Equality.
Trust.
Give and take.

A curly haired, bright eyed toddler *S Maybe someday I will have one of my own.

Projects, business plans and technical details of getting it all set up the way I want. There's also a fantasy or two but don't get too excited reading this, it's mostly innocent LOL

Mind
 

I need to search craigslist. I want a donkey.(lol)

I know an ass or two here at the office I would love to send your way. Oh wait, you mean the four legged kind? Whoops! My bad.

Katniss~~

I got my first Saturday off in forever....to attend an event with Teddy....and now his work isn't giving him an early day like they said they would....they make it easier to call out than to get a simple accommodation....makes NO sense.....sigh

:confused:

On my mind are plans...

... plans to help my brother over the next month
... plans to start making my dreams a reality
... plans to make things happen
... plans that a friend is working on
... and plans for future projects

That is a LOT of plans. You are like me, you like to keep busy LOL


Good luck with all of those plans! I am sure they will all come into place *S

My projects, what to do with myself tonight for fun and my friends. I have been daydreaming a lot today about travel and all of the wonderful things I think is in store.

An Angel
 

Una Angel...inteligente, sensual, pelo como la noche, ojos igual de negros...una angel que follare, no suavemente, pero con toda mi vitalidad...!Que Dios me la bendiga!

An Angel...intelligent, sensual, with hair like the night, and eyes deeply soulful black...an angel that I will F..., not gently, but with all of my vitality...may G-d bless her...

not an exact translation...Greco

Multi tasking

bitch bitch bitch
 

BOTH of my toilets are broken.
Mine spews water out of the bottom when I flush and the other one runs constantly and the water won't go down.
Here is the problem, I am a renter, my landlord is my honey lamb
This means that I have to wait whenever I need anything fixed or she tells me to fix it myself.
SO FRUSTRATING
Tonight I am going to unseat my toilet, remove and replace the wax ring and change out the tank guts. That is once the foul water goes down. E.coli is my bathroom floor's best friend at the moment.

On the other toilet I am going to change out the guts and just deal with the problem of not going down with good ole plunging.

I really wish I could afford to call her maintenance guy and just have him fix it and pay for it myself but I don't have enough money for that.

It makes me angry and frustrated that the other tenants get stuff fixed immediately and because of my special status, oye, I have to wait.
I also understand that money is really tight right now, I know this intellectually. However don't ask me about my feelings of good will when I am smelling the disgusting smell that comes out of that damn hole when you pull the toilet off or I am covered with gross goo.
Grumble, grumble grumble
I am not feeling very full of gratitude about this, matter of fact I am feeling down right surly.

(I am glad that she is not a member here and I can get this out somewhere so when I see her tomorrow I will not be all snarly. ugh)

essays drafts,
chapters to read
MBK
April
OH and get this so I'm waiting to get my hairs cut and a gentleman in a wheelchair just finishing up and his card wont go through, they try over and over and the employees just keep asking well dont you have something else and just keep waiting for him to figure it out
So I walk up and say I'd like to offer to pay for his cut, and NOW they all were like oh it's ok its on the house. It pissed me off, how come they only offered once I offered it seemed more like a bruised EGO that being generous. Its bugging me. I've been getting my Hairs cut there for about 15+ yrs. I may change location after that.

Oh a donkey is a stubborn creature!

That really upsets me too, seeing as though I am in the trade. Sometimes things happen and cards won't work or sometimes people just don't have the money for what they need. It wouldn't have hurt their business to give a cut on the house but on the other hand, if it was a situation where an employee is depending on every single cut to make ends meet, it could be frustrating on both ends.

I cannot speak about the intent of their offer but it seems as though you would be correct in guessing they felt guilty after somebody else offered to step in and take care of client needs instead of them doing the right thing from the start.

Personally the money is the least valuable piece of that story. Thank you for being generous and offering to help somebody else. I am sure we've all been there. I have when my card wouldn't work at the gas station after I pumped. Now and then we all just need to remember that we are all connected and paying it forward instead of only thinking about yourself is part of what keeps us going.

I have so much research to get done this month and it may mean relying on friends to help or taking shorter hours to make sure I can get as much finished as possible before starting this project!

How to fix the chicken coop!
Why cant the poor little coyotes just go make a nice home on the other side of my land? I really dont enjoy shooting an animal....well maybe a deer cause they are super yummy.
I can change the tire on a car, a 4 wheeler cant be that different can it?
Im pretty sure the neighbor cut it! That took alot of effort on his part to make the 5 mile trip so I sure hope he feels better. Either way hes not gonna get my lower parcels, he can forget it.
I really need human interaction lol can you tell?

Humm on my mind: a lot + nothing = "vacant"

:deepthoughts::thinking: