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i'm feeling like this house needs my touch lol off to clean what no one else see's but me

Right now....
 

I feel like if I had some ketchup and mustard, then I'd really be able to do anything!

Strung out! Crazy busy day. But also happy.

Finer than a frog hair. ;)

hillarioius lol

Like I'm ready for the work day to be over with. And I haven't even went inside yet lol.

Other than that. I'm doing okay. :)

Okay. I have a doctor's appt. and I'm not looking forward to that, but I'm grateful to be able to go to the doctor.

Seeking joy ... :bow:

Like I forgot something big- I did! Forgot I have a retreat I'm going on at the end of the month and had a bunch of paperwork to turn in for it. Plowing away and looking for their suggested pack list...

It's been a roller coaster of feelings over the past couple weeks. I have been dealing with right flank pain and have been in and out of doctors offices since it started.

When undergoing the first ct they uncovered more than I expected. This will require two different doctors to resolve each issue.

Today, one doctored confirmed at least one surgery will be required after undergoing another ultrasound. I am still waiting on the other doctor to discuss the results of the second ct scan and treatment options.

Although, I am not really concerned about the out come...I'm really not looking forward to the process.

Beyond exhausted....


and.... giddy (because I am so tired:blink:)

In a funk, but like most moods, this too will pass.

............ which is giving me all sorts of second winds'

Sleepy but with lots on my mind and my to do list

Well rested and ready for this beast of a day ahead of me

overjoyed...

Feeling
 

Super happy and excited.

somebody loves ya a whole lot it seems ....

Feeling like I should treat myself to something nice.

Apprehensive and excited.

I will add....discouraged.

I am feeling encouraged and grateful...

Feeling?

A bit annoyed, kinda sleepy and discombobulated.

I'm not feeling it at all.........

p.f.
 

[this] feels a lot better..

Happy...

My eldest and I made an impromptu trip downtown.
.I don't spend enough time with Asheville...I'm always in the woods lol...

She deliberately took us past my FAVORITE bakery, Old Europe. We shared a French pastry, I forget the name, and had coffee...then we went and listened to some live music at Pack Square.

Twas a lovely meander... :)

Ashamed for something that I have been thinking. But then I feel pissy that I have to feel ashamed. So overall, I feel confused.

Took a nap and woke up with agita. Other than that, I feel terrific. Very much looking forward to the upcoming week and next few months with all sorts of exciting things in the offing.

:tea:

Spectacular and so glad I trusted my gut

passing Smiling a xanex and rolaid for her "agita"
 

Feeling good, not ragged out at all.

Took out a copperhead yesterday with my .40 caliber s & w shield ... all I had was some Hornady critical defense hollowpoints to work with (will be purchasing some snake shot for both pistols very soon) ... missed on the first shot. I was a little rattled because I had been raking pine straw in that very spot two minutes before and it did not matter that I had on 18" snake boots. When I missed, he seemed to get angry at the noise because his middle third of his body was sort of rolling back and forth, though he was staying in the same place. As he raised his head, I started a gentle steady trigger squeeze. It went bang and his head went bye bye.

Course I had to let go of a couple more gratuitous shots after that.

I went to get my phone to get a photo for work friends and saw where my butch bud, retired law enforcement, next door had just texted me. She asked me if everything was okay over my way because she heard shots fired. In a couple of minutes, I texted her back with a photo of the snake and said "it is now" ... she immediately texted me "good job!" Later last night we were talking, she was telling me funny snake stories. One in particular was long ago when she had this cat that would use the doggie door ... yea, you know where this is going ---> one time the cat brought a live snake inside and was playing with it ... gosh, that story of her getting the snake from the cat, taking it back outside and what was going on in her head ... it was just too good ---> so funny with lots of action! LOL!

Feeling
 

Truly happy.

:cowboy:

Woke up Monday with my low back hurting. I've worked 2 half days and may work a half day tomorrow. Other than that I feel good. Legs are still weak, but at least they aren't hurting

A little dazed and a whole lotta confused. :farmer: