Knowing that my daughter was upset. Knowing that her perception of what had happened was incorrect. Knowing that it didn't matter what had happened, but that her perception was her reality.

We then had a conversation about it and cleared it up and all is better now.

I KNEW this site would help me. I came back here after a very long time away and thought I could find comfort here and sure enough, I'm feeling a sense of support. I used to log in often and made many wonderful on-line friends and some real time friends. It's a sense of belonging.

I cried today because my son is rejecting me. The pain and hurt I feel is unreal. Never in my life did I ever think this would happen. His is only 14 and feels he "knows" it all. For the last year, he has been living elsewhere. There is no contact between us. I'm feeling so much pain that I'm finding it hard to come up with words to type. The tears are flowing, because this is the only way I know how to handle this.

To those who have taken the time to read this, thank you.

I cried several times today....

Once while watching TV, I was watching a show about stalking (Somebody's Watching on ID) and it turned out the person being stalked got murdered by their stalker. :( I didn't expect that....

Then...

While coming into work, I saw the aftermath of a massive fire in an apartment complex Teddy and I had mused about checking out when we were out that way looking for a place...It's such an awful thing, house fires...tragic and devastating. My hearts went out to them. I have lost everything in a fire before. It's difficult to imagine things you have had (and loved) forever gone in just seconds...

watching sweet little old Trippy sleep in a sunny spot and think how much I miss that four legged critter

A close friend of mine took his own life on Sunday. I spoke with his sister early this morning, and we cried together. He was my first love, and that love recreated itself into a beautiful friendship.

He was an architectural and musical talent, a gentle man and a gentleman, and I grieve for him, his family and his baby daughter who'll never know him.

The same thing that made me smile...we went to see Lincoln...What an amazing man...and an incredible story....

I've just discovered the show Lonesome Dove....it's a wonderful series. I laugh and cry...but I'm doing more crying...

Ur watching it without me??? That will make me cry

Witnessing gratitude
 

Our 90 lb puppy gets so excited and can be really hard to handle when he is.
I was putting him outside and was attaching his line (he jumps the fence otherwise) and he saw someone passing the house and he got so excited he lunged away from me. Stepping on my baby toe and ripping it open while bending it back. We both almost went flying down the stairs but I held on and got him attached and he went out to greet the passer by with excited barking while I sat down and cried and then had to clean up the blood. I then messaged my girlfriend for sympathy (she is really good at it). It hurt, and then I had to try and put a shoe on and go do my shopping at Costco, I was hobbling and cut the trip as short as I could. Yep I cried... because it hurt A LOT!

I bashed my knee into the gateleg part of our kitchen table. It's pretty owie and purple.

just finished watching the movie...Boys Don't Cry...and I can't quit cryin for that poor baby and for every person who has died at the hands of monsters who felt the need to prove a point or whatever their sick minds tell them to do...

Why does there have to be so much hate and anger? I guess if we knew the answer to that we would be millionaires..................

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature...&v=tfHhpnWDduc

I don't know if I did this right, but...if so...this made me cry buckets.... I'm a sentimental sort...

Waking up at 5am for work this morning. Wahhhh!

I went to see a psychic tonight and she told me that I'm doing a great job as a mom and that my kids are amazing kids. She also told me that they will do very well in school and have great careers when they are done.

Not getting to see my little girl today.....she was at my mom's for yet another birthday party I didn't get to attend... I just miss her a lot....she's still my little bug... (and she's 18 now)

Dumb shit and poor choices..ready for today to end already