If you really knew me...
 

...you'd know I'm very quiet and shy in person.
...but you'd know that at work I am kind of like Ari Gold of Entourage, except I am much nicer to my assistant.
...you'd know that no matter what, I can never listen to anyone deliver I speech that I have written.
...you'd know that while I have a very visible job, I hate being the center of attention in any way, shape or form and prefer to be very deep behind the scenes in just about everything.
...you'd know I have old-fashioned manners and I use them.
...you'd know that I do good staff work in both my work and personal life.

if you really knew me
 

you would know, that like some women have baby clocks in them and hear their birthing years ticking away, I hear a horse clock in me and I literally, every day, in one fashion or another, note that another day has passed that I do not have a horse and the few days I have left of decent health are declining and that means I have fewer days yet to enjoy a horse as well.

you would know that I remember watching Butterflies are Free and thinking it was the greatest movie ever made

you would know that I cant sew, not even a button on a shirt

I love wearing night gowns...and miss wearing them for someone to appreciate other than me...but I wear them now so I can appreciate them!

If you really knew me..


hmmmm what would you know?

If you really knew me..


You would know that I value the learning experience over the outcome...

That I love making things beautiful, but I have to destroy to create..

That I love old things.. I love thinking about who might have made this, loved this, used this...

That I am the go to person at work... If anyone has a question on the value of something.. Be it glass, paintings, toys, dolls, vintage jewlery, books, furniture, sports cards, ect... I know a little about everything.. The only things that I can't help anyone with are purses and new jewelry... I haven't a clue.. lol

Sunday is my favorite day of the week... It seems like anything is possible on a sunday... I hate working on that day and remind my boss that I hate work it until I get that day off..

I think a good used book store is as close to heaven that you can get to in a retail setting...

If you "really" knew me...
 

If you really knew....

~Hmmm, you won't need to ask~




:freak:

If you really knew me you would know that I have been through some pretty F**ked up things in my childhood but I overcame them with out the use of drugs or alcohol. You would know that I got married to an emotionally & sometimes physically abusive "boy" at 17 and had 2 children. You would know that many many years later I got married to an emotionally abusive so called Butch and found out our 11 year relationship was one big lie. You would know I have saved more then three strangers lives. You would know that every time I have gone on vacation a Dog in need of help has found me. You would know that I took one home from NC last year and now we are inseparable. You would know that I have no bitterness and I learned from my past mistakes. You would know that I found a truly loving and nurturing Daddy. You would know that I am quiet and even tempered and most people haven't even heard me raise my voice but don't back me into a corner or mess with my Babies. You would know my "babies" are not babies anymore. You would know I am the oldest of 9. You would know that when my Grandma passed it changed me and took many years to overcome or even talk about it.
You would know that I have traveled to every state except HI, AK,MTand I lived in 3 states but Iam back home now.

If you really knew me
 

I hate Harley Davidson motorcycles and have since I was a young boy.
I love Ducati Motorcycles
I love dirt bike riding
I love pick-up trucks (4X4) and kissed my big Ford F250 frequently
I love dogs and prefer them to people
I despise bad manners and rude,forward people
Growing up,I was often embarrased by my parents (see above)
I am the polar opposite of my parents
A fishermans knit sweater hand knitted by my best friends mother was the greatest gift I ever received and it was not even inteded for me.She made it for her un-appreciative bf and because I loved it she gave it to me
I have HUGE entitlement issues
I have Lived in Sweden for 7years and desperately want to move home(trying to work out a land leasing deal now so I can still farm when I arrive Stateside)
I love and I mean LOVE mucking out stables,cutting and splitting wood by hand i.e.,hand-tools,and all the hardships that come with farming.
I like to work alone and can build and fix almost anything if I am alone
Recycling is my religion
I identify as a Christian man even though I lost my faith in my teen years
Gone With The Wind is my favorite book and I have read it numerous times.I was so very intrigued by Scarlett O´hara but now know a Melanie Hamilton would suit me better.
I love the old south and southern food
I have a photographic memory for things/people I am interested in and can sound off entire conversations that astound people
If I had the money,I would buy the most remote farm and spend my days happily ever after doing what I love with two horses,pigs,10 dogs,cats,cows,bulls and live completely self sufficient making my own dairy products and growing all my own food and preserving it
Lastly,I love the song by Tammy Wynette "Your Good Girl is Gonna Go Bad"and wish I could find a good,innocent,country girl like that

you would know,

that the hard candy ass attitude is all a front. I'm a big softy.

that I'm a dog person, not a cat person.

that I completely embody the stereo type of a Leo, totally.

that I am getting old, and have less and less time for bullshit.

that my friends are my family.

that I need a good ass whopin' every now and then to put me back in line.

that all the rumors usually arent true.

that I wish I had half as much fun as the rumors say I do.

that I love horses more than just about anything on this planet.

that I wish I was a billionaire, so freakin' bad!

Who cares.......

I just want your circus peanuts......NOW!!! :quickdraw:

Whaaaaaaaaat?? Are you crazy?????? :shocking:


Ok.........then give me your extras. :cheesy:

Well.........you certainly weren't thinking of me, were ya!!! :hrmph:

If you really knew me, you woulda sent the rest of the bag to me instead of hogging them all up. :annoyed:

I don't know what to think about you? lol