I just crave stability in my life now and I'm crossing what little I have off on the calendar and watching the days dwindle. Action is needed but I just feel stuck. Being all cranky and out of sorts and not thinking quite right.

Like Gemme says, seems to not just be me.

88 poems.
104 pages.
Editing is complete.
Six hours of my life immersed in my own words.
Decadent, embarrassing, fortifying.
Catalyst.
Done.

I wish those that made plans to kill other people would just kill themselves first and spare the others. (w)

All that has to be done just to go off on a weekend trip...holy moly!!

Chumash, here we come!

that today is my son's birthday,and the day is dragging its ass..how excited i am for all of us to be going to the gulf for the weekend..how glad i am my sweetie is finally here--altho i may end up having to buy more clothes if she keeps cooking all the time :)

:seeingstars:Whats on my mind is...how the heck I managed to pop my shoulder out..again.Yes,yes I was working out lifting weights and doing double on the mulitpourpous gym thingy I have,maxed all of the moves again for the third day...yessss felt good to finaly get to that point,then I went on a four mile bike ride,when I got home I bent over to pet the dog and put my left hand on the table to balance..then pain shot up my arm & spazzed my shoulder/shoulder blade..no pain till then.Im iceng and it is better but still hurts.

I understand freedom of speech and having your own opinion, but ouch :|

http://examiner.com/political-buzz-i...ime-for-reform

LOL, I don't even smoke anymore, but when I did, they got enough of my money

It was a grueling 2 months of remembering to go there every day
I'm usually there once a month getting coupons sent to me and resend them to my stepmom in Vegas

BTW, the choices were tough to choose from, but I love me a Weber, too

Tell the day shift to bring back the supplies
Tell them they don't really have to bring them home
Tell them the night shift promises to leave them when they go home :|

LOL, I was quoting an old country song
Probably as old as you are young

It's not called thievery, it's called borrowing and forgetting where it came from :|

all the lives lost on 9/11 ... all the lives changed on 9/11...

sitting on my living room floor in shock like the rest of the world...and looking at my 13 year old son and knowing at that very moment that at 18 he would be going to war because of the events of that day..wishing so very much he still wanted to be a ninja turtle instead of a US Marine..thinking today..how proud I am of my son because he decided to be a Marine instead of a ninja turtle...

just a feeling of heavy hearted unbelievable sadness to know that my generation will always remember where they were when they heard the terrible news of that day...and to all those americans and non americans effected by the choices of people on that day...

God bless those left behind..and god bless those who went ahead to prepare our way.....

God bless who still fight to keep my family and this country free...

no bingo,
adele prefers the game battleship.

and i LIKE to lose so i can jump up and scream at the top of my lungs in a voice that sounds like a porn star: YOU SUNK MY BATTLESHIP. OH YEAH BABY. YOU SUNK IT DEEP.

warning: adele is horribly abby normal. :seeingstars:

Thinking about the dr appt I have Monday & hoping that goes well...
Thinking about my mom & how much I miss her...
The OSU/Miami game later on this afternoon
&
if I should go back to sleep

~SAB

I would play battleship with you anytime
In fact, I'd be grinning from ear to ear if you jumped up and shouted like a porn star

Are there battleship halls out there like bingo halls :|

BTW, do you know how hard it is to type and see my monitor when there's a cat sitting on my desk in front of it
I told Sophie I couldn't kick her off or Aunt Adele would kick me, too :|

Realizing once I get my Microbiology class down, how much it will help me in my Anatomy and Physiology class...Woohoo!

Today I am sad that I have so much less time for so many things this school year. With students back and teachers and staff getting organized, new programs starting and new responsibilities on board... I may only get to things like posts and emails.... on weekends.

I miss my extra free time, but, I am so excited about how this year is moving.

To all my friends here, I love you and miss you, be patient with me.

At the symphony today I talked to a very sweet older lady. I asked her if she had thought about seeing some concerts this year. She said "that sounds very nice but my husband passed away July 31. Not only was he my husband and best friend but he was my driver too. Maybe sometime if I see something I want to go to one of my boys will take me, but not right now."

I know these things are part of the circle of life and they must have had a great life together for her to say what she said and so sweetly, but it just about broke my heart.