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i hopefully hit the halfway point with chemo yesterday *fingers crossed*
next week i have scans to see if said chemo is working and if i'll be having surgery to remove the tumor on my diaphragm. *more fingers crossed* oh, and anxious. hell yes. cause if the chemo i'm on ain't working the next step one to try is harder. this shit gets harder each time. but i'm doing what i can to keep my spirits up. |
Worried constantly about my Mom and my Daughter.
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Pandora's Box.
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Portholes and People :tarot: |
What are hella onions? I know green onions, spring onions, yellow onions, cocktail onions, pickled onions (Melissa eats pickled onions...some weird English rite).
I saw it on the hot dog thread/poll? I even dreamed about the word hella last night? What does it mean.............Seriously, if this is the only thing bothering me then life is pretty good. Rufus |
My leave time has been approved.....all 3.5 weeks of it!!! :dance2:
....and there is still plenty left over for Fall!!! :D Nice when that happens. :winky: ~Theo~ :bouquet: |
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I love, love, love black cats! My last one(s) were mother and one of her sons. Wolfinator (Wolfgang to you) was 100% and his momma, Oreo, had white paws and a thin strip of white down her belly. Every shelter I've lived near won't adopt them out the month of October, to protect them, and I like that. Quote:
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I need some pain meds before I chew my fingers down to the bone. My back is going out again...and I am stressed beyond comprehension....I am SO not a happy camper at the moment...
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I need to go get nuts for our one squirrel Day saw in our yard yesterday! :thinking: |
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Do you have time for a nice warm bath? It would help ease the tension some. :ohm::bath: |
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The Squirrel has returned! :clap: He's snatching Shadow's Crow bread though. :shocking: Guess we'll have to get them peanuts sometime today. :thinking: :daywalker: |
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Black cats are the sweetest! I think they're little panthers in disguise. :) I did have another black kitty for a short while before I adopted Charlie - her name was Ebony (although, she had some white on her chest and paws, and was more like a tuxedo and not completely black) - I didn't have her with me very long - :( ..... but ..... she was another one with an amazing personality. She was the first cat to ever expose me to "cat-fetch". I find black cats to be much more intelligent than given credit for. |
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http://i210.photobucket.com/albums/b...Animation9.gif what's up with hump day anyway?..lol... |
The Kenneth Cole sweet sister.. otherwise known as My heart.. who swears she will wear her Kenneth Cole shoes into the ground.. has arrived..
With a flourish.. My niece.. Cassidy... *gives My obligatory golf clap* so damn cute she is.. I needed her today in all her flourish |
That sometimes carrying my own world upon my shoulders can get a bit damn heavy at times. Sigh....Oh well.
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Good people come in all shapes and sizes. Never underestimate the power of "good people". I have a happy heart knowing that someone, everyday, can effect the outcome of your life. Life is as good as you expect it to be. And to me, Life is the unconditional love of a true friend! :)
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I think cats in general should be given more credit. I had a friend in FL who had a cat that could open the fridge and bring him stuff. Super brilliant and slightly demented, Sebastian was. :blink: |
I am totally freaking out because somehow my American Idol thread got moved to the Political News forums. :shocking:
It's suppose to be in Fun and Fluff section. Someone put it back before I FREAK OUT!!!!!! :beatcomputer: Pleeeeeeease!!! |
if anyone wants this flu-stuff that i have--you will lose 7 lbs in one day!
lemme know, ez seems to be *patient zero* (lucky me!!) but he doesn't at all mind sharing his (totally incapacitating) diet-disease. |
My co worker and friend who is trying out for America's Next Top Model she made and how she needs the votes to get on tv. She made it through now its up to us her friends and her family. I hope she gets it. She's a sweet girl.
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Actually, I am back at the trailer staying the night. My back is out again...and I am on pain meds and my friend Jean is coming by to look in on me and take the dog for walks. My family came and moved alot of my outdoor stuff tonight. Tomorrow they will hopefully get the furniture in the house too. I am medicated and comfortable and there is an end to this problematic day coming soon. The good of it all is that I am almost moved into the lovely Rose Cottage and I have found out i have wonderful family and friends who are there to help me when I need them. I am not so anxious anymore.
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The ghetto bird is circling and circling in a circle around our house.
I wonder if they're coming to return my recently stolen tools...all Mission Impossible style Somehow I Doubt It, Dylan |
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That's a bummer. Break ins are increasing in my neck of the woods. It sucks. |
"There's a lake of stew and of whiskey too,
you can paddle all around it in a big canoe On the big Rock Candy mountain" The song has been stuck in my head ALL DAY!!! ugh (and I like the song, it's just stuck) |
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Keepin my fingers crossed for the Job Fair tomorrow!! |
Cookie magic.
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I just got in from being outside. I took another nasty fall, and this time I had my cell phone in one hand, and Dino in another. Well, when I fell, I threw the cell phone and it broke in half. This will be cell phone #4 in a matter of 3 weeks. Something is definitely off. |
Wow that isn't good. I hope things are okay for you.
I am thinking about going to work in a bit. Days off go by to fast. |
Butch is out of the playpen and I can leave her notes again..
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What is on my mind right now...
A mix of emotions. My brother is being released from prison today, after almost 8 months. He has been an addict for his entire adult life (20+ years hardcore). In my heart I know that him being locked up this time, saved his life. Part of me is happy that he is starting over with a fresh, clean slate. But the other part of me worries that he is going to relapse. Worrying about his lying, stealing, & keeping my parents in constant fear, are some of the many things that I can't seem to shake off. Not to mention, the fear of losing him forever to his addiction. All I can do is try my best to think positive and say a little prayer. |
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This is so healthy, babygirl, to keep it in perspective like this. Remember that whole "things that you can change, things you can't, and knowing the difference...." Addiction is a scary thing and I hope for him and for your family that he can stay on the road to sobriety. Much love. xoxo |
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Let me tell you about my baby brother.. He is 38 yrs old and since he was 13 he has been in and out of trouble.. He has done state time twice and been in local lock up more times that I can remember.. He has a history of rage and violence.. and unfortunately is a big boy who has never lost a fight.. (well.. except the time he knocked me over a chair and I came back at him with 3inch nails.. I say I won that one, cause I only had a lil black eye and he had nail marks from his cheek to his chest.. in august... in missouri... sweat much?) He stole,lied,wrecked EVERY car my mother has had, made my parents life a hell.. (My dad still hides his wallet, and my mom keeps her purse next to her always) He's an alcoholic and a drug addict.. I wrote him off because I will not submit myself to his behavior... Two years ago he came in drunk and hit my 87 lb mother.. Hit her so hard that she hit the wall... He didn't remember any of it.. That was the last drink he had... He's clean two years... No more trouble with the law.. He is working pretty damn hard to change habits of a life time... He still is pretty much of an imature asshole in my mind.. but he is trying.. One interesting fact is... about 8 months ago he was diagnosed as Bi-Polar.. He says that the meds his is on make the world a different place... Anyway.. The entire reason I'm telling you this is... Change can happen.. I understand the fear, the distrust, the disbelieving... I can also understand that hope that this time it's going to be different.. And sometimes.. sometimes... this time is different.. |
Watching the show A Baby Story, wanting to be the husband there by his wife's side while she gives birth to their first child ............ kinda made Me tear up abit :)
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What's also on my mind...
What a loving and supportive community of friends we have here at the Planet. THANK YOU so much, all of you, for your words of wisdom, encouragement and support ~ it means more to me than you will ever know. With gratitude & love, Tonya |
Holy CRAP!
"WICKED" is coming in November! Can't wait to see it again! |
Medusa, Wicked is fabulous! Go see it! Tonya, My older sister is an addict. She learned, like all addicts do, how to lie, cheat, and steal for a hit. But at some point they hit rock bottom and change or something or someone comes into their life and they want to change for the better. I am hoping and praying that your brother changed while in prison. My sister...no. She is playing a game with a therapist now. Her husband & kids know it. I think when she looses everything, that is when reality will hit her in the face. But then again, who knows. I just pray for her. That is all I can do. If I can be of any comfort or support to you, please pm me. I understand. Peace be with you, Andrew |
What to have for dinner?!?!?!?
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I cant stop smiling ............ the ball is FINALLY rolling *yay*
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the fact that I am still dressed...
*and* that I am at home... *and* that I have been home since before Noon!! this is Not Right... the First thing I do upon arriving home is get.un.dressed... Unless I am expecting some one I don't know... ie: a repair person, or a customer, or well a SomeOne... today I await the sewing machine repair person (I so hope he's actually coming)...he was supposed to call around noon...it's way past then... and I am still fucking dressed... |
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