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:rofl: Laughing with Superfemme and UofMFan. Today I used hair spray gel as my deodorant. :thinking: It was not pretty. OMG. The look on my face was pretty evident that even my furkids knew something was up. :seeingstars: Typical day in my house. Every day it is something. :smelling-flower: |
having trouble falling asleep.
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Will I ever catch up on paperwork? Will it cost me my job? Should I seek out therapy for this ridiculous problem?
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A friend's words today caused pain.
This friend did NOT intend to cause pain and did not know that what they said would hurt. It was their words, NOT the friend or their intent. I know in my heart they didn't intend to cause pain. This friend is a good friend and would NEVER intentionally say or do something to hurt. I understand that. I honor, respect, cherish and adore this friend. But the words echo loudly.... and painfully. They were not talking about me or of anything to do with me. But their words described actions or a situation that may relate to me and our time together as friends. I know it was not their fault and no pain was intended. I will go forward with more caution. "Just because I can". |
Wishing I had taken the Salmon out of the freezer this morning.
Instead I am eating 3 bean salad :blink: |
Thinking about getting paid four hours worth for something that would normally take less than one to do. Gotta love the government for its bureaucracy. Round 2 tomorrow. Easy money, yunno?
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Raiding the refrigerator
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How much I want to be with her How much I love her How beautiful she is How lucky I am she's Mine and heaven help anyone who even thinks about hurting her! :stillheart: :bunchflowers: |
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Possibilities, that is what is on my mind this morning.
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i am so tired and sleepy,,, i can't think anymore ,,,
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spanking a bare bottom
watching the color rise feeling me rise her feeling me and ... |
Nancy Drew is 80 yo. May, 2010 marks the teen dectective's 80th b/day. :detective: :birthday: I wonder when the Hardy Boys turn 80? I prefer them over ND any day. :guitar: Watching the news about New Orleans, and the oil spill; and the horrible effects on animals. My heart broke when I saw the turtles. It was like someone took my breath away. Nobody wants to take responsibility. Of course not. :cluck: The arrest made in connection to the failed Times Square car bomb. Faisal Shahzad was on a plane headed to Pakistan. He is due in court today (federal court). I think he is a flight risk and won't make bail. |
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Update: This Friend is sooooo Amazing and truly Genuine!!! I so appreciate their compassion, understanding and gentle, warm heart!!! And such a caring soul!! Their Friendship and Compassion are truly gifts that I hold dear. I am so sorry I allowed a few unintended words to get to me. Very sorry indeed. Friends like this are so few and far between. I want them to know just how important and cherished they are!! I hope to give in return the gifts they have shared with me. I hope to tell them in person one day: Thank you for allowing me to tell you what I did last night, and not hold hard feelings against me. KOYC!! |
How ridiculously complicated and bureaucratic it is to buy a house....and how frustrated I am with the whole process. People used to do this stuff with a handshake... and now we have a ream of paperwork, more laws and regulations than you can count, and fees for every step of the way.
We found a house we want to buy, and that we can afford. The seller wants to sell it to us, and at the price we offered. But we can't...for 90 days...because of bureaucratic nonsense designed to save fools and idiots from themselves (which doesn't work anyway...) Grrrrrrrrrrrrr.... :explode: |
I slept horribly last night. I went to bed late, kept waking up, have had some pretty persistent pains in both sides off and on, and had some totally wacked out and mondo intense dreams that involved running away from a human trafficker. :blink:
Oy. I'm appreciative that it's my Friday. :blink: |
What's On My Mind?
:deepthoughts: Maybe I need a psychic to give me a reading cause I am going nuts having to wait and see what outcome I will have. I just wanna know already....and this crap needs to be over with. I am so DONE you can stick a fork in me already !!
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After just reading a friend's post filled with [unspoken] concern for another friend...
How very suddenly I feel like a Momma Bear about to protect her cubs...and a Momma Lioness pacing, full of adrenaline, just waiting for the right moment. |
sometimes this is how it is
uh yeah :| Note: Snowy, don't watch this. It's too close to the "C"-type persona/character. Avert and avoid. K...thanks. |
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Okay, seriously? I've been having nightmares already. This, dear friend 'O' mine is not going to help. Yikes. |
Thinking good positive thoughts as my dad just left to go to a customer's house to take a couple of rugs to look at. It is a possible HUGE sale....and we REALLLLLLLLY need it! Crossing everything I can...thinking positive big time!
(Might I just add that I am the one that was helping them when they came in to look....they told my dad they loved dealing with me! :thumbsup: ) Come on....join me in some positive thoughts!!!!! |
Beau's video just creeped me out.
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Lessons
Learning them to late. |
Getting pretty jaded by people who won't own what they've done, Don't they realise that every time they point their finger that there are three pointed back at themselves? And enough of the preaching, not everyone believes it! :| :| :| |
Thinking that bar and chain oil from the chainsaw wouldn't make a very attractive scent for cologne. :fart:ahhhhh honeysuckles......
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I'm so happy that my bestie from DC is coming for a visit. I'm so ready for a girl's night out with her..:party:
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1. Plotting and planning.
2. Dinner. I'm starving. 3. New job. This is getting ridiculous. Cutting my hours after you already screwed up the positon I applied for. 4. Plotting and planning. Still. I think that one outweighs everything. |
new workout regime...
i did my personal best in cable squats; i peaked at 170 lbs.
i peaked at lunges, walking back and forth with 17.5 dumbells in hand for a challenge. did 3 sets the lunges and 5 of the cable squats. and my last peak of today was doing hamstrings at 70 lbs. of 3 sets. it felt soooo good...:cheesy: |
I'm always amazed by the power of things to sneak up and hurt you. You think you've got something compartmentalized, but BAM! it reaches in and rips your guts out. Amazing.
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heffalumps and woozles....
even they need someone to have compassion for them. |
Whats on my mind right now is that my anxiety seems to be back in spades... that for the sake of my children, especially my son, I need to get my life back in order and I am just not sure how to tackle it.
There is so much that needs done... Turn spare room into office again Find new couches for the living room Clean out the kids toys Set up sun room for the summer Finish planning the kids summer curriculum Find shelving for the hallway Re-caulk the bathroom Put locks on all the food cupboards Finish the FAFSA ... Then there is the stuff waiting for money I don't have... and we wont even go into THAT list... |
Damn bastid triglycerides
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The marvelously flexible, yet anxiety-producing nebulous activity that is my job. I have no real boss, no clear expectations, no feedback or evaluation. Yet, I have total freedom. Or, is it "freedom" to be up at 4:30, worrying about a job that really has no problems. That is sick. I need to get over it and enjoy it while it lasts.
Also on my spinning mind: Partner's weight loss and why she feels like crap. Daughter's ongoing prom drama, the meanness of kids, and knowing I'll be happy when it's all over. The dog's multiple health problems, and wishing I could have his cataracts removed without financial concern. How I double--booked myself for two work-related meetings; damn. |
Mom is on her way to pick me up for brunch on this really beautiful, crisp day....
What's on my mind.... seeing her face when we discuss that I am moving out of state soon. :( when she pouts, it just melts my heart. She has survived (so far) Stage 4 Lymphoma.... I'm not movin' too far Momma, promise... within a day's drive. You'll just have to give me more notice when you wanna meet for brunch... and my HoneyDo List is getting passed to my baby sister (it IS her house by the way). I love my Momma...we've been through so much together. But it's time for a new chapter in my life. I just don't want to hurt her. I'm not moving all the way across the country like I had thought about last year.... staying on the same coast, but to Momma.... it's a world away. |
I'm thinking that on the scale for "difficulty in posting", doing it cockatoo-on-your-shoulder-shredding-a-roll-of-toilet-paper-and-stuffing-it-in-your-mouth style has GOTTA rate right up there. :|
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My poor ears......I want to dig in 'em, especially the left one. :|
Also on my mind was the very LOUD night at my house last night. Little Ivan was really blasting the band with his songs. He sat right in front of me on the top ledge, inflated his little chin sac and sang his little heart out!! (Myra, of course, was unimpressed) This time, the chiming from the mantle clock got him started. Could this be frogspeak for "Hey, I like this new frog house??". :winky: :musicnote: :frog: I guess people who keep frogs, including me, get used to this. Thank Jeebuz for having a large house, with the master bedroom waaaaaaay in the back. There's no way I'm giving up my frogs. Uh uh. No. They're mine and I am theirs. :winky::frog::heartbeat: ~Theo~ :bouquet: |
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