How so many blessings were bestowed upon me this 4th day of February 2013.

One things that needs to be tended to asap is showing up as a walk-in first thing in the morning at my doctor's office so I can be seen for conjunctivitis. Nasty ickiness!!
:shithappens:

...don't let me forget I have dinner in the oven...knowing my mind recently, I'll forget

Just reminding you that you have dinner in the oven! lol

in my mine
 

flying kites on Folly beach...looooong time ago....parallel lives...:moonstars:

New beginnings.
New perspectives.
Feeling like my sanity has be restored. :)

CIJS I got over my guilt about lunch and a movie [The Hobbit] with a friend tomorrow while the boi will be home, and she just canceled on me.. :|

I am never one to do anything by myself, but am seriously considering going to the library for some books, an iced coffee and then going to see the damned movie by myself! Cause I *really* want to see it, and my only other friend interested in it already saw it.. and we were supposed to go together!

desd...i take myself to the movies all the time. i like it. but I suppose doing stuff on your own like that does take some getting used to. if go with ya of we lived closer. :-)

some things on my mind:

is it worth it to consistently make myself available for people who do not consistently make themselves available to me? i'm beginning to think not. even though it's hard to find and make friends in this icy town of mine.

I watched 22 episodes of Once Upon A Time last weekend. I am not pleased with the ending. someone please tell me they didn't cancel this show.

My boss got a card for one of my Co-workers who is about to be a first time father. i'm supposed to pass the card around for signatures from the office. I don't want to. The reason? The picture of the baby on the card is a white baby with blonde hair. The parents to be are a Chinese-American couple. Am I being too sensitive on this? How would it look if I got a different card and passed it around instead? :|

This week needs too be over. Soon. C'mon weekend!

What is on my mind is that I was just passed up for a job... that I have been doing on a temp basis since October... I have no idea why, because everyone I work with has said I am doing an excellent job. SOOO... yeah, they just handed it to someone else. How amazing... back to the drawing board.

On my mind
 

My buddy Shawn just called and said :Hey im asking Brenda to marry me Friday night! You up for a party at your house. Okay quess im not going away this week-end. (lol) Maybe ill ask someone to marry me too. (j-k)

I vote go with a different card.....

Katniss~~

all the cleaning I have to do from temp roommates who gratefully left this morning.
and the meeting I have with Vocational Rehab counselor this afternoon to make a plan to help fund me getting through my BA/MA education. Thanks you state of CA and I guess I can thank my injuries that they are severe enough to qualify me for it
And my new roommate moving in in a few days.. Nice guy

I don't think you're being too sensitive- its empathy and consideration

I am sure you will come up with something wonderful. Don't let them keep you down, Jennie!

Homework that is not being cooperative.

How do I make everything come together? I know life will guide my direction but there are so many things I need to do in the meantime to get everything going. It will be another long night. I hope I have enough tea.

A need deep in me.

Wouldn't you know it. A couple days ago, I'd ruled out going to Austin for the halfway reunion party. Then yesterday, I found out about a conference for science teachers being held The Week Before...in San Antonio.

The conference would be helpful for teaching ideas and technology training, it's true. OTOH, it's a cost I don't really need to be spending now, it's time away from home, and it's not imperative that I go this year. It would have been nice if the weeks had coincided, even if I was conferencing during the days ;).