Self care.....

The white squirrel I saw at the Angel Tree yesterday. It's very rare to see one in the wild. He wasn't an albino, just white. I want to go back with the big camera and try to get some pictures of him.

Finely feeling better after three days of feeling like crap,please let it stay this way...I don't like being sick.

Poker! :)


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Moving or taking another trip to see family back in Texas

Things that ought not be and are naturally are the most captivating. ;)

My little sister...

She's having so many life troubles...and she and my mom are doing the love hate dance that I went through in my teens....

Theirs is a complicated relationship and my sister has a LOT going on....most of which I disapprove of... but I won't be our mother and say that (to her) I just tell anyone that will listen I love my sister. I may not unseratand whyvshe doea what she does but its her life not mine....and I lovr her no matter what. And i told her that tonight....

She is but that happens often nowadays!

Yup just that !

Wondering what crazy dream I will have tonight. I had a nightmare last night. The night before it was a coworker telling me to swallow a button and I would get better. I woke up confused and looking for a button to swallow.

Wouldn't you like to know? :p

I'm really worn out.
My batteries need recharged.
I need to surround myself with positive energy.

Tattoos and piercings!

Thinking about what font I am going to use for my quote tat and what gauge I need to restart gauging my ear with.

My paper that is due at noon that is almost done and my paper that is due at midnight...that I have not started on. I just need to make it through today and the rest of the week should be easy beans.

I'm exhausted. Hope I get to sleep in tomorrow.

Roomie picked out a yellow lab puppy today. Even more work for me....geezus.:|

1 early morning doctor apt tomorrow then an MRI at the hospital...thank goodness the offices are just a couple miles apart...
A specialist apt on the 6th...
A different specialist for a different part of my anatomy next week...
Yet another different doctor the following week...

Then for December, so far, just 2 appointments with my new pain management doc and primary care...

My new doctor really ROCKS!! She doesn't dilly-dally or wait on fighting insurance approvals for a 3 minute visit, and is intent on getting things moving fast with lab work and specialists, to focus on everything I need (instead of just brushing things off). ...

On my mind ...how much is happening, how fast, and I may need a scheduling specialist to help me keep up. But I feel awesome about it, and how I found someone I really click with!

HA! I can't tell but I like to tease people about what is on my mind!