I'll never believe in you again
I'll never forgive those things you said
my only relief is gone and dead
I'll never forsake myself again

time will kill us afterall, can you feel its second hand- wrapped around your neck?
 

kinda lame but good intentions...

Transiberian Orchestra
 

I cant help it....enjoy and get in the spirit :)

Manneheim Steamroller
 

...and I like it that way...
 

I don't buy the lines in magazines
That tell me what I've gotta be
Don't base my life on a movie screen
Don't fit the mold society
Has Planned

I don't need to be 19 years old
Or starve myself for some weight I'm told
Will turn men's heads, been down that road
And I thank God I finally know
Just who I am

I ain't a movie star
May never see the view from where they are
And this old town may be as far as I'm goin'
But what she'll hold tonight in his hands
sHe swears is so much better than
Anything this old world
Can show her

Cause I'm a real live woman
In love with this woman I see lyin' here next to me
Lost in the way that she's holdin'
This real live woman
In the arms of a sman where I'll fall asleep knowin' there's
Nothin' on earth she loves more than
This real live woman

I work 9-5 and I can't relate
To millionaires who somehow fate
Has smiled upon and fortune made their
Common lives a better place to be

And I no longer justify
Reasons for the way that I behave
I offer no apologies
For the things that I believe and say
And I like it that way

Cause I'm a real live woman
In love with this woman I see lyin' here next to me
Lost in the way that she's holdin'
This real live woman
In the arms of a sman where I'll fall asleep knowin' there's
Nothin' on earth she loves more than
This real live woman

[nomedia="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDdeOncpD5E&ob=av2e"]Puddle Of Mudd - Psycho - YouTube[/nomedia]

I am sitting here listening to my coworkers talk about diet tips..

"I'm an invisible disaster."
 

do you remember when the walls fell
do you remember the sound that the door made when you closed it on me
do you know that i went down to the ground
landed on both my broken hearted knees

i didn't even cry
because pieces of me had already died

i'm a ghost
haunting these halls
climbing up walls that i never knew were there
and i'm lost
broken down the middle of my heart, heart
i'm broken down the middle of my heart, heart, heart

you know you make me a ghost
you make me a ghost

i'm an invisible disaster
i keep trying to walk but my feet don't find the solid ground
it's like living in a bad dream
i keep trying to scream but my tongue has finally lost its sound

I've got to say goodbye
to the pieces of me that have already died

i'm a ghost
haunting these halls
climbing these walls that i never knew were there
and i'm lost
broken down the middle of my heart, heart
i'm broken down the middle of my heart, heart, heart

you know you make me a ghost
oh you make me a ghost
you make me a ghost (you take the breath all away from me, you take it away)
you make me a ghost

i don't cry
i don't try anymore

i'm a ghost
i'm a ghost
and i'm lost
broken down the middle of my heart, heart
i'm broken down the middle

i'm a ghost
haunting these halls
climbing up walls that i never knew were there
and i'm lost
broken down the middle of my heart, heart
i'm broken down the middle of my heart, heart, heart

you know you make me a ghost
you know you make me a ghost

you really are...
 

"You know the best things in life aren't for me."
 

Gotta green light gotta green light yeah
But I'm going no where
Gotta green light gotta red light yeah
No cop no stop I don't care
Every one of you could be the same
Every one of you could be play the game
Gotta green light, gotta green light yeah
But ya goin' nowhere

You know the best things in life aren't for me
You know the best things in life aren't for free

Gotta a new life, gotta a plight yeah
And it's goin' nowhere
Gotta a moutaintop like a pin drop yeah

No God no thought I don't care
Everyone of you could be the same
Everyone of you can't play this game
Gotta a new life, gotta a plight yeah
And it's going nowhere

Got a new find got a new crime yeah
And it's goin' nowhere
Like a global path like car crash yeah
No cop no stop he don't care

Every one of you are just the same
Every one of you will play this game
Gotta a new fun, gotta a new crime yeah
And it's goin' nowhere

i'm just listening to the show "seinfeld." which tells me i should be in bed.

g'nite all!

just remember, when you think your free.. that crack inside your fucking heart, is me.
 

shakin the walls.