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If they claim they want to beloved , do they know how to love in return ?
If they say they need support , can they support u as well ? I may not be perfect, I may not be always right ~ I just know that I respect love, and treat someone they way I want to be treated, loved, and w. always a high guard of respect ~ |
Agility class with the pup...
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How my night will turn out, what I will get done, if I will get to have conversations with my friends and what to watch next.
I am still daydreaming about the future and all of my plans that are being put into place. I am thinking about a couple of people who are very dear to me and hoping their monday is warm and relaxed. I am thinking about homemade soups, bread and how nice it would be to cuddle innocently under the blankets with a friend or an animal companion on a cold night. |
Conversations
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One BIG weight off my shoulders...one more HUGE one to go....c'mon Universe....any freakin' time now....but in the meantime....there WILL be some big-ass smiles in between it all!
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Sugar!!! Ugh. I was a little bad this weekend, and now my body is craving sugar. I will not give in!!
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I am the type that when I am in turmoil or am depressed, I eat. It's a hard habit to break, apparently. Tonight I have eaten part of a box of cookies. The very unhealthy kind. Now I feel sick, physically, as well as the turmoil that caused the issue. I don't like it. Not at all. I've made so many good changes and do not want to see those tossed aside. I can't believe I fell off like this, especially when it affects my health. I will have to make more changes...especially in mindset and emotions. I don't like failing, especially myself. I am apparently not as strong as I had thought/hoped, especially when faced with stress. I shall do my best to take care of the sources of this stress and just consider it a minor setback. I can do this, I can.
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chinese food
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I am thinking about what I really want and being able to share it.
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I need better to aquire better packing skills. I am great with totes or a random empty space but the art of packing objects into boxes (that aren't books) is going to take awhile to get the hang of.
I am a nerd who enjoys games, I should have no problem with this. It should be like tetris right? Wrong. Maybe it's the box. LOL |
On my mind.....that I need a plan!
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My blueberry vape is making my Diet Coke w/Splenda taste like vanilla...Weird.
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That really is weird but I LOVE vanilla coke (or pepsi) so maybe I will try it for myself. LOL |
i dropped my oldest back off at her dads and i saw a set of glowing eyes laying in the road..i was hope ing it wasn't a hit cat.i was hope ing it wasn't one of hers..is hopeing a word? anywho it was a cat.a stiff cat..one with no collar i was glad it wasn't one of hers, sad that it was someone loved animal..
i know that when i come home my cat is happy to see me flops down on the ground rolls around...puts a smile on my face and makes me talk funny..:rollcat: |
I'm entirely drained.
I suspect I'm going to be very sorry tomorrow. |
Hys numbers.
staying calm and not going into an obsessive worry loop. Not blurting during my meeting. I have a lot to share and ideas. And it is clear to me that I am not supposed to talk. grr.... |
My mind is in a turmoil ..... today, I received a 2nd offer for a new job with excellent salary and benefits ..... I'm a teacher, now is NOT the time of year to leave my students ..... but, I reminded myself that the Universe seldom offers ONE really super situation, nevermind TWO really super situations .... so, I've quit my job and signed the Letter of Intent for the new position ..... I'll be moving to China within the month ..... I feel sick to my stomach ..... professionally, I feel like I'm 'letting down' my students and their families ..... personally, I know that I'm taking care of 'me'. Oh, and I decided today to get back on my NO SUGAR plan so I'm really CRAVING :chocolate: , :chocolate: , and more :chocolate: .
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Been reading a book that the world has been jumping up and down over...it's not bad...I just don't see what the big deal is...maybe it's just me...
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so many years I kept to myself, not wanting to be w. just anyone ~ I found someone who I connected with mind, body, and soul ~ realizing there are so many paths I have yet not walked down ~ I put my soul in hys hands ~ with the faith , I would have been guided, protected, loved ~ I don't belong out there in a world where all innocence has been lost ~ unappreciated ~ unrecognized sincerity ~ I prayed myself to sleep last night asking God to help me heal ~ then threw my tears I seen so many faces, unknown faces ~ crying in dispear ~ I began to hold these crying faces ~ reaching out w/ such an overwhelming force to take their pain away ~ I have'nt slept that soundly since 2 /13 5 nights ago ~
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