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Racism and bigotry...
My own... While job hunting I am finding that about 50 percent of the jobs that I am techn qualified for required the employee to be bilingual in spanish... It's logicalre We live in a area where a large percentage of the population is hispanic. Of course busns are going to want to make it easier on customers and employees to communicate... In my mind it's just another skill set like Sales Force or Excel.. Except it's a skill set I don't have and can't learn it in 48 hrs like some of the basic computer programs... Today after seeing several jobs that I would love to apply for I had THE thouht... *Why should I have to speak a foreign language to work in a country where the offical lanuage is the one I speak" *SHAME* red hot burny shame hit right after I had that thought.. Am I becoming one of those people? Is the next one going to be.. Well, the wages suck because so and so will work so cheap and they take all the jobs anyway.... SHAME.... The fact is... The job market I am interested in requires me to be bilingual in spanish in this area... There is nothing negitive about this... (except the fact I don't have the skill set at this time) It is simply a fact. I am a racist... I was conditioned, raised and reinforced... But I don't have to like it, I don't have to give into it and I always must strive to reprogram that white privilage tape |
How numb I am... how much irreversible pain the past 24 hours caused... pissed at myself that I could not get myself together enough to go to work... soooo not happy about that... 5 hours of sleep that didnt touch the exhaustion I feel...
An offer to get away for the weekend and how appealing it looks... Most of all... friends who always lift me up... even though I felt lost having them there at the leather event helped me... you dont know how much it meant to me... thank you... |
on my mind
earlier I was hatin on haters...ya know bein like them and then I realized how good I am and how loving and giving. I AM Not willing to be walked on.......karma may be nicht so gut for those who hate near me.
All that is on my mind now is the life we are building together...how we stayed one night together and are staying forever. We are blessed with love and family and friends who love us. We talk all the time Not holding back anything builds trust. My mind is free. My psyche is at rest. No one is taking up space in my head. I have you and you, my love, are my reward for many years of labor in fruitless love. I have US on my mind, me Reigna. |
(What is on your mind)
I spent quite a while today working on my website. I realized after a few hours, that I first started working on that site ten years ago exactly today. It took me a few moments to consider how I felt about that and it felt good to be doing something that productive again. |
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Yesterday is still on my mind. I did things (all of the videos above, were things I did) that I had doubts that I would be able to convince myself to do (ski lift, zip line, sledding), and I loved every moment of it, even the moments where I was convinced I was going to die. :) I think what made it spectacular for me, is that no one talked me into any of it (as if someone could ;)), I did those things because I chose to. IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME! I've said it before, and I'll say it again, it would have been 1 million times better with Gaige there with me. But, now, I know it is somewhere that Gaige and I will have a total blast, the next time she is in the Portland area with me during warm weather! Another thing that is on my mind, is that I am going to do more riding, a lot more riding. After I got home, Gaige kept commenting about how happy I looked, and I know that it was mostly about spending time on horseback. Other than the last 12 or so years, I have been riding all of my life, and yesterday it became very clear to me, how much I missed it. |
Where is the needle in the haystack?
I've been lost in this for far too long. |
Dammit!http://rasica.files.wordpress.com/20...38529074_n.jpg
What is the truth? Whole countries have banned Monsanto's GM crops. Cancer causing poisonous crap. What the hell is the FDA for? http://rasica.files.wordpress.com/20...67003844_n.jpg Food inc. |
Today is a good day, indeed. Grateful and happy.
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Monsanto
Serious question here. Given the list of Monsanto do not buy companies....who's left? |
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My "Check Engine" light just came on while accelerating on an incline....For the love of #$@#$#@@#!!!! SERIOUSLY???? :| I should have asked him to do the transmission tuneup, but I didn't... I was probably distracted by the first estimate of $400+ that turned into $500+....So, here I am, wondering if I'll have a trip up the mountain this weekend or not. Most likely not. :( |
its a quiet night tonight
therapy got my wheels turning. processing things, coming to terms with other things, realizing I may never get the answers I want from the lady who birthed me. As of now that is ok with me. I do have it lined up that at anytime I can grab my girls and go out to dinner with my brother and the mother of my birth mother. I am not sure I can get all the answers I want from her but at least my kids would get to meet there blood great grandmother. baby steps I say toss that in the salad spinner along with the rest of the stuff to process give it a good spin! :byebye: |
Knowing that by the end of the week, I'll know if I'll be in a wheelchair for the rest of my life or not.
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That
after years of making My own coffee it had stopped bothering Me but this past week it's become a problem again :sunglass: |
Lets add another thing to that overwhelming to-do list.... shall we?
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she made it thru the first day of school
only complaint is "we have home work everyday" I told her it is going to be like that from now on.to that I got the groan. AND she likes her first male teacher..woohoo :praying: |
Life.
Death. Love. Fear. Health. Illness. Making the decision. Coming to believe. You know what's important? Love. It is all that matters, all that exists. :rrose: |
The Non-GMO Project
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http://www.nongmoproject.org/find-no...ting-products/ |
"Seeds of death" movie.
http://fuckmonsanto.org/seeds-of-death-full-movie/ Too bad the food inc. clip wasn't the whole movie. Didn't have time to verify. It is a great documentary. I just found this documentary. The FDA ?... Obvious that big pharma wouldn't want this fixed. Smh at how far out of hand this has gone. We are the lab rats. And it has just gotten worse. The buck has gotta stop somewhere. As I said before...reminds me of " Tuesday is soylent green day " |
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http://www.realfarmacy.com/400-companies-no-gmos/ |
I have a lot to do this weekend... my mind is buzzing with costuming patterns and yard sale plans and rearranging ideas... oh, and getting the kids out of the house and to their dads for the weekend.
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