I must confess,

That like Matt said, you two love bird couples give us all hope that we can find someone who will love us unconditionally.

I am also weeding out the negative people and yes it does hurt when someone stops being your friend, I have found solice in realizing, that they were not a friend after all and I treat myself to some ice cream or chocolate and I forget about it.

Thank you for saying you would bop them with your crutch.

Zimmy

I must confess,

My power walk lastnight felt wonderful and it was awesome knowing that I could forget my problems for an hour.

The burns on my stomach are still healing, but they don't hurt as much.

I am happy for the two love bird couples and their happiness is wonderful!

I need to go grocery shopping, but I am not ready yet...Florida heat stinks!

Zimmy
<Going to find the coffee>

Disclaimer....major rant...you might want to skip this one.
 

I confess that I'm in a really messed up mental and emotional space right now.

I confess that every.single.little.fucking.thing is pushing me over the edge.

I confess that I'd like to have a knock down, drag out, back the fuck up bitch confrontation with someone right about now...and that she'd no doubt be baffled and confused (so I won't)

I confess that I want to go dancing.

I confess that I'm tired of working and worrying and being responsible and, for once in my entire fucking life, would like to be able to just go a week without being in charge of or responsible for anything.

I confess that I should not read posts on my sweetie's Facebook page by her ex girlfriends....because they think it's cute to flirt and, while it wouldn't normally bother me, right now it makes me want to punch them in the face.

I confess that I am sick of periods.....AGAIN??? WTF????...and I want menopause to be here RIGHT NOW. I've already got the post-menopausal chin hair that I have to pluck constantly....why do I have to have the bleeding too?

I confess that it upsets me that I've had one decent manicure since I moved....a year ago. I still can't find a place that I like that I can also afford.

I confess that cancer sucks...and that it feels incredibly unfair to have to go through life with scare after scare that my mother would die from a Crohn's attack...and now this cancer of the small intestine pops up....it's like the cherry on the morbid sundae of life.

I confess I should probably shut up and drink my coffee.

I confess that I am right there with you, Jo! :seeingstars:

I confess that I've never been more happy in my life, or for those in it, in regard to love and moving forward.
*Cheers*

I confess receiving more good news.

I confess to once again crying happy tears.

I confess my honey isn't here to share the news (and he left his phone at home) so you all are the first to know.

I confess I hope he gets here soon or I may burst.

Andrea

I confess I want Jake to make me some too!!!

I confess.....

That I just fell off the bandwagon and accidentally went back on what I said I wouldn't do. My emotions sometimes get the best of me, even unintentionally. I'm afraid I may have hurt someone, or be holding them bacl. For this I apologize. However, I did write about it right after, so that must be a step in the right direction. I realizes that it's not how much we fall, but whether we are strong enough to get back up and keep moving.

I confess that I always worry about protecting the small chosen family I do have, because everybody else walked out, and I want to feel like I have not only a place to belong, but a role in it.

I confess that I'm not always the most rational person, or the easiest person to have as company, but if you can put up with me, you have my lotalty until the end.

I must confess,

That my two days off went by to fast and I would like another one please!

I am trying to include more positive people in my life everyday and realizing that I have neglected friendships and now I am trying to repair them.

I am going to watch an episode of, "The First 48" on NetFlix before I have to get ready for work..

I am still worried about Jo Jo and I hope she is doing good today!

Have a great day,

Zimmy

I confess that I am still in my cocoon but I know I'm going to emerge someday soon. I confess that I can only really live each day like it's the last by living in the moment instead of looking back. I also confess that this cheesecake won't know what hit it LOL

I will start My confession of the day here:

I confess that Bard almost made Me cry, but only cuz he brought a smile to My face

I confess that I've never had a brother but if I ever did, I'd choose Bard in a heartbeat :-)

I confess that I love this buddy of Mine and I'm so danged happy that Desd is the one that makes My brother happy!

I confess that if Bard is now My brother, does this make Desd My sister-in-law? That'd be REALLY cool ya know ;)

I confess that My two favorite couples can easily bring hope to anyone that they will find their soulmate!

I confess that I'd even be scared of Bard coming after Me with a crutch *LOL*

I confess that I'd like to tell those two catty old hens where to go for hurting our Zimmy

I confess I'm very protective of My family, friends and My partner (when I have one) so messing with that is a HUGE mistake

I confess that while its not good for us, chocolate or ice cream can make anything better :-)

I confess that I wish I could give Jo a great BIG hug right now, and let her know that she is not alone

I confess that things will get better Jo, and that ranting is a good thing ~ better to get it off your chest than hold it inside

I confess (((((((((((((((((((((((Jo))))))))))))))))))))))))) ))))

I confess that the part above that I put in bold is one that we should all remember as we walk down this path called life

I confess that its nice sometimes when others say it, because often we need to hear it from an outside source before we truly realize that its true

I confess that I absolutely love The First 48 and would SO watch episodes with Zimmy if I could :-)

I confess that I am currently exploring an entirely new set of emotions that I never really knew could feel so intense.

I confess I am happy.

I confess its going to stay this way for a while.

I must confess,

I'm over working in this department. I won't lie to cover for someone who left work early.

I'm exhausted and I'm really not looking forward to working until midnight tonight.

Zimmy
<I need coffee!>

I confess that, once again, life has kept me too busy to be here much.

I confess that I am counting the days until our trip to Pigeon Forge with my BFF (who will Not be bringing too much luggage - I'm sure of it) ;)

I confess that I'm looking very forward to meeting a new friend!

I confess...I like this life of mine! It's hectic and chaotic at times..but there are very, very few things I would change! :)

I must confess,

I passed two of three interviews for my transfer. I have my last interview next week sometime.

I am exhausted both mentally and physically. Someone I work with found my Facebook page and read a couple of comments that I posted on there and since it regarded some of the shit the women I work with has said about me, this gay man and other things; this person told my supervisor who threatened to fire me on Monday. So now, I am going to be deleting my Facebook page and attempting to transfer. What I said on there is the truth and nothing that I haven't said to her in person.

I am now afraid, they will find my account for this site and the other site and what will they say then? I dislike living in Florida, where they can fire you for any reason..

I am going to take a nap...I might wake up in a semi better mood.

Zimmy

I must confess,

I have my final interview on Monday for the job transfer and I am excited!!!!

I was also able to get my room reservation approved for my job for the Reunion...

I wish plane tickets didn't cost an arm and a leg to Little Rock...

I am having a cup of hot cocoa and then I am going to watch, "The First 48" on NetFlix..

I am tired.

Zimmy

I must confess..... Staying up WAY too late and working all day does NOT make for an easy workout.

I must confess.... I will probably do it again!

I must confess..... Working on the speed bag frustrates the hell out of me!

I must confess..... I'm still smiling!

I must confess...

... I really needed that two days away. I feel so much more at peace and ready to face what is to come.

I confess that going to an old-fashioned carnival and midway where you could pay a dollar for a chance to win a giant ham, sausage, or package of cheese was super fun.

I confess that the FOUR giant packs of sausage I won all contain nitrates and that they will probably go home with my Pappy on Sunday.

I confess that Jackhammer made crazy crab-moon eyes over the chance to win a deer stand or rifle in the big raffle.

I confess that someone's little granny had doused herself in a reallllll stinky-sweet perfume and that I can't get it out of my nose!

I confess that I'm going yard-saling in the morning.

I confess that tomorrow night we are grilling out and watching some scary movies.

I confess... my job is no longer challenging but I don't look for anything better because I'm enjoying not having to work so hard.

I confess... I haven't dropped the gym membership even though I haven't been in 6 months.

I confess... I'd rather go home and make cookies for my sweetie than go out drinking with the girls.



I'm not going to confess my new jean size here though...

(cookies - gym = hips of doom) :cookielove:

;)

I must confess,

I am super excited this morning and I am looking forward to going to the reunion!!!

Making a friend laugh lastnight because I was so tired, I started talking aimlessly...:blink:< I needed some sugar free :koolaid: lastnight>

I have to go find a decent outfit for the prom at the reunion...

I can tell you all about the history of the Peabody Ducks...

My coffee is waking me up this morning..

I need to go find my box of checks that are missing.

Zimmy

Lol I totally agree!

Jokes are a must with me!

Have fun today,

Zimmy

I confess...

...that I had my mouth all ready for waffles this morning but for me waffles are only good at breakfast time, not lunch...sorry honey.

...that my eyes are truly scaring me...they feel tired and sore and I'm getting occasional shadows.

...that going blind from diabetic retinopathy is one of my biggest fears and entirely too possible.

...that I never mind a good thread derail, and have been known to indulge in that myself from time to time. :)

...that I miss my son and really, really want him home.

...that I want my friend Annie to return my messages.

...that I inadvertantly hurt the feelings of someone who has been a good friend by deleting everyone who wasn't blood family from my Facebook page all because of stupid shit, and now I feel bad about it. (w)

I must confess,

I'm glad that I have my sports bra on! It started raining when I left to go power walking and my iPhone didn't get wet...

I'm one building away from my apartment and I would like to go home!

BBM's ice cream run sounds delicious, to bad I cannot have a bowl right now.


Zimmy

I confess I want some delicious fast food right now!!!

I confess that my house is freezing but I refuse to turn the AC off because it's drowning out the sound of the cicadas outside.

I confess that since redecorating my office it has been messier than I like because I just can't bare to stack anything on my new desk/craft table:

http://www.redhotrestaurantequipment...s/22063-2T.jpg

that is the table I have in my sewing room as my cutting table...it's on wheels...it's a little too high for me, since I am not as tall as I feel, so I need to get it cut down a little bit before I start the massive cutting and sewing event...I also have, from the restaurant supply store, 11 feet of metro shelving...the kind that the stores/restaurants use...it's strong as fuck, and I like the look...also provides some air flow to the hundreds and hundreds of yards of fabrics 'n other sewing stuff...

once I know how to post pictures, I think it would be fun to have a thread where we can share out work-spaces...

(I guess I am bottom posting, is that what it's called? Medusa this morning...wonder if she'll notice!)