The end of my civil union
 

I need it over already ! I am looking forward to starting new ,clean and no drama! It's Christmas Early morning and I am feeling so scared to have to face a big Italian Christmas Day and have to smile when they ask ! Ugh ! I just could not hold on thru the holidays ! I need to put on my big girl panties and just jump in ! Ok feeling braver since I expressed that! I just keep saying you need to get thru this year and by next year this will have been a bad dream ! Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night !

Tomorrow's Christmas dinner. It started out small, intimate, just my little but growing family...about 5 of us...all of a sudden, there are others joining us and I can't help but feel happy about it (now at 13 and counting)...there's always plenty of food and goodies, I'm thinking about these friends who don't have anyone to spend their Christmas with. It's been about two years since we'd last done this--(invited those who didn't have anyone or anywhere to go)--and I'm so looking forward to the time together and the day itself.

I am so blessed.

hey, you spelled it right this time ;-)

coffee with a new friend. this week

ordering chinese food for new yrs.....visits .....positive changes

I am looking forward to these next two weeks of no school work. I am also looking forward to my four day weekend this weekend!

and.... I am really looking forward to 2013... good things are coming my way.

I have been housebound for several days because of the holidays and because of our storm. Tomorrow I plan to open my shop, unless the blizzard keeps me from doing so..but I am SO looking forward to getting out of the house!

going to bed early tonight

The long road trip. I'm so ready to get going. Leaving tomorrow morning...better get some sleep...yay!

Being able to glance over in real time

We are going car shopping when I get off work :sunglass:

Ringing in the New Year with Him

Visiting family and friends and seeing my horse at the end of January

I'm looking forward to working out tonight. I love my new gym and solid, smooth-feeling new stationary weight machines and elliptical trainers.

I'm looking forward to getting home after that, all blissed out from the endorphins, and relaxing with a cup of tea.

I'm looking forward to going out for drinks tomorrow night with a couple of my best girlfriends that I don't see all that often anymore, since one moved to the L.A. and the other had a baby.

I don't know what else i'm looking forward to.

For me it helps to just focus on the immediate future.

Working late so looking forward to going home. Lol! So ready to relax. Paperwork is never done. Lol!

New Year's eve!
We are going to the Big Gay Gala.
Our drag queens are hosting this year.
I am wearing a corset and a new pair of CFM red shoes.
I'm excited, we even got a hotel room there so we only have to stumble to the elevator.
I haven't really gone out for New Years in years.

Looking forward to:
 

New Year's Eve dance with my honey.

We have been practicing...

:formalbow:

:tango:

Making some big changes

And some little ones

In the new year

*smiles* what kind of changes?

crawling in that big warm bed with Syr and all the furbabies, knowing the big full moon will be in full view through that window. :moon:

Oh noooooooo!! You gonna kill the mullet??? :tease:
Just giving ya the business bro! :)

...stil looking forward to ordering chinese food on new yrs..... seeing what may happen over the next couple of days....looking forward to snuggles & getting out of this house for awhile

Right now the only thing I am truly looking forward to is home time. Was supposed to be tomorrow but not looking like that's gonna happen.


That's All I Want,
Brute.

--Tonight, 8:20pm--KICK OFF--- Cowboys/Redskins game for the winner of the NFC East.

taking a chance .....hoping it pays off

With much anticipation!
 

The PLAY OFFS!!!! :)

getting to celebrate new yrs in many ways......ordering food with my dear ones ...movie time with my gurrl .....going out with a new friend for a couple of drinks...then back home to maybe send some new year wishes to a close friend on the west coast

Going home...
This trip has been more than I'd expected. Being with my huge family sharing this sorrowful time has been a huge gift of blessings and love and reminded me how much I have to be grateful about. I'm so looking forward to getting on the road tomorrow.

Only downside to that is, I'll be in a hotel room alone for New Years Eve...but hey, at least I'll be in Texas, right where I belong.

The next 10 years (and more) with my Wife, the love of my life.

Going out tonight!! Have a happy & safe new year. I'm also looking forward to a change in hairstyle. I don't know if many people realize the difference a change like that can make!