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NOT to "double down", (or is it DOUBLE UP?)!
BUT, however............ ya, know, I kinda fucking hate writing here. But, this IS my family. Anyway, I listened to my parents say today: "Frank died"... And I'm on one side of their living room... And I "tear up"... I grew up with these twin brothers, and I have a LOT of memories... THEN, BEV SAYS: And your father fell today... Let me tell you my heart SANK!!!!!!!!! (Is that a word? Fuck it, if it isn't!!) I went over and looked at his face and my heart BROKE. He'll be 81 in ten days. YES, I KNOW I am "lucky" to STILL have him...(!) I have heard this and heard this. It doesn't make the "fear" of losing him any "lighter"....(?!) __ OK, that is enough from me right now. Ya'll keep on fucking fighting, OK?! And don't NO ONE "use me" in a post! Please... AND DON'T NO ONE GO OFF on me, USING ME IN A POST. I am sick and tired of the fucking bullshit and games! Thank you. Kindly... Wildcat |
That I keep looking around expecting to see my little orange tabby cat, Oliver. He died on Thursday of liver failure. I came home last weekend from a trip to find him ill. I took him to the vet, who wasn't very optimistic, but he did what he could. Despite all his efforts, Oliver died. I brought him home and we buried him in my mom's backyard. I miss him. I have two other cats, and even though I love them bunches, all I really want is my slightly slow, special needs kitty. (He had some neurological problems and he was a little off, lol)
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Not One Thing.
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I am so sad...
I found out thru my vet, that my feral cats that were living behind my house in the natural habitat, were all put down. I just cannot believe that some people in this world of ours, have no sense of animals or compassion. Those cats gave me so much love and companionship. My loss is just so great. I called to see if I could get their bodies back, and was told no. I then asked if I could have them cremated (I would pay for it), and was also told no. All I have are my memories. |
I was working the sautee station tonight at work(which I haven't done for awhile)...and I had 5 orders for lobster. With great sadness, I had to cook the little guys to death. I have been a chef for years, and this makes me sad every time I have to do it.
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it made me sad last night when I heard it on the news...and, again this morning...a dead whale was found close enough to land that they towed it close to the shore here and plan to dissect it and see what happened...I know that death is part of the Whole...what makes me sad is that, if the whale was going to die, it didn't happen someplace out in the ocean so he/she could have had some privacy and been dispersed to the ocean in a natural and dignified manner...
yes, I may have projected human feelings on a mammal which is not human being...just strikes me this way, is all... |
Juan Antonio Samaranch died Wednesday at the age of 89...
He injected Vitality and Interest into the Olympic Heart.. Nadie puede lograr lo Usted hizó.. Descanse en Paz.... :olympics: :angel: |
A fishing boat sank in the Gulf of Alaska killing only 1 man. 3 people survived wearing their body suits in the fridged water. |
Darkness, a deep sadness of loss...just cannot explain it here. |
creativity, the soul, imagination - birds
oil and water do not mix. birds and oil do not mix.
- ornithologists discussing oil spill this morning on d.r. show/npr- |
Not being able to do something very special for a very special Friend's birthday today.
Guess I will have to make it up to her? |
Waking up to my sisters voice on the phone crying. She lost a friend. I hate that she's so fragile herself I just wanna take her pain away. I love her, best sister.
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Gone are the days of working together toward a common goal, looking out for your neighbor, bartering for goods and enjoying life instead of working to live. No wonder our health as a nation, and most of the world, sucks.
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The realization of the effects the flood had on this beautiful city I call home.....the lives lost, those not found yet.
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Hearing the sad voice on the other end of the phone last evening...
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I am just devistated over watching the devistation of the flooding in the south, and the results of the oil spill in the waters of the Gulf Coast. I am not sure if I am understanding why people post that they are not sad when this thread is for those who are sad. I'm confused. It is like a double negative. |
So sad the mess our city is in from the floods.
So many people will be out of work. Water supply is dangerously low. Friends who have lost everything. Just sad. |
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I Wuv You Pretty Lady!! YOU ARE AWESOME and the BEST MOST INCREDIBLE FRIEND I could EVER ask for!! I wish I could make YOUR DAY and special one!! |
I feel disillusioned by my family and it hurts.
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Not being able to Travel...
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