I miss....


Someone who used to call me button....

Miss
 

My Mom shes far away and my Dad who has passed away.

I miss Jericho, Bailey and Allie. All the best best animal friends, companions, teachers I could ever have. It is animals that have taught me about being in the moment and unconditional love.

When I could still skinny into a pair of 23/30pair of Levi jeans.........A.Long.Time.Ago.

I miss:

The smell of a woman, her soft skin, her touch, her laugh, reaching out for her and her reaching back, making love, fu*%ing, waking up with her head on my chest, morning sex, her surprising me a new nightie, talking to her, her talking to me, laughing together, opening doors for her, pulling out a chair for her.

Mostly touch, I miss holding a woman in my arms.

Sleeping naked LOL

I miss swirling passionate energy around mine, quiet mornings, community gardens, dates and having my own schedule.

My guitar..it broke :)

broooom....brooom
 

My motorcycle...its 12 hrs away. The weekend tail pipe symphony keeps turning my head

I miss Momma D... the best mom in the world!
the first one that ever made me feel like I belonged ...like she loved me unconditionally ...she was always proud of me...helped me grow as a woman ...taught me to hold my shoulders back and show my self pride ....educated me in the world and unspoken rules of life ...
she was the first person I ever heard say she was proud of me...she held me when I cried and crumbled... Supported me when I did what I had to do to make things better ...stood up for me ...and had my back... she has always been my hero and best friend.
The amazing woman who had no DNA in common with me ...was my mother and Momma ..
I miss her and miss making her proud ...it hit me today that I'll never hear her say that again

I miss feeling this good ALL of the time!!!

Pat Summit
 

I miss typing with both hands

Working a full day and being able to keep my plans with a friend lol The tattoo is worth it & I am thankful they think so too :)

I miss getting icecream from those old school little bike carts, on summer days walking through the park.

Bed Clothes
 

(looks down at pj pants and oversized t-shirt)

I have a ridiculous amount of lingerie, and I miss having a reason to wear it.

TGIF lineups.

Being able to do things on the farm.

I miss sleeping without clothing.

I miss my life,yaknow the one where everyday is a wonder nomater what happened I knew my place in this world.The last ten years or so have been a chalenge to find that place again,my son says shit happends and he is right but it isnt the same even though I keep building whatever life I have cause what else can anyone do.End of pity party.

The Toronto skyline & walking around the kensington market.

Still
 

I miss my lil Schnauzer Schultz. He has been gone for a year and some month now. even so I think of him daily.

soft skin
soft kisses

free floating
 

High diving boards
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I miss getting up at 7am on summer days playing whiffle ball , football, kick the can , king of the mountain .
I miss flashlight tag on summer nights .
I miss riding my mini 50 cycle haha as a kid.
I miss July nights lighting Roman candles , crab apple fights .
I miss the secret clubhouse my brother and I and our buddies made out in the woods .
I miss the woods where the creeks and caves were.
I miss playing ninjas and throwing around our dull ninja stars we used to get at the flea markets haha .
Gosh its awesome talking to childhood friends and conversing about our childhood we had and the fun carefree times . Its like it was only a week ago yet its been sooooo much longer .
I look at my nephews and their childhood is filled with video games , fancy toys , having to stay in a suburb house filled neighborhood not being able to venture off bc you can't trust anything or anyone and its sad in a way .
I wonder when they are my age late 30s what they will miss as youngins??? Missing video games ???
Crazy how big city and country lives are for kids and generations of recreational activities change for youngins.
I had a fun fun fun time as a child playing all sorts of stuff outside :)

Sunshine!
 

I miss lots of things but it has been rather nice to have two days of sunshine - the loveliest weather ever :)

I spent the entire day, almost, outside...
Can hardly wait until it's warmer,
so I can get a little more color to my skin,
I do love basking in the sunshine :stillheart:

I Miss a head tucked into my shoulder falling asleep, I miss gripping of flesh in the depths of passion, I miss conversations mulling over the days events, I miss long kisses, and late nights, even walking around the mall as outfits were strewn about. I miss saying goodnight and good morning...

A gentle loving touch.

I miss company to just go do things with,I often go places alone with out a problem even tho I feel out of the loop.

I was chatting with a friend today and asked her "what do you miss most about being with someone?"

Not one thing.

her ideas
things she thinks about
her voice
her laughter

I miss...
Being smiled at with that look of love and affection...
A strong arm around me...
Someone to be totally relaxed and at ease with...
Cuddles and snuggles and giggles
I miss injokes
I miss feeling fierce desire
I miss the feeling of being in love, of being smitten and giddy and high on love

I miss falling asleep with My babygirl in My arms
her lying on My chest
hearing her say goodnight Daddy