma's shadow... I have her strength and dignity, as tough as diamonds... The day you meet your maker, I will show you no mercy. I share this here tonight, not to vent about the grief and anger... but to "drive it home" to people about Internet Predators and their destruction. PLEASE be careful and take care of your families and yourselves... because the old sayings "it will NEVER happen to me" just doesn't fly! |
I am just wondering how it is that I can be completely exhausted, and yet, when I climb into bed, I then become wide awake?
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The 10,000 lb chocolate easter bunny that the Easter Daddy is going to bring me.
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This has been a very busy Passover for me...I've been to 4 Seders so far and have 2 more to go - tonight's is a "Chocolate Seder"....yes, I am serious.
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ACORN, you did good!
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standing in the wind and carrying the song prayers to my friend's daughter who needs them....
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Suicide/Murder - This maybe triggering*****
My dearest and closest friend of mine just called me to deliver shocking news. I am really in shock now. Her Aunt was murdered. What had happened is about 3 weeks ago her beloved cat died. She called her and wanted her to bury her cat. So, she went over her house and dug a hole, and got a pillow for her cat. And that was that. She takes in everyone and includes animals. She is a lover of life. Her Aunt is like the kind of Aunt everyone wants. She is the life of the party. She is there for all the kids, never forgets anyone, brings tons of food to parties, and loves everyone no matter what. Then the next thing, was that her Aunt didn't show up for her card game. Missed a dinner date with her sister. It was one thing after another. Nobody answered the phone. Now, one of her cousins was living with his Grandmother (her Aunt). He was involved with dealing drugs - mainly coke, crack, and heroine. Well, when her mother went to her sister's house, she couldn't find her. The next day, the police and several relatives went thru the house. Nobody found her. Then my friend and her partner and a cousin went. They found her Aunt. She was rolled up in a carpet, and wrapped up first in a blanket. There were notes scattered about all thru the house, but were signed "Love, Mom Mom". Nothing made sense. Then the cousin was found. He hung himself by jumping off a 9 foot pier. The coroner has to do tests, and an autopsy to figure out how her Aunt died. There were no obvious wounds, no gunshots, nothing. We all think she was poisoned. And we think the cat was poisoned too. Sort of like an experiment before the actual murder took place. In her cousin's wallet was a note saying that he was "so very sorry". That was it. |
:tango:and wine....:devil:thoughts and sassiness
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Clean car, Clean fish, Peaceful Deck.
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losing my hair, eyelashes, and eyebrows is leaving me feeling much less like a girl these days. it's hard to look in the mirror. I hate it.
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If anyone is trying to friend me on FB.....I don't accept unless I know who you are.
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Bubble pipes.
Naughty fun. Candy eggs. Getting a good night's sleep. |
My nephew just called to wish me a Happy Easter. When his mom was alive we used to gather at their house and celebrate his holiday. i haven't seen him in about 5 years, so when I told him I'd be in Little Rock this year, I don't know who was more excited, him or me. He has 2 kids I've never met and am looking forward to meeting them. When my nephew was little, he'd spend weekends with me and when I had a softball game, he'd be my catcher, so I could get warmed up to pitch. I've missed him over the years even though we've kept in touch. I'm looking forward to Little Rock, more and more.
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knowing there's a forever bond.:listening:
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