...to snuggle cause its chilly tonight:flowers:
...to sleep through the night like last night:vigil:
...for my resident Edmund to feel better so we can get back to reading his wifes love letters to him :(...:praying::praying::praying:
...for my son to really keep to his word and come for his sisters 16th birthday party:sigh:
...for my friend to find peace in her marriage..:praying:
...for me to stop forgetting those darn sandwich bags and paper plates from the walmart :seeingstars:

:cheerleader:Lillie:cheerleader:

I want...

Sweet unexpected kisses.
To look up and realize someone cute has been staring at me and then starts with the Flirty eyes.
Fun, exciting flirting.
To continue having a damn good week.
To have sf pride weekend off so Belinda, Joe and I can go party like rockstars and take the bay area by storm.
To find a great place to live here in Oregon, my own place, closer into Portland and comfy on my pocketbook.
Jasper to get along okay on his first trip to the off-leash dog park tomorrow.
Strappie to find the love hy deserves, hy really is a cutie patootie.
G to have someone come in his life who treats him as the amazing, handsome, intelligent, hilarious butch he is. He deserves love and happiness, not just drama.

a hose that doesnt kink

green grass that only has to be mowed once a month instead of once a week

a maid. I hate housework

a personal assistant who will keep track of my correspondence and answer in timely fashion

for this never ending file to just hurry up and end already

a maine coon kitten - I miss kittens

i do what i WANT!

I want ...
 

a Kia Soul, bright white (insert visual here)

a burning flame of desire :candle:

a ceramic/porcelain studio :cheer:

a home in New Orleans :pirate-steer:

I want...
...a hot tub, a bottle of wine and a night to relax

I want...
... it to be spring break, or better yet, summer!! Now!!

Today and everyday I want...
 

I want ....

my home to be clean, harmonious, fragrant, and peaceful.

my bed to be clean, fragrant and blissful.

my mind to be peaceful, blissful, and serene.

my sacred spaces sacred.

my choices to be respected, honored and accepted.

my home to be free of strife, contention, harsh tones, and violence.

someone to:

clean my house

gather info for taxes

give me a massage

mediate with this crazy person was in a partnership with

ex: (she needs new glasses) why don't you have glasses

answer: my face has changed shaped and I can't find a pair of frames I like (little crazy, right...crashes car at night, glasses listed on license
Officer: are you wearing glasses
Her: no, I can't seem to find a pair of frames that I like, rather take risk of getting into accident
Officer: oh, that makes a lot of sense, get a pair of glasses in 48 hours and you will not be given a ticket for driving recklessly

haha

I want
 

A world where people don't have an excuse for everything that isn't getting done

A world free of unreasonable expectations

That now that I have made it to the end of my 90 day probation period without killing anyone or myself for my schedule to slow the hell down. 20 plus hours of overtime every pay period is ridiculous

I want really want no need my body dysphoria to knock it down a peg or two hell even three would be nice

It is really wearing on me and that hasn't happened in awhile now

…more sleep! I'm exhausted. :seeingstars:

Three more nights and a week of rest with my handsome :cigar2:!