Some sleep.

:freak:

A distraction.

Home with a torn calf muscle and not allowed to be on my leg, wtf?

I'm. So. Freaking. Bored.

I'm going out of my mind!!!

CIJS: come to the chat room you won't be bored there. lol
OR: play games on yahoo for free, keeps your mind busy at least.

Here's to your speedy recovery and healing.

Completely unlike me but, right now, I really would enjoy some human touch. .........

ICE CREAM ICE CREAM ICE CREAM!

I need to get my anxiety reigned in - have never had anything of such import while alone - surgery next week and am not ashamed to say I'm terrified.

energy and enthusiasm to put clothes away....

I hurt my neck and its hard to want to leave a comfy position once I find one....

So...I guess ultimately I need my neck to stop hurting lol went about that one the long way round....

I need for 2 of my neighbors to stop bringing me their drama and for 1 of them, the woman, to stop being nosey and getting in everyone's business and spreading lies and gossip to stop IMMEDIATELY. I DON"T NEED YOUR DRAMA at MY DOOR.
So I filed a written complaint with my apt. manager to stop the discord in my elder community. This woman is just a hot mess with the lies and gossip and getting in everyone's business. Now, she's got 2 complaints, cause one of my other neighbors filed a complaint today also. IT's on record and if it doesn't cease immediately, she's gonna get the boot out of our community for causing havoc here and drama that none of us need or want. I live here because I'm disabled and I have ptsd, anxiety and don't need anyone else's issues stressing me out. HOW"S That for ya lady??!!! HA! GOTCHA!!

A stiff drink .. Ok maybe shots at this point lol

Uh
 

A pedicure!

An ice cold Dr.Pepper, I need a splurge.

... someone to do my homework. haha

need right now..
 

To hug my g/f right now, is what I need right now!

Bandaids. I have blisters on me fingers!

A long counrty drive...

I need for the burning sciatica nerve to stop tormenting me, it is cooking my whole left hip and leg to the toes. I have called the Doc but not herd a thing yet, figures.

consideration

A stiff drink of some Jack Daniels and Dr Pepper!

right now ...
kindness

breakfast

coffee

someone who looks just like me to go to work for me

a hug

(it's all about) .... Change.
 

It's only 18 minutes after 7 am and I do believe I need a second wind of energy to help me through today.

:shocking:

A long relaxing massage.

To feel better asap. I have bronchitis and it sucks being sick. Feels like my lungs are going to be coughed out of my mouth because of all the hard terrible coughing I have. Thank God I got in to see my primary care doc. She's a good doc, loaded my ass up with a kenalog shot full of steriods and gave me a very good antibiotic Cipro to kick the yucky away. Now I just have to rest and more rest in between the days I don't have physical therapy. I'm so tired all the time because of the bronchitis, I hope I can sleep.

More time on projects at work. I usually like Tuesdays because I have meetings and get to touch base with some good people, but I'm a worker-bee and this bee needs to be at her desk all day.

Some chocolate! or ice cream would be good too!

Spray starch

A pat on my back

coffee
croissant

A pain free knee would be great.

A good fuck and a night of solid sleep with no dreams.

a hug...

a familiar face...

a good long hike...

A nice back rub.

I feel like I need cookies, but that can't possibly be right.

Some more ice cold sweet tea.