I went for a walk and got a little turned around. I knew in general where I was, but not exact location.
I completed one assignment.
I've done 3 articles.

So those are on my mind.

Bigger stuff is on my mind though.

On my mind....
 

That I can't be in control of myself or my life for one more minute.
Or at least till 7am tomorrow.

Memories and traveling ideas.

I am thinking about cooking and what kind of meal I would plan if I were to cook for somebody else.

Music is making lots of things enter my mind.. I need to stop being in such a good mood :cheesy:

They say never....
 

fall in love with a sailboat....a 40' Beneteau.
Sadly, *sigh* I have done just that.
(I dreamt of her last night....sailing her on a moonlit night under the Ben Franklin bridge.)

hmmm.....I'll have a conversation with the owner.

my neighbor lady (a teacher) and her very little preschool age daughter just got home...
as soon as the truck door opened, the kiddlet started SCREAMING HER HEAD OFF!! this seems to be her favorite past time of late.
sitting here, I could hear her scream her way through the living room, back the hall to her room (next to mine)... then it sounds like she slammed her back pack against the wall then screamed some more...now she's just sobbing.

I've seen this little kid... VERY tiny for her age...but dang, she's GOT LUNGS!!

I pitty her poor momma! who deals with rowdy kids all day

When we talked the other day, she apologized and said she was afraid I thought she was killing her kid when she screams... momma was worried I'd think less of her if she raised her voice to stop the screaming.

Holy Hannah! I miss my kids something awful! But I don't think I miss the preschool/early years where they think the world is coming to an end if they don't get their way. :jester: :jester:

This painter painted me once in front of a group of people and I was trying to put on a happy "front" you know..big audience and all..I was actually very depressed about the relationship I was in at the time and BOY did that artist capture it on canvass in my eyes!! My eyes told a thousand tales!!

on me mind
 

Esta...I am moving. I have lived down the mt for seven years...nice cycle. I am moving back to the mt to the cabin I built just in time for spring. The narcissus will be up but daffodills soon as well. Up at the pond will later be...the violet bearded irises. Each bulb display is a place I remember my sisters and mother. A small boat sits on the pond rim and Im going to float out in may, watch the full moon come up over the Yolla Bollies, and be naked whenever I want outdoors this summer. Why did I ever leave? I was lookin for a wife. I return with my same dogs and cat but wifeless. All is good. Im letting my face hair grow and Im planting every seed I have and harvesting plum cherries and bay leaves. I have a fall sous chef job and this summer a job in a gourmet to go resturant that good friends own. To one who knows me that is a huge career change. I will be 60 in august and my body doesnt want to hold a framing hammer or wormdrive for that matter. I have many memories to make this summer...dancing under the full moon...watering early morning gardens and walking the dogs to the pond( ug my knees).

Thanks for listening. Im processing this change but I admit it is a big decision with alot of work attached to it.:veggie:

I am thinking about more details for my projects, my upcoming move, the application I have to submit soon to possibly be selected for another travel experience, my friends, what to cook and my great day at work.

I have to do more organizing to feel like I am still making progress with all of this stuff LOL

hmmmm
 

a kiss...just a kiss...sigh...:moonstars:

missing someone
bringing the rent over to manager
dinner
work tmrw

Communication and how I can keep it simple but sociable on the road.

The Universe knows and it's probably best to leave it right there!! :mohawk:

Highly disgusted............. :angry:

time off with my honey we have thusday off together I treasure the time we spend together I found my other half the day I looked into her eyes