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daydream thoughts.....i couldnt rlly get 2 sleep last night so i meditated for a lil bit n once again when i got up....i feel rlly good & now im jus kinda floatin in my mind.....its a good balance between thoughts directed toward self & others.....
my new resolution is to focus on the kind of guy i am...n i wanna b ..... not to worry so much about what the others have or where theyre goin ....or when ...we all have a different pace & once again im greatful for my dear ones to teach me that lesson ....my body is still goin thru a lot of changes wit hormones & my mind is too....but im determined to keep that balance & the duality i started out with before any of my evaluation started ... ill always be here for u ...that will never change ....& part of who i am is havin an open mind & open arms ...to listen...to care...to support & love unconditionally ...i will celebrate happiness in the lives of those i love because seeing them smile is the best gift i could ever receive |
A friend who left me a message at 7:30 this morning asking me to call him, with a weird edge to his voice. I haven't been able to get a hold of him for the past two and half hours. He worries me sometimes.
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how not so patiently I am having to wait until we can actually bring the new puppy home from the Humane Society. Application was approved (which was like signing my life away), now we just have to wait for her Heartguard test to come back all clear so they can have her fixed. THEN, the sweet baby will be all mine :) |
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a cold , wet , winter day here today.
I am feelin somewhat better today I have a fire going on in the fireplace, feels really comfortable right now a nice talk with the boss man. I still say I have one of the best boss's I ever had in my life. just a relaxing day, but I am startin to get somewhat bored...lol |
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Life... and what I want, and how to make it happen, and how to balance that with what everyone else wants.
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My goals for the coming year are strong on my mind. I have planned many changes to help myself feel grounded and in control in situations that may be chaotic or out of my control.
Tonight, for the second day in a row, I made time to meditate. The experience was so fulfilling, so grounding, and so joyous that now I find myself awake and energized. When I finish meditation, I often write about the experience. Tonight's entry took two and a half pages and as I reread what I wrote, I was filled with peace and hope for the future. |
Lots on my mind..but most importantly I hope He enjoys His birthday :rrose:
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The new baby is a chiweenie, with the biggest floppy ears I have ever seen! She is so clumsy looking, she is cute :) Her name is Ellie Mae! |
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Lucky you! Lucky pup! |
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Yeah, I may already be in love with this sweet face :)
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Spending time on my arts.... Music, painting, crafts... expression is so freeing, no matter its form.
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....meditation ....i should try that again .....and work on my food journal .....makin a lil more progress each day! goal one is to drink more water overall .....n to cut out non diet soda
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