Knowing I've helped one person smile today. Makes life worth living.

The coffee machine in Kansas City was out of order today so what is on my mind is how badly I wish I had some coffee right now. :(

How the person that knows you best in life and used to share the dream that you are losing for good with you....Can say you just have to get over it! You are strong!

My mother... she drives me fucking crazy.

My friends, easter baskets, hair styles and what I can put on to watch so that I will still be motivated to work.

Is it really necessary for me to own 5 bottle openers? I don't think so.

Loving and being loved. Needing and being needed.
The first week of April. 8 days.

My mind is filled with much more peace tonight.

It was a very difficult day and thankfully my body shutting down after the internship was a positive thing. I awoke grogged, but in a better frame of mind.

I also have decided to jump from the frying pan into the fire. The boss made life difficult today...tonight I decided to walk right into it. Upon waking, I texted and asked to go in tomorrow despite the really bad day I had today.

Today was the first time my body has shut down like that...immediately upon arriving home. I walked in, emptied my pockets, grabbed a sandwich, went to my recliner, gulped down the sandwich, didn't even finish my milk and I crashed for 3 hours!! I woke up disoriented and very groggy. Once I got up and took the dog out I felt a lot better and was able to figure out that I need to walk into the fire instead of shirking away from it.

Much of life has been quite paradoxical for me lately. I am glad the path is becoming much clearer even if it is extremely stressful.

I did talk to my supervisor today about the available position. Assistant counselor starts at $26/hr. Much better than the offer the HR Dept gave me before. After 2 years I could then get more licensures and receive much more pay as well as an increase to Counselor. It pays much better than the Vocational Rehabilitation Counselor position with the state, but state benefits...ahhh the choices..We will see. My path will be revealed to me...of that I am sure!

That is what is on my mind.

He is. :rrose:

The kiddo is. :)

The housemates are. :)

Life is really good.

I'm wondering if I'm peri-menopausal. This is the second time now I've had pms quite some time before my period started.

Now sure if I'm ready to be menopausal yet. :eatinghersheybar:

Where did all these flirting femmes come from, seems like they're coming from all directions, school, social sites, etc... WOW... my dirty Daddy mind is cooking up with lots of dirty things...

More plans being made.
Much laughter.
Many talks.
Much love.

I absolutely CANNOT wait for next Friday.

Intense needs

On my mind
 

My mind is on that dead tree in the back yard.I bought 2 new chains for me to use on my tree stuff and not on my neighbors tree stuff.Thinking I would like to put the "house work" aside for a few days and do something fun like cut down that tree.Sunshine today.

Mind
 

Think ill take a ride and take some pictures!