Mind
 

I made the right choice! Life is wonderful!

lts see what is on my mind ..... well if this isn't a loaded question ? lol and damn it .. where do I start ?

lolol

Punch It
 

Mind
 

How wonderful life is when you have positive and supportive people in your life.

What's on my mind this morning is how quiet it is:

The veil of fog, ensconcing the tree line and how its obscurity provides a peaceful beginning for my day;
nuanced by intermittent birdsong and the smoke rising from my neighbor's chimney (across the street).

And preparing for today's schedule of events
(choosing what to wear, etc).


And, coffee: French Roast + cream + honey + sprinkle of cinnamon.


*Good Morning*

:)

What is on my mind?

That I have an appointment with my hospice doctor tomorrow afternoon. I get to tell him that I have taken a higher dose of my morphine pills that is prescribed.
I am so not looking forward to telling him this. Will he yell at me? Or be pissed off at me? No. As he and all the doctors at the hospice are very understanding to me and my pain. Why have I taken more pills? Because I am in P-a-i-n! I am sick to death of being in pain from my tumor! They will be putting me of methadone tomorrow. I don't really have any high hopes in this new drug working for my pain. As nothing really has over the five years I had my awful pain.

On my mind....
 

I would really like to have some chocolate pudding pie right now, lol. With cool whip. Not whipped cream! Cool whip, in my humble opinion, is a far superior product in both taste and consistency.

Okay; and not "some." I'm gonna need a lot of it. And a giant shot of espresso to wash it all down, lol.

Right now the return call from my doctor I am expecting in 15 minutes. How long it took two friends to badger me into making this call. They should have to suffer the consequences of this call not me. I didn't want to know....

What is on my Mind?
 

Expectations, holidays and health. I was hoping for an upswing in 2013, it will definitely be a year of changes again.

My best butch bud has been on my mind. She put in a two week notice of resignation as director of a drug treatment center and has been working nights as a drug counselor at her new job. She is totally exhausted. After Friday, she will be finished working her two week notice and will be able work her one new job and not two. She is in dire need of some rest right now.

I am so thankful she switched jobs. As director, she had to fire two male counselors this year. They were not doing their job by corporate rules so she had to come down on them. Both became physically threatening to the point her nurses called the police. She was not physically harmed but I need to add "YET" to the end of my previous sentence. Heck, the clients (drug addicts) were like gentle lambs compared to her male counselors.

Mind
 

I miss my cat. Until weather clears up cant fly her home. They dont heat cargo areas im not leaving my baby in the cold for 8 hrs.

Why does life have to hurt so bad some times

Chuckie Baby
 

thankful
 

Thankful for little things. Learning a lot about myself as a single woman after a 34 year partnership. Navigating thinking about getting to know other women without having dinner and renting the you haul the next day. Wanting to date with velcroing myself to someone or visa versa. Liking my space. Feel like online stuff and meeting on dating sites is not my cup of tea but I feel too old to go to a bar like I did in the early days. Not sure that bars in NY exist like I used to go to..anyone remember Sahara, La Femme, all of a sudden can't remember the name of bar on Sheridan Sq. Oops senior moment. I feel socially inept. Any suggestions.:deepthoughts::nailbitin::nailbitin:

Empty, filler conversation.