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Why do I watch this horrible schlock?
It kills brain cells with how horrible it is, yet I keep watching it.

I need some tools. I need a power screw driver. I need a drill. I need one of them saws that can cut out patterns.

Ever since I lost control of a hand held gas powered fence auger and almost took off my right arm, I vowed not to use power tools again. And I havent. But I need to if I am going to have my own house and be self sufficient.

I think I have risen past the past....

Love true love. You can tell when you are couples who has it. If its genuine and easy between them. Natural, if you will. Watching some friends tonight and smiling at how much in love they are. How they compliannt each other. Theyve been moving for three days and both are so exhausted while some couples would be bickering they just make each other laugh and smile.

How nice it must be to be loved like that and love like that...

I changed all the music on My iPod today. Out with the old, in with the new. I love it when I have a fresh selection of music to jam to.

gentle Rain on a tin roof....
I think I might get cozy in the upstairs bedroom just to listen to it all night.

I am procrastinating. I am not packing. I am not working on my crafts. I am in limbo. I have baked cookies and cooked a wonderful meatloaf. I am nesting. I am in denial. I am trying not to leave this trailer. I have been so happy here and I am a bit afraid to move..to the unknown...even if it all looks so good...its still unknown...

sighing...I hate looking at my own behaviors and analysing myself...no wonder people get pissed off at me when i do it to them....

Big Hugs my friend and an even bigger thank you:rose:

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Originally Posted by casey35 (Post 74624)

There is something i have on my mind and it not a happy thought. I have been thinking of the past because i have a friend who is going thru the same thing. People who has not lost a partner or is going thru losing a partner have no idea what it like. Can u imagine watch your soul mate passing before your eyes and having no way to stop it. To pray to god to keep them and knowing it for not. Having friends and family not there being alone. Telling the doctors to let them go and sitting on the bed holding your soul mate while she passes to the heavens. For those who has not endure this then do not think u can judge those who have. My feeling on this is very raw and do not mean to be rude if it appears so. So that what i have on my mind today.

starving and the garlic, olive oil, basil and onion smells coming from the kitchen are torturing me!!
:smladybug:

I have the house to myself until Saturday
I'm bored, no one to talk to, no where to go, no one to visit around here
If I could make a day trip somewhere and come back home I would
Why must everyone I know live so far from me

Just me and all the kitties
I am thinking I'm a slave to them
Wished they could learn to pick up there own messes
At least with kids, you can get them to do it
And don't think cats won't talk back to you but kids will

I suppose it will be me doing some spring cleaning
because someone in this house has to do it

Grilled KFC is sooo damn good..:girleating:

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Originally Posted by WolfyOne (Post 75520)

I donna know buddy Slick talks to us every morning about 8 AM, then noon and not til she is well fed at 5 PM does she give it a rest. Her voice changed when her bottom teeth came out. Yea you may want to thank your kitteh's for their stealth. :amsmiling:

I was watching the movie "The Fourth Kind" as in close encounters of the....scared the living daylights out of me.

So I switched gears and heard that Ricky Martin finally bounced out of the closet.

:flying::flying::flying::flying::flying:

I hate being alone during a nasty wind storm...

and it's sounding awful windy out!

***hugs & snuggles the dog, curls up on the couch away from all windows***

i should totally be studying those muscles!

origin, insertion, action --oh my!

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Originally Posted by apretty (Post 75624)

i should totally be studying those muscles!

origin, insertion, action --oh my!

Haha, you said insertion.

I love my boss and I love my job. But yesterday my boss was a total a** to me about something that happened on Friday that I had no control over.

The damage had been done long before the client called our office. I could not get in touch with my boss - left her a voice mail and sent a text message but no response.

Did what I needed to do and handled the situation appropriately. No big deal. Been in this field over 20 years.

However, client caused great drama at courthouse that embarassed my boss. Again, this all happened before client called me.

So boss comes in from court yesterday and asks me what happened Friday and I tell her. She fills in what the Court Clerk told her - I knew this stuff already but stayed with the client's version (made notes and they are in her file).

Then she lays into me about that she was out of town and had no phone signal. (I figured that out Friday when she didn't answer me.)

And she goes on to tell me that when she goes out of town perhaps she should contact a list of attorneys and ask them to babysit her cases and keep an eye on me.

Yes, she said that.

I understand that she was angry at the client and embarassed by her actions. It was not my fault and I handled it the way it should have been handled.

I did not deserve that comment nor did I deserve the anger.

I do not need a babysitter.

I do know the difference between "I will not be in the office tomorrow" (which is what she told me) and "I am going out of town" (which is what she didn't tell me).

When a client calls and tells me they have been arrested and my attorney is out of the office I try to contact my attorney. If my attorney is out of town and I know she is out of town I call one of her colleagues.

When the client shows up in the office and says she really was not arrested but her ex-husband was because they went to the courthouse together to file a motion to dismiss the protective order she has against him - there is no more emergency as far as our involvement is concerned. (He was not supposed to be near her & was arrested for violating the order.)When husband was arrested client lost it and showed her a** in a huge way at the courthouse.

How I was responsible for this I have no idea.

If my boss was venting that was fine but she didn't need to be insulting.

When she spoke to client yesterday afternoon she was nice to her and did not mention the drama client caused at courthouse. Guess she used all that up on me that morning.

*sigh*

I love my boss and my job - but for a little while I will not feel good about her.

Waking up slowly. Looking forward to warmer temps arriving tomorrow. Camping and fishing. My sister's b/f's Mom. For Sale signs. Strength.

(way too much for this time of the day)

More importantly.

Java.

:coffee:

if its possible to live a life free of money or very little and live a good life? money is evil is what i'm thinking but gives you a false sense of things.

hoping Jo Schmooozz will b ok .... having to go to the hospital with chest pains..