I feel good :hangloose:

A little more in control, a little less overwhelmed.

I'm feeling wide awake. I'm too old to want to spend a lot of time sleeping. "Tempus fugit".

A bit more confident, the learning module/test to follow I worried about/dreaded most, actually took me the least amount of time to complete, and I scored very well on it. So, I think if I periodically review my notes, pay close attention when shadowing, I should do fine on the skills check off :)

Nostalgic and a little :watereyes::watereyes:
Today is my daughters last day at our homeschool coop that we've been members of since she, and many of her friends, were wee. She and three others "graduate" today. It will be a big shift in our regular weekly community social time. All of the graduates are shifting over to our local community college while they figure out their "what's next" and I'm excited for them to expand their social circles and explore their independence. So for that I'm feeling :cheer:

Feeling
 

Sad, today I lost my best friend. My oldest kitty lost her brave fight. She was my friend and travel companion. I have rarely felt so alone.

Not to bad, took my walker and went to the mailbox and back. Thats about 100 yards, I'm nt hurting so that is a plus

I feel...okay. Not good and not bad, just...okay. I am a little off today as I feel very fatigued and my day seems a bit off. But really, I am just fine.

This was definitely the most emotionally draining semester I have ever had. Classes over, need to grade, need to place students internships. But for now I feel sick and can't get out of bed

Tired. Working too much has me slowly draining myself out of energy.

feeling like it is okay to give myself permission to rest now

just got back from storage room, swallowed a couple Big Macs practically whole ... there was an incident at the storage place ... I did nothing and was nothing but a bystander to the incident ... police came and I could sense they were glad I was there in "peace-keeper" role

cutting work short tonight, had planned to go strong until around 2:00 a.m. ... going to bed ... thinking I will be asleep 3 seconds after my head hits the pillow ...

now to find enough real estate on the bed to crawl in ... Kevin is such the BED HOG!!!! :(

chad
 

Sending heartfelt warm hugs your way ... I am so sorry about you losing your precious kitty-baby ... it is so difficult to have to let go ... man, I sure so feel for you. I really, really do!!

Like what I do doesn't matter. Like to certain people it doesn't matter how hard I try and how fucking nice I am nothing changes. Actions speak hell of a lot louder than words. And I'm shown every single day how unimportant I am. How what I say doesn't matter or what I do. Why do I even bother....

Exhausted but wide awake. My ankle/feet muscles keep locking up. :(

Also how they even rub it in your face..


I'm feeling done...with everything.

Awake! :deepthoughts:

Annoyed at myself.
Turning it around... shake it off...