Pretty well defeated

I am feeling a little nervous and I know that I have to approach life differently. What do I mean, I met a femme on a dating site and we have many cross connections, one that made her particularly uncomfortable because of the closeness of it. However, since last Friday (as "friends) we spent the day together, chatted some on the phone, had lunch together yesterday and are going out tonight to some experimental theater. I am taking it slowly and just trying to be in the moment with an attractive femme who is smart, introspective and funny, in addition to being attractive to my eye.

I am beginning to believe that it is important to really get to know someone really well first. However, for the first time in a long time (and locally) it feels good for this butch to have the attention of a smart, attractive femme. She is letting me pay for stuff and take the lead in some ways but I am respecting her lead in others. this feels right to me at this time. Let's see what tomorrow brings. :):hangloose:

Outstanding...........

I feel happy and excited this morning...

feeling outstanding among other things *grins*

Cccccold.
Accomplished.
Happy.
Excited.

Is hard being the boss when you have to manage friends. I feel like they try to pull more with me because I am a friend. Today I put my foot down and told one of my best friends no. It was really hard, but you have to separate work and friendships... :/ I hate being so sensitive!!

Tired...and a lil sore...

I cleaned floors by hand today... for several hours. I'm gonna have muscles like Ah-nold

Rather cozy.

I've built a nice glowing fire in the fireplace, and now I'm relaxing on the sofa with a warm blanket, purring kitty and glass of red.

---------Outstanding-------------

Feeling
 

I feel groovy!
:beatnik:

I feel tired and sore. Did too much stuff today.

:koolaid: Pretty content right now.

Bored
A bit sore
Tired

I feel frustrated... why should it take more than TWO months to get into a doctor, do a little testing and hear the results??? TWO months of pain, dizziness, and worry....

Impatient and anxious

Chipper and ready for the day ahead.