I miss you sometimes....

But it's better this way

I love that you let me figure it out without judgement..you really listen..it's sexy and so sweet of you :heartbeat:

"You have spinach stuck between your teeth"

Brisa
 

I do not........lololol

Thank you thank you thank you.

The years of getting to know you, the support, the acceptance, the hot passionate person that you are has shown me such greatness and what a true friend and lover is I can never thank you enough.

I wait and wonder how much more you can show me and where we will go together.

Being apart from you is often more difficult than I ever imagined. There are reminders of you everywhere I look.

I love you with all my heart, I cherish all of the moments we spend together, and I love you even more in the moments when we are apart. You can bring me to reality in an instant and make me feel better if I have had a bad day. Tonight as I post this, it's like you are right here with me. I feel your hand on my shoulder, your fingers in my hair, and the soft breath of your kiss on my cheek.

I miss you.

dear friend-
you are kind
you are thoughtful
you are amazing(f)

Has it really been...
 

Has it really been almost two years since I posted...wow...I've logged in only twice in the last two years....

Life changes - you either change with it or you get left behind - but that doesn't mean scars don't remain - and that even after so long a time - the heart still doesn't hurt and misses - for something you now realize after so many years - was just an illusion...

So, you pick yourself up - you dust yourself off - and try as best you can to put your heart back in your chest - sigh deeply and plunge on ahead with life...because the alternative is not good either.

So - I choose even after all this time...to hope that there really is a such a thing called "true" love - that it isn't an illusion...so, I whisper up to the night sky on this warm July night...to the wind and the stars and the moon and to anyone who might hear....

I still believe...in the hope of possibilities and things yet to come...and with, perhaps an even deeper sigh in remembrance of what once was, that exists no longer...