Worn. Out. ......

Serious case of bad attitude going on over here...
 

I'm cranky because I'm being forced to churn out uninspired drivel by a professor who is a maniac. I get at least 3 emails a day from this fucking guy. Get offa me. And writing a paper on my self-esteem and how my course load makes me "feeeeel" is not serious academia, okay?

What the sam hell has happened to higher education? I'm sorry; but not everyone is college material. Some students should be headed to trade school or on to apprenticeships. And that isn't to put anyone down; plenty of technical jobs are more challenging and better-paying, anyway. Besides, every job is equally important and worth doing well. But I shouldn't be forced to waste scant loan money on mandatory courses like this; particularly when I was already taking classes before I moved here and had a 4.0 GPA.

I am middle-aged now and acquired my life-skills and self-esteem the hard way - in the streets with the rest of the youth of my era. :)

It's hard to discern what might be the troubling issue, but your post made me .... giggle. The first thing that came to mind was that maybe your manical professor might be uninspired entirely, and possibly in dire need of a spirited game of: Ping Pong. However, I could be wrong about that. But, you definitely have street smarts on your side. I say, go with your street creds.

:hk22:

Better today...I had some soup and ginger ale among other things and I'm feeling better and better. I slept almost all weekend, first freakin' weekend off with NOTHING planned!

But it's ok, I consider it an investment in my health. So yeah...That's how I'm feeling...

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I am tired,sore,wore out!.....painted all day...up ladder..down ladder..move ladder.....and repeat it...again...again....

quiet and calm....it's spooky.

Feeling
 

Unfortunately awake, I can't sleep.

Other than that I feel as joyful as a schoolboy.


:cowboy:

Sleepy! :D

treasured ...and cherished... and loved as I am... and grateful.. and humbled...and prepared to give all that I am ....

:bunchflowers:

Feeling like today will be a rude awakening after my weekend.
Feeling so grateful for the weekend I had.
Feeling new muscles in my shoulder after two days of fly fishing.
Feeling happy for new friendships formed.
Feeling excited for my daughter starting college today.
Feeling overwhelmed at my work schedule I have lined up today.
Feeling like I wish someone would go grocery shopping for me.

I woke up unusually chipper for a Monday morning. Hopefully this feeling will last throughout the day. :smelling-flower:

Pretty darn good considering it's Monday! Thinkin about workin a half day! hmmm...

Tired.

I barely slept last night

Feeling like this day is going to drag on forever.

pretty good..i think the flaxseed did it :hk11:

No answers yet on what my joint pain actually *is*
So I'm frustrated and exhausted, and realizing my life is changing and I NO LIKEY!
~SAB

Need to make another pilgrimage to the chiropractor. Le sigh :(

So very blessed, loved and cherished. My Daddy loves me so much and I love hym.

Incredibly lucky and blessed to have so much family around me. My kids and grandkids are my world. Can't imagine anything less.

Believe it or not,I'm actually feeling pretty good today! I've been rethinking on some things, trying to work on not holding grudges, trying to look forward to the future and maybe start something new. So today I told my spouse I feel like maybe we can continue working on the things we discussed at the family meeting the other day, because I'm willing to "extend the olive branch" so to speak. I feel calm.:rrose:

:yeahthat:

Exactly that.

So far it's ok but it's early yet.

Anxious! I slept until 8:30, and I feel like I wasted hours that could have been used to do chores while it was cool outside.

I really have to learn to relax! :hangloose:

Tired but good.
Need to quit staying up so late.

Ready for the long weekend. :waterski:

Made it to the chiropractor this morning and got CRACKED like the dickens!! :seeingstars: Now feeling better!

I find myself a bit heavy hearted due to the upcoming 2 year anniversary of my father's passing on Sept 1st. Even though I miss him, it it somewhat of a duel edge sword in that I know he is not longer suffering and is simply free to be now. Still I miss our talks. I miss him.

After yesterday, like a million bucks. Yesterday was the Monday-est Tuesday, ever. :seeingstars:

Dragging ass, really tired but I know the reason why.

Sad, I wont wanna leave Amsterdam yet :( I will have to come back soon

Woke up to pouring rain. But I get to play in mud puddles with the dogs and I'm off my full time job, so I plan to have a good one.:hangloose::hangloose::hangloose::hangloose::h angloose:

Feeling "at the ready" today.
Weight loss challenge is starting at work today and I am back on the wagon to continue losing the rest of my weight.
Also, two contract renegotiations in the works and a pile of marketing detritus.
Mentally, lending my thoughts to someone I love who is dealing with parent stuff.

Over all, feeling good and energized. :blueheels:

Good. Getting ready to board the flight. Will be glad when I arrive in the D.

Worried, concerned, a little bit anxious thinking about friends, family - loved ones dealing with storm watch warnings/severe weather condition advisories in two different states right now.

sleepy, gizmo kept me hopping!