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Inhaling. Exhaling. Learning to breathe and find the positives in things. i miss my daughter terribly, right now. i am holding her close, regardless in hopes she will make some good decisions and turn her life around. i continue to worry about her, daily - that will never change. However, i know eventually she will learn through life's lessons, and i am focusing on being grateful for her being safe, healthy and that she still calls me every night to tell me she loves me very much before going to bed. She's 16 - beautiful, intelligent and very much loved with support all around her when she's ready for it. And i will continue to *try* and understand in the meantime, but sure do miss having her around. So i'm planning a girl's night, sleepover, with food, movies and girl stuff & can't wait! |
fiscal cliff
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My privacy was violated. I'm not sure how to feel about it.
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Working late tonight, but would really like to be sleeping.
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...what to do, what to do, what to do
I'm off for the entire weekend with nothing to do. Quite a conundrum... |
lately it seems my mind never shuts off .... i realized something tonite , after a friend and I talked . I need new surroundings ... what to do ... I feel like I should be somewhere else. Mostly back in NY:seeingstars:
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Looking at ours and wondering when this one is coming down! Ready for the new year! |
All the things I need to busy myself with today, especially outside while it is nice out. I have plenty to do inside as well but it can wait until the weather isn't suitable to be outside or dark.
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Paddywhacks :|
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Thirteen young people in Missouri.
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How drastically things can change in the blink of an eye
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I dreamt I had tea & smoked a hand rolled cigarette with the Dalai Lama.
What could that possibly mean? |
Just when I think I can't love that man of mine any more......
This morning, I was leaving for my super busy day and had a list of things to do so I could get back for the cable guy...So..first I couldnt find my keys...then luckily the dogs knocked over my work bag and there they were...I never put them there..I never would've looked there...thanks pups :) SO..then I have my keys I'm ready to go cash my check..I can't get out of the driveway. It iced overnight and the landlord has NOT touched it....nor will she since she doesn't have a car...so I had pulled in and I thought if I turned it around I could pull out going forward instead of backing out. BAD IDEA. I got stucker. I tried everything even put a board under the tire...and dirt that I dug up spinning my wheels... sighh...the yard is a MESS.... Anyhow...as I was trying to rock out of the ice hell, I umm...kinda rammed into the snow plow (ironic, I know) that the landlady's bf uses as a lawn decoration apparently. The handle went RIGHT through the grill and cracked the bejesus out of it...I had to break it a little more to disentangle it.,,oh...and if that weren't bad enough, the power steering pump that I suspected was going, DID. So trying to fenagle out of that tiny place got even FUNNER. :) Long story short, my ex was around and helped me get it out AFTER I got it mostly done...but still thanks to Chris :) But...when I called Teddy...and told him what happened to the car, he said to me... "as long as you're ok that's all that matters to me...are you ok?" Sigh....Ive never known a love so good in all my days... <3 |
Tonights gathering of women at my sponsor's house for her imminent clean time birthday. :hangloose: :tea:
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whats left of the unpacking
the need to get the hose to the hot tub to fill it and get it heated the trip to costco to fill the house with food and such what the future holds |
The struggles of a 15 year old...
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a lot of heavy stuff...
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Music.
Fiscal cliff. Looming headache. Projects. Did I remember music? School. More music. Visiting puppy. Bed. Conversations. Possible food. And finally... Music. |
lots ....kinda rippling around in the pool....im not really sure if im ok right now but maybe a drink will help
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......a lot of stuff....too much
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