Hole. :| the band

My person smile cause she only has 3 more radiation treatments!!! A found memory of a beautiful women gliding across a marble Floor with purpose and intent...
all my cali peeps giving me taco truck shout outs...
and the knowledge I am loved....:praying:

http://i211.photobucket.com/albums/b...ive_lemon1.jpg

*sigh* it didn't last nearly long enough :missu:

This little girl was discovered on You Tube. Her mom died of ovarian cancer in 2008 - so sad. Oh, what a voice

This gave me chills. What a talent!
Thanks for posting it!

response to ravfemme
 

Gosh, hoping you might share some of your ice cream with me ... then I saw where you said it did not last long enough. Strange phenomenon - the same thing happens when I buy Kelly and I a bucket of Blue Belle. :) I will post a photo or three of her just for you very soon. (referring to comment you made about Kelly in the other thread)

I am past exhaustion. Time for bed.

'night

I start teaching again in the fall! Landed a job in a near by school system. Also looking into going back to college for school counseling degree/licensure.

I get to spend the morning tomorrow with just My mom and baby sister as we go to see Sesame Street Live ~ 1-2-3 Imagine! with Elmo and friends! :cheesy:

http://i96.photobucket.com/albums/l164/nenny07/abby.jpg

http://gi82.photobucket.com/groups/j...S/5eaf2486.gif

http://i459.photobucket.com/albums/q...87/Bigbird.jpg

Thinking about how much fun I'm going to have at the reunion and someone is brave enough to be my date for a wedding in Sept.

a joy to see.....
 

PAR TAY!!!!!!!!!!
 

I had my yearly pelvic, pap ... "check out the plumbing" appointment with my gyno this afternoon. God I hate doing that. One good thing, my gyno is butch so that lessens the humiliatioin a little bit. Plus, she is really very cool - I just love her and her nurse. I have used them for probably 30 years. You put the three of us in a room and all you hear is a bunch of crazy, insane laughter.

Okay, here is what brought me joy today.

My gyno agreed when I asked for the surgery... I am having a hysterectomy as soon as I want to schedule it. I said I want you to take it all, ovaries and everything while you are in there. She said, "If I do all that, I will have to cut you and you will have to be off work for a month." I said, "Did you look at what I wrote on my paperwork when I signed in today?"

I wrote on the paperwork that one day soon I would be found dead. The autopsy will reveal that I bled to death. Heh Heh! I am laughing but serious.

I won't even get into telling you about the mood swings and at times, the amplified angry emotions.

It has been awful this past year. On for five weeks ... get a week break ... and then go again for another five weeks. I finally got her to promise to take it all. She said okay.

I cannot tell you how happy this makes me. I will probably schedule it for around October since I am already scheduled for training the entire month of August and at least two weeks of September. The five day class my employer is sending me to next week costs them $2,500.00 so I need to be gracious. I can wait.

I have already called five friends with the news. :) I am so happy!
*big grins*
Brock
*doing the happy stone butch dance on the way out* LOL!

:rubberducky: A baby's smile in the summer sun. :)

I finally have all of my personal effects, furniture, etc. into my new place. Yes!

But now I can't find anything...especially my dang remote for the tv. :confused:

Jesse

Found the remote, it was exactly where I had placed it...imagine that!

K has an interview!! K has an interview!!

Lots and lots and lots of laughter...

Seeing more and more people coming to the Reunion! Im seriously overjoyed! :hangloose:

It's the little things..
 

Getting my new bathing suit in the mail
Superhero toys in the Mighty Kids Meal
Writing things in list form
Learning my way around this community
My best friend sending me 2000L$ with a note saying, "Buy yourself something pretty."
The kind words of others
The love and patience from my family of choice

Dancing.

The fever breaking and finally good medicine.

Congratulations given.

Wiseguys and Wisegirls.

My niece calling Me to see what I was doing today.

An outfit worn just for Me.

La Familia

Words with meaning, always.

:king: :princess:

* Going to a realllllly good gourmet grocery store and getting some amazing green olive tapenade, a nice brushetta, some zucchini, a purple onion, some whole wheat pasta, and some artichoke hearts for tonight's dinner.

* Coming home today for a 3-hour lunch with Jackhammer <3

* Being back in touch with my body after a 15-year hiatus.

* Taking some time for me this afternoon in my favorite nightie with some "Six Feet Under" reruns, cheddar rice cakes, and trashy internets. :)

The icing on the cake ...
 

Talked to my supervisor first thing this morning about scheduling the hysterectomy this Fall. I have his complete support about being off a month. I told him I want to select a time when it is best for my team. If we are under the gun, I can wait a little longer. I don't want to put extra burden on anyone by having them take on my load.

I wish to thank all of you who repped me on the post I shared with you yesterday about having the surgery. I have talked to a lot of friends and every single one said they never regretted having the surgery.

Yes, pretty joyful about getting my life back after the surgery. This thing was taking over more and more ... it has been increasingly difficult to put on a happy face and deal with it. Now I have an invitatioin to the way out. I am taking it.

:)

Renaissance Festival!

Pictures: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?ai...3&l=9e87669185

little things -

smiles

good thoughts

resumes emailed

The depth of honesty.

Bathing talk.

Yard sales.

Kindness and consideration.

A knowing.

Not looking back.

:king: (f) :princess:

hmmmmmm
 

let's see

needles
a special flogger
a very broken in dog leash (although my Ms may have a hard time believing this because of my screams)
the dogs
worm
cleaning the house
and now the little mermaid

dogs! dogs everywhere!

i love going to the dog show.

and chocolate. yup. That was it.

:byebye:

Woke up joyful ... zero nightmares
 

Skipped lunch yesterday because I was workng in the yard mostly all afternoon in 100 degree temps so when I came in, I could not eat. I had to cool down. Took a cold shower, flopped and napped - it was late before I could eat anything. I made spaghetti last week and put some single rations in the freezer so I took that out of the freezer and ate it very late.

After I ate, I remembered that when I eat spicey foods after about 9:00 p.m., it makes me have scarey dreams - normally these dreams are about werewolves getting after me. I think I underated it, more like night terrors where I wake up sweating and yelling. By the way, werewolf is my favorite monster. Anyway, I was scared to go to sleep last night. The joy part is I woke up this morning and realized I did not have any nightmares last night. :) I try to be careful but that was a slip up last night. I got by with it but I will not press my luck in the future. These night terrors are in vivid color. I can smell the monster's bad breath when he is almost on me. They are horrible because I am always trying to get away from the werewolf and can never do it. It is a very long drawn out cat and mouse game, then at the end, I am too tired to run anymore so I turn around and confront him. We roll on the ground and I wake up yelling. I have frightened more than one lover in the past with this. Poor woman does not know what is going on. :(

Making dinner lastnight and I looked over and saw that my roommate's little boy had falling asleep in his highchair. He wore himself out playing with the other kids yesterday...

Helping my little bro move into his new apartment and having lunch with my mom and family at Cracker Barrel...

Getting everything done for my job with Avon...