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You, my friend, are a burst of sunlight that radiates all over everyone that can even sense your sweetness. So I am going to envision you surrounded in beautiful golden light today and I join others to do the same with me. May any anxiety melt away as the presence of love energy that you put out into the world mirrors back at your one hundred fold. May you feel only peace, joy and love. |
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No matter what happens throughout my day, I have some amazing friends that love me. Thank you for the kind words of love and golden light :) |
Self-censorship. I feel a pull within to hold back what I want to say to someone. :ballngag:
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A few different things....
*Wondering...waiting...hoping...and worrying. (w)
*Learning how to re-motivate myself in the areas that I really need to work on. *Making mental grocery lists that never seem to make it onto paper, therefore never really remembering everything I need. *Photo edits that are taking entirely too long, because I can't seem to "see" how I want them to go, to fit the current client's wants/needs. *Financial stressors. *Hating the holiday stress. |
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Sending you warm, aqua blue energies...calming like the sea...and warm white rays..to fill your soul....and yellow sun rays...to warm..you you are a rainbow of love, hope, sunshine, goodness, and all things pure in this world...your heart is amazing. Let us wrap you in our collective energies & light here...and hold you up....it will be all okay.....we love you....feel the love and energies....love you Pinkie....you are always such a ray of light to everyone else...so let our little beacons light you honey....xo...Clay |
Trying to clear my head
Homework Laundry Tomorrow Dark thoughts |
How powerful the spoken word is.
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Tonight I smile, just got a text from a childhood friend (since we're 12) and it was so nice to see the words HAPPY THANKSGIVING from her. You see, a couple months ago, we didn't know if she'd live or die while waiting on a donor list for a liver. She's been in a nursing home recovering and 2 days ago, she took 18 steps on her own. I was in awe and am so grateful the powers that be had plans for her that didn't include leaving us yet. She's like the sister I always wanted, always been there for me whenever I needed her. I think it'll be that way until the end. We're exactly a month to the day apart in age. If we don't talk for months, it's just like we can pick up a convo like it was yesterday. I am certainly always going to be in her corner pulling for a full recovery and celebrating via the phone when she gets to leave the nursing home.
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I'm hoping someone figures out food. And relatively soon.
I just realized I've not eaten today. I'm quite sure I will be in trouble for this. I'm contemplating an idea. |
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Friends
Family lack of sleep fact that I have not eaten yet tonight tomorrow sad dark thoughts |
beautiful thoughts.....mmmmm
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Today, not only am I thankful, but I was blessed to have the company of a 15 month old boy with a whole lot of energy. He made me laugh, run around with him, feed him and share my Kool Aid and ice cream with him. I so enjoyed seeing his little smile and high energy. The tumbling he did for me as I helped him and the book he brought out for me to read with him. I didn't realize just how much I missed having young ones around me even though I knew I missed it. My co-workers grandson made me forget, if just for a little while that I wanted to be somewhere else for this holiday.
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Today I am thankful that my Gaige and her family opened up their home to me via Skype, and allowed me to feel like I was not alone for the Holiday. I met her mother, father, nephew, her brother and his fiance. I got to watch her nephew, Thomas, dancing around and wrestling with Gaige. I felt like I watched the football game after the meal, and got a real kick out of the sound affects Gaige made as she took her full stomach to the recliner to veg and watch the game.
What a wonderful day, and I still haven't eaten my vegetarian own dinner and pie! I am a very lucky, happy, grateful and satisfied woman. Thank you Baby! :aslIloveyou: |
Today although I spent the day alone I am grateful for many things. I am grateful for friends I met here and I am grateful for my girl that spent the morning with me before she went to have her dinner. I am also grateful for that I have a place to live and food to eat many people do not even have those small things in life. There are many things I am thankful for on this day and one is that I know next year will be better than this year.
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My client who brought the family kitten in to get spayed. She was fine until 45 before he was due to pick her up, she died suddenly. Everyone was shocked of course.
He didn't want the cat but she grew on him. So he had to tell the wife and kid. Kinda sucks. |
things
...fixing things
...starting things ...warming things up ...talking to the folks about some things ...finding things ...cocoa& coffee ....oh & how good of a (not so little anymore)puppy my Stella is...makes me proud |
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Thinking of my new friend. Enjoyed our visit and look forward to another. We probably could have talked all day. Hope you are doing well as you can.
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yesterday I realized something...After *years* rejecting turkey{regardless who made it, and how, dry...}...I lost my immunity...How'd I find out? I caved in and tried it yesterday, being grateful and all{I stuffed my yap}...I go online, well...I thought I did.
I get nudged and asked "are you ok?" "hu..?....Ouch" realizing half my forehead was on the laptop keyboard, and the 'wrong' arm slightly twisted, I looked like an impression of roadkill on the bed..My best guess? I figured I would stretch, relax a moment on the bed, and dozed off... Oh, 2 hours had gone by.... I need a haircut... :blink: |
my mind is wondering on many things and taking its own trail today ...
reflection on the past wondering on the future desires for the present chore list wish list the beauty of a crisp morning and wanting to share quiet moments sitting on the deck just relaxing my mind is wondering and if I keep rambling it will get me in trouble. |
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