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want to go back to sleep ...
It is now 2:04 a.m. ... woke up to pee a little while ago after having slept very hard for four hours ... Couldn't go back to sleep and have already been to the kitchen twice (I graze when I wake up in the middle of the night) ... I have now consumed two rice krispy treats ... and ... fritos with 1/2 container of bean dip ... and about to go back to the kitchen for the third time ... thinking something very interesting, more interesting than last time, is automagically going to appear in my fridge ... it's a sickness, I tell you!!!!! :( |
waking up at 4:15a.m. screaming don't touch me, don't fucking touch me punching at what was ever there while I was half awake now I cant go back to sleep.
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My oldest Boston Terrier, Brandy. She will be 12 yrs old this coming July and today the vet told us she is in CHF. They started her on 3 different heart meds and they estimate she has 6 months left. We are devastated. But I know my dog and she is a fighter. I told the vet bull***t, she isn't going anywhere any time soon! She doesn't even act sick now! I think both my spouse and I have spent most of today crying. I never had children so our 4 dogs are my babies and I would do anything for them. Today was a real crappy day.......:confused:
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I wonder how the new Doctor is going to turn out. Last week I finely had my G.P. see what she could do about my bad knee, she looked at the so called fat knee the other Doctors were talking a bout then said...that's what they are holding you up on?? Lets do something else, so there is hope, I have an appointment with him next Monday.
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Dealing with stuff to get ready for tomorrow!
And how much I miss my Lady! |
I've been MIA in posting and reading here, but miss y'all. For the last 3 months I've been working 6 days a week, 10 to 12 hour days and that is how it will be for a long while.. Sunday being my only day off. So looking forward to a nice Sunday to go river fishing.
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I'm looking outside the window, seeing the rain and hearing the birds chirp and chatter and thinking about all the kindness that has been bestowed upon me recently. It's very much appreciated.
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In a twist of irony...
Alzheimers |
That when the clouds bring rain or when it's simply cloudy, that we have typical April weather.
But when there are no clouds, we have August weather : high 80s, low to mid 90s. And it's only April. By summer, it won't be summer. It's hard to believe how hot it's going to be, if it's only April right now. |
Took the route that Will Smith took, and stopping in the place he was gunned down in front of his wife. Makes no sense at all.
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A mix of this and that!
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Juggling our finances now that my hours have been cut. :|
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The eaglets Brutus and Lil Guy just cannot catch a break. There was a partial nest collapse this evening. Most of the supporting bottom is gone as well as half the nest surface. What is left has shifted, continues to shift, and is listing precariously. How long it will stay intact is questionable. The nest bed is supposed to be the size of a king sized bed. The structural depth is supposed to be 5-6 feet. https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com...1085be8362.jpg https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com...0ea17fa0ac.jpg Brutus has fledged and can fly as needed. He has also tried eating while perched before but hasn't mastered it. And, he is quite used to and adept at perching on a branch. Lil Guy has barely branched. He has never flown. He has never tried to eat while on a branch. And, he likes to rest/sleep laying down. Perching is not his thing. At least they were both well fed today. A full tummy will be helpful while they figure this out. Adaptability means survival in the wild. Dad stopped by a bit ago, did a wtf did you kids do while I was gone cursory look and kept on going. Mom is keeping her distance. The kids get excited, hop up and down and flap when they see a parent, thinking food is coming. Jumping up and down right now would not be a good idea. I'm getting too old for this shit. LOL. |
That my girlfriend better hurry up and text me, I am getting a bit frustrated with this not texting calling stuff.
I know I am needy but sheesh really, I text/call right back because it is common courtesy. |
On my mind......
How much I miss my daughter. |
The good news is Brutus and Lil Guy still have a home. The nest is holding. They have been fed. They cant lounge or rest spread out in the nest bed but both seem to be doing okay with spending the day branching. Lil Guy should fledge in the next day or so. The bittersweet news is the eaglets Liberty and Justice seem to have left the area. They fledged a month ago but stuck close to home for meals, rest, and sleep. They havent been seen since yesterday am. Parents were still bringing food by, tidying up, and spent the night in the nest tree but no sign of their offspring. Not even the parents have been around today. This nest has been a pleasure to watch. The parents are super providers and protective caretakers. As a result, their offspring reach milestones together, have few episodes of drama, and bond deeply. Another job well done parents! And for L and J.....goodspeed lil buddies. You did everything together, including leave together on your new journey. Hopefully your bond will continue and will help you both during the toughest upcoming year of your life. 50% of eaglets do not survive the first year. |
On my mind
My kitty, she is suffering with a yucky sinus infection that is hanging on. I took her back to the vet and they gave us more antibiotics. I just want her to be well.
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NYC
My visit to family, and friends soon.
Greco |
Nothing profound...
Just that I really want some nutella but I have to go to the store for it... I don't know if tired will win over craving...it's a close race atm... Who am I kidding. Nutella wins |
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