Many things are on my mind. Most of which put me to feeling happy. I feel the anticipation of good things. I will keep my heart and mind open to it all.

My new Rav4...I'm thankful for it, but I just can't seem to like it or love it as much as I loved my truck. I didn't realize until it was gone how much I enjoyed that simple, base of the line Tacoma.

I cannot stop thinking about those sheep we lost last night. My housemates buried them today while I was away from the farm and they asked if I wanted them to wait- but I told them no, it was hard enough seeing what I saw last night, I could not bring myself to help bury them today. Have you ever had your heart hurt so much that you can feel it in your throat? That is how I have felt since this happened.

Even more than that the fact that this person did not stop. We are on a country road so there are no cameras or anything that would have gotten a license plate or description of the vehicle. So basically, they got away with it. I am guessing they might have been under the influence and maybe that is why they did not stop. Or they just did not care.

I am a firm believer in karma, so what does not happen right away the Universe will take care of.

However, for now- I will mourn.

Today was such a whirlwind.
My Papaw was put on comfort care this morning which meant a mad-dash to the hospital. It also meant being around family members whom I chose to take space from 2 years ago.
It was as awful as it sounds.
BUT...my Sister is due on Wednesday with my perfect little niece and JD will be here in an hour and we are going to heal up all the rough spots.

I felt my spine today. Hard and strong and vibrant.

On my mind
 

My ex from the 90s (not on this site). She is coming to help move mom next weekend. She is so kind to my mom and that makes me think.

A femme that is kind and loves my family is special. I am happy that she wants to be in my life and wants to spend time with my family.

We were not a good match as a couple but I am happy to say that she is my dear friend.

on my mind ...

three things I cannot locate after I moved two years ago ...

1. a really nice (expensive) set of cobalt drill bits

2. tool which measures and sets spark plug gaps

3. my best dick

And the measure/set gapper is such a nice one - it is not the coin looking type but the blade kind ... has feelers as well as gappers

I want to install fresh plugs in 2 chainsaws today. Plus one needs a new chain. Most times the gaps in new plugs are fine but since I cannot find my little set of blade gapper gizmos, this will likely be when I need it.

I have searched and searched for it. Woe is me! Well, I will pick up another one when I go into town tonight or tomorrow.

Actually, when I drill down into my thoughts a little deeper, I think I may be looking for an excuse to take a nap.

Nap??? Did I hear someone mention a nap? Excellent idea! Lights out!

(but still hoping my lost stuff turns up)

back to Gemme
 

The first two were likely together but the third one would have been in a military helmet bag along with similar but it was not.

Although, I must be honest ... I am not at all an organized packer/mover. And there are still some boxes in the third bedroom that I've not opened -->> maybe they are there. I have no idea what is in those boxes in the closet. I've been saving those to open when I need a surprise present. Maybe I will open them tomorrow - take a peek.

Thanks for your question. It made me remember those boxes.
:)
BTW, I did get unlazy, the spark plugs are in and the chain is on the one that needed a replacement. All of it works fine. I cut a lot of 4" to 6" discs off logs I cut down months back. Great for stump burning ... burn a very long time!

My beautiful girlfriend she’s constantly in my thoughts :)

back to Reach
 

Reach, I am very sorry about your loss of you sheep.

i gazed at my first dragonfly of the season. It made me happy.

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That credit card bill that'll be showing up in a few weeks........:|

I wish everyone could have an experience with an ex like this! I consider myself very fortunate that I do.

4:00 pm... I miss being home

How awful. I'm so sorry.

What to wear tomorrow night. Some folks from high school and myself are meeting up for 90s night at Big Texas in Spring. I cant wear any of my 90s clothes lmao so i cant enter the contest, but can't wait to see everyone.

A very interesting study regarding body position, testosterone, and cortisol. By using up more space such as arms and legs spread out, the body increases testosterone levels and decreases cortisol levels. This can lead to positive outcomes regarding confidence levels.

I STILL cannot get this song out of my head from yesterday. Woke up with it and it looks like at some point I will be going to bed with it.