Her being frustrated because we didn't get our time together this morning. Her calling me as soon as she could so I could hear her voice. Her knowing I am only trying to set rules that are best for her. Her not talking to anyone else the way she talks to me. Her desiring me.

My little cherub watching me get sweets for her from the hiding place in my wardrobe. She smiled at me and said - Now I know where you hide them I can cheek them when you are not looking, I'll bring a chair upstairs to stand on and say mummy I'm just going upstairs to do some writing but really I'll be getting sweets - bless bless and bless her innocent beautiful little heart...

Sitting at the stoplight with the top off the jeep. I noticed a guy staring quizzically at me and realized I was singing quite loudly, "Call Me' Maybe".

Her telling me that she adores me. Wow I am smiling so big right now.

My doggie Cricket helping me dig in the garden :) She is part jack russel and dax...she just kept plugging along til she had a good hole dug...but not for me exactly..she just laid down in it... :|

also...

With all the upheaval Cricket was creating, I suddenly had several different little spiders on my legs... :) One of them was this little guy, which I had never ever seen before!

http://t1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:A...iF8uSFn3lZAFb7

A big rainbow in the sky after the storm rolled through.

what made me smile today?

•getting a library card again, after 20+ years
•checking out FIVE queer-licious books

(no, I was not banned from the library for 20 years; no, they are not picture books; and no, I did not rent corresponding movies. LMHO!!!)

this also made me smile today:

•my friends razzing me with the above about said library visit.

:stillheart:

Her wanting me turned on before we got off the phone. Her telling me that she missed our time today and that it sucked for her. Her telling me that I turn her on. Her letting me work through the nervousness of my audition and then letting me know in her own way that I had won the part.

Waking up to an email from her. As soon as I texted her she was texting me. Being on the phone with her listening to her about her day.

Being able to talk for a while this evening and knowing we are going to talk again before the night is over. When she asked me what my plans were for this evening and I answered you....leaving her speechless for a moment always makes me smile. Figuring out that we had talked before and recalling some of those memories. I wish I could put into words what she means to me.......but alas this is the major league and I am used to the minor.

drinking wine with friends and talking to Keisha the service rep for Mom's DSL service who bonded with me over our mutual ownership of 3rd graders (who should be illegal) while I was waiting to see if she could fix the internet which I apparently broke. (She did)

Staying up until 3 in the am talking to her. Making sure we had made up for our time lost this week. Both of us beyond the point of exhaustion but having some intense conversations. Wanting to kiss so badly but knowing that me driving in the middle of the night would not be good for either one of us. Calling her as soon as I woke. Hearing her voice awakens me inside.

that my brother and family are ok


finding hummingbirds that remind me of momma D.


fresh local SWEET strawberries (the best ever) with soft, moist, scrumptious triple chocolate cake

I Spent my Income tax money on my hedonistic desire to own a new sexy bicycle! :) YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

Having her worry about me after I got burned.....and dealing with my shock and anxiety. Talking to her until she was falling asleep. Knowing when she wakes she will wonder if I am alright. Sorry no song tonight....dealing with the pain of the burn.